"★ 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 24 ★"

I woke up in same as yesterday, I just wish I wouldn't wake up, I wish everything would just remain a bad dream, but this is the harsh reality. My room was messy but I didn't care anymore, I wiped the tears that came out when I saw the happy picture of the two of us.

Why do you have to be his son zee, of all people why you? I closed my eyes and leaned on the edge of my bed, I didn't notice last night that I fell asleep.

I looked at the door when someone pushed a white envelope inside my room, I stood up and took it.

Nuw, I know that you're not ready to accept everything, dad and I are just here waiting for your return, I'm here as your brother, I won't hurt you, you'll never be hurt again; It was Liam's voice, I didn't speak anymore and went back to where I sat earlier, I don't know if I can accept him as my brother, I know that he suffered too, but it's not easy to accept everything.

Leave me alone Liam; I said to him, I don't want to see them, I don't want to see anybody. I closed my eyes and let the pain stay, no matter what I do, it won't go away, it's not that easy to heal a wound, especially if it's deep. The only way is to live with it.

( “ MAX POV ”)

I throw the bottle angrily, how did everything turn like this.

Max, please stop it; I pushed dad angrily.

It's because of all of you, because of you that everything has become like this, is it worth it dad? What did you get when you did this thing; I told him, he bowed his head.

Max, it's not your fault, it's all my fault, let me fix, don't punish yourself son; I shook my head and my body fell to the floor.

That's where you're wrong dad, why do I have to pay for what you did, I was the one who suffered because of what you did, Nat was angry and I hurt my friend, why do I have to pay for your sin, why? I screamed at him, my tears started flowing again, everything we shared just disappeared like a bubble and now there's a big chance that I will lose Nat too, everything disappeared just because of one mistake.

I'm sorry max; I shook my head.

Don't apologize to me, if you want to apologize, go apologize to Nunew, you didn't just ruin his life, dad, you ruined the trust he gave me, even if you apologize to him, I know he won't forgive you, because if I'm in his position, I can't forgive you either; I said, he smiled sadly at me.

No matter what will happened, I will continue to apologize to him, until he forgives me, but I hope the day will come when you forgive me too; I just bowed and didn't answer, I hope that day will came dad, I hope I can forgive you but I can't do it for now, it's too hurt, to depressing, He leave after he said those, I punch the wall very hard, I sat on the floor, it was too much trouble, too much pain, I saw the blood flowing in my fist.

(“ ZEE POV ”)

I was looking at them angrily, granny called me this morning, their now Infront of me.

What else do you need from me? I angrily  said.

Zee, listen to us first; I shook my head and stood up from my seat, there were many wounds on my hand but I didn't care, I hurt him, my father hurt him, my family was the cause of all his suffering and his pain.

The help you gave me was because of what my father did, I'm I right; She shook her head, I hold my fist very tight.

let's be honest for ourselves, you helped me to cover up the cruelty you did, you know what mrs, Chawarin, I once so proud of you, because I thought you were good people but I was wrong, how did you do that thing , how can you do that thing to him; I shouted at her, I was grateful for everything they did to me, but I didn't want to have a connection with them.

I can't explain it zee for one words, believe me, I didn't know either that my son did that; She said.

Should I believe it granny? Or this is another lie of yours, I don't know if I can still believe what you say, I don't know if I wanted to see you after everything after everything that happened, I was so grateful for the help you did for me, but I regretted that I met you, I regretted that I treated you as if you were my real grandma, all this time I protected you from him, because I thought he was wrong about you, bjt it's turned out I was the one who made the mistake, I was too fool to believe all these lies; She looked at me sadly.

Zee; I wiped my tear's right away, I don't want them to see me crying, I hurt myself for not knowing the truth earlier than this, I hate my own father for doing such terrible thing to the mother of the man I love, the father I respected the most it's turned out to be a devil, How could things turned like this.

Phaibun just loved nunew's mommy too much, I admit that I knew before that Phueng had a husband and a child, believe me zee, I tried stop Phaibun for keeping her but it was too late, they both got married and I knew that was a fake marriage because Phueng was married to another man, my son took advantage of the memory loss of the woman he loved, but what Phaibun didn't know at the time, that Phueng was pregnant when they got married, he thought Nunew was his son, but I knew that it wasn't him, because when Nunew was born I immediately took a DNS test and I was right, Nunew is not his son, I didn't tell him anything but he found out before that day happened; She said, I shook my head in pain.

