"★ 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 19 ★"

Nat and I are here at the library because we are looking for a topic that is needed for studies later, I haven't seen this man for a few days.

How are you? I haven't seen you for a few days; I said to Nat, he looked at me for a moment.

It's okay, you and zee are always together is there something between you two? He asked, I immediately looked away and I heard his soft laugh.

I think I am right, there something between you two! you dodged so fast, anyway I'm happy to know that you're happy; I continued my research and just smiled, I didn't expect this either. I saw that his shoulder fall.

What's the problem? I asked, he just shook his head at me.

There's something wrong to Max, This past few day he is always out of his thoughts and always drunk, his dad also called me because he doesn't answer their calls when I ask him what's wrong, he always says that he is okay; He said, I put down the ballpoint pen I was holding and tapped his shoulder.

Maybe he just thought of something, just try to understand him; I said, he took a deep breath and leaned on the chair here.

You know nuw, this is the first time I've seen him like this, I feel like he's hiding something from me I don't know what, but I saw him last time talking to a man in a coffee shop; I laughed at what he said.

Maybe you were just jealous that's why you said that; He shook his head.

I'm not, The more surprising is that after they talked, I saw the pain, anger and confusion on his face, I know Max very well, he's not that kind of person if he didn't know anything, he won't reacted like that he seems shock and fear; I just took a deep breath, I remembered what he said to me last time, I didn't know what he meant.

Let's wait for him to opened up the problem; He sighed and nodded, I close the book and stood up.

Let's grab lunch; He stood up right away and we both exit the library. I haven't seen zee today because we didn't have class with his subject earlier, Other teacher said they were doing something.

Is that zee? I immediately followed his gaze, my smile disappeared when I saw that he was with another man, I'm sure he's not a teacher here at the university, I didn't removed my gaze on him while he seriously talking to him, who is he? there is something between the two of them.

Let's go ! I just followed Nat, I remained emotionless as they approached us, they stopped when they saw us and I looked at the hand of the man who was holding him, he noticed that so he immediately removed it, I secretly rolled my eyes.

Good afternoon P'zee," Nat greeted, zee greeted him back, I just looked at the man with him.

P'zee, let's go eat; I want to push this man away from him but I can't. I look at Nat when he elbowed me.

Let's eat together then! I stepped Nat's foot after what he said.

That's great!! I walked ahead of them, I can't watched someone touching my man, I hate it, I can felt that there following me until we arrived at the canteen.

Same order nuw? I nodded at Nat and just seating quietly while zee and that man was Infront of us.

Let go of me drake; Zee said, the man looked at him right away.

What is the problem zee, you've been like this, since this morning? My eyes got darker when he said that, what did he mean that they were together this morning?

Can you stop drake, why come back anyway; Zee told him, I was just bowing while listening to them, but I hold my fists tightly. When Nat arrived I took my food and silently eating ai thought there done talking but what the man said shocked mez I immediately dropped the spoon I was holding.

I'm here, you don't need to look for me because I'm already here, but why are you reacting like this, do you love someone else? He asked, I secretly looked at zee and he did the same.

You're right, I looked for you but it's been a long time since I stopped looking for you; I don't know how to feel about what zee said, I'm sure the two of them have relationship before.

Zee, we can fix everything, I'm here, I'm here now, I'm not leaving again; He said, I closed my eyes and put the spoon down on the table. Before ai could speak My head got even hotter because he kissed him Infront of me, zee seemed surprised because he was like frozen to his seat, I immediately left the place I heard Nat calling me but I didn't pay attention to him anymore.

{“  ZEE POV ”}

What the hell is wrong with you? I shouted at Drake after he kissed me Infront of nunew fuck.

I want you back zee, Let's fix everything, I'll explain why I left; I wiped my mouth and looked at him.

Drake it's been a long time since we finished what we had, I'm in love with someone else now; I said, he shook his head.

That's not true, you've been looking for me for so many years how could you just in love on someone else's right away; I saw that people was staring at us so I pulled him to the empty table.

I did! but not to go back on that relationship, I'm looking for you because I want to know something, I found the person I've been looking for a long time; He continued to shake his head.

You're just kidding right; He's voice broke while looking at me, Drake and I was in relationship before, but it's been too long since we broke up, yes we hadn't proper breakup because he left without telling me anything, but five years have passed that's why whatever we had has been over for a long time, I looked for him because I wanted to know something from him and that was it.

Why, Why is everything so easy for you; He said, I took a deep breath.

Because it's just as easy for you to leave me; He shook his head and tears fell from his eyes.

You're wrong, I wish everything would be quick, like you said, but no, I wouldn't be here in front of you if everything was easy for me, zee, I left you because that's the only way to protect you and the person close to you. ; His tears continued to flow, while saying every word to me.

What do you mean, I didn't asked you to protect me Drake; He nodded.

Yes you didn't but I wanted to protect you zee, you don't know how much trouble is going to happen, what trouble each family gets into; I don't understand him, what does he mean.

I don't understand you; I says to him, he closed his eyes and just let his tears fall.

It is not yet time for you to know everything, not yet but the time will come for you to know everything, the truth that will destroy your family and the person close to you; I frowned.

Actually I came back hoping that I am still the one inside your heart but it seems that I am too late; He said, wiping his tears and giving me a small smile.

I'm sorry, " He shook his head.

You don't have too, I already expecting it though, but zee everything will fall apart, I didn't come back just for you, there is another reason; He said.

What else; He looked up at the sky and closed his eyes.

I have been hiding for five years but there is not a day that my conscience doesn't visit me, it is time to see him, although he has seen me but he does not know me; I was even more confused by what he said.

Whatever your purpose here, I hope you find the peace that is for you; I said and left him in the room, I immediately ran out of the university and got into my car, I'm sure Nunew went home to the condo.

{“ DRAKE POV ”}

I hope I can shoulder everything zee, but I can't, we can't stopped this from happening, you will be involved in this mess, I was just looking at the door where he came out.

What are you planning now? I looked at him, I knew he had been here since earlier, he was leaning against the side of the wall. I close my eyes and sat down to the chair.

Can you only punish me, zee didn't know about this? I asked, he laughed at what I said, I know that my sinned against them was a lot, but zee didn't know anything about this.

Isn't he the reason you followed that man's wishes? He coldly said, I was quiet because he was right, in order to have zee I did that thing, something that I regret until now.

Do you know how much he suffered, how much we suffered because of all of you, our family was destroyed, because of what you did until now we are still suffering, night and night I always see that day that incident, I lost my mother and I never thought that she would die on that way, you know what's more painful is that he saw everything that happened, do you know what trauma was left in him, because of you, he became like this; He shouted, I couldn't answer because he was right, everything he said was right, I didn't think that I would destroy a family just because I wanted to be with the person I love.

I know it's too late to repent, but do you know that my conscience visits me every night, if only I had known that it would be like that, I wouldn't have agreed; His tears fell but he immediately wiped them away.

It's too late to change everything drake, no matter how many times you kneel in front of me I won't forgive you even though you became my friend, the wound you left us cannot be paid for, by just a sorry; He said and then left, I sat still and let the tears come out of my eyes. I know that it's too late, I don't know that, that will be the result of what I did, there are many people involved in what happened back then and I know that they were the most affected by what happened, it's too late to regret everything, to late to say sorry because what happened can't be changed in one sorry, he's right we cannot pay by sorry for what we did.

“ I let you guess who is this someone!! Whoever can guess is very good Hahahahahaha!!! Kidding.”💕