He loves her so much? that's not love grandma, if he really loves mrs phueng he wouldn't do that thing to her, he wouldn't let his friends rape her, there is no such kind of love grandma, so how can you say he really loves her; I told her.

When I first saw him, I didn't understand where his anger came from, probably he knows that he's not your son real son, but he chose to remain silent because of you, he chose not to speak for you, now I understand why he is so angry ; I told her.

My son loves him, zee, he loved nunew; I couldn't stop laughing while tears flowed.

What is love for you grandma? you call it love, this is not love, your son loves himself because he is a selfish person, what does he know about the word love; I screamed, he won't let his friends rape his wife and don't show it to his child if he truly love them.

Don't fool yourself with this lie grandma, because your son doesn't know the words love, now I don't want to have any more connection with you, I returned this car, money and house to you, I will just pay the inadequate later on; I said and put everything on her table, I immediately turned around and left their house, everything was just a lie, I lived with their lies. They only did the help to cover up the fucking truth, I close my eyes and let my tear's flow's, I hurt the man I love, Now i don't know how to face him, I don't know if I'm able to bring myself Infront of him. Last week Max and I met, that's when I found out everything, I couldn't believe what he said.

Previously:

You're here zee; He greeted me, I nodded, he said he found something so I want to see what it is.

Actually I found out about this 4 days ago; He said while tightly holding the white folder.

Why did you just told me today? I asked, I could see the sadness and pain in his eyes which confused me.

I didn't say it right away, because I also need time to process everything I know, it's hard to accept this truthzee, it hurts, and you can't easily believe what you read; He said, I was confused by his actions.

What the hell is that, you're scaring me max; I said, he handed the folder to me.

The truth you wanted to know will destroy our friendship with nunew and Nat and it can destroy the relationship you two have now; He said, I immediately opened it but it was like I was nailed to my seat, I read carefully the details, from the police report, autopsy and the pictures attached here.

Is this kind of joke? I angrily said to him, he took a deep breath and leaned back in his chair.

Do you think I'm joking? That's the whole truth of what happened 10 years ago zee, one of the members of our family was involved, believe me, I can't accept it either but that's the truth that they hid for a long time; I grabbed his collar, he just looked at me with his eye full of sadness and pain.

Stop this kind of nonsense max, this is not true; He removed my hand and pushed me to the chair.

Which one can't you accept, zee,  the fact that your father himself raped aunty or the fact that you will lose Nunew once he finds this out; He yelled at me, I let go of the paper I was holding, I keep shaking my head, this is all not true, how? how did this happen.

You're just lying, dad wasn't that kind of person; I shouted, he wiped his tears.

Do you think I didn't even think about that when I found out that my dad was involved, how many times I told myself that my dad is not that kind of person, but zee this is the all truth, this is the fucking truth, it's hard to accept but I know it's harder for nunew and Nat once they find this out, those two, they treat each other like brothers, how will Nunew feel when he finds out that Nat's dad's is also involved in this; I held my chest and my head, I shook my head because I didn't want to believe it, I don't want to believe it, dad wasn't that kind of person so how did this happen.

But they weren't not the only ones there that day; He said, I looked at him, before I could say anything, Drake entered.

Because I was also there Zee, I was involved too, I was the one who took them to that location without knowing the consequences, I don't know the true intentions of mr, phaibun before, he just told me to take them there and you've become mine, you know that I already loved you since before, that's why I said I would do it, because I thought it was a surprised party or celebration there, I didn't know; He said, I got even weaker from what he said.

How could you do such thing drake, you're too foolish; I screamed to him, he smile sadly.

Maybe I am, If I have known I shouldn't do that, but I can't change the past, that's one of the reason why I left you, because I'm too afraid that you might found out, I'm scared because I know that you're dad was there as well, he's there zee, like me he doesn't know either that they're doing that evil thing for them; He says, I gather all my strength and stood up, I started walking away from them, my nunew, my father, my father hurt them, my father was the cause of all his pain and suffering, everything was cause by my own father, how can I tell him about this, how can I tell him the truth, I can't loose him but I can't see him getting hurt everyday.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh; I screamed in pain hoping to let the pain go away, I held my knees while knelling to the floor, I hold my chest tightly, I hit it because I can't breathe properly, what am I going to do now, what the fuck I'm going to do now dad. you hurt the man I love, you hurt the most important person in his life.