"★ 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 1 ★"

When I woke up, I almost wanted to curse because my head hurt so much, I looked around I was in my condo? Who brought me home? I took the phone and checked the time. Tsk, it's already 7:30 am, I got off the bed and entered the bathroom. I did my morning routine until I finished, I just wear a simple shirt, jeans and jacket. I took the key, and I frowned when I saw a note in the table.

Drink this when you wake up - Zee

I took the tablet, it's a hangover medicine, don't tell me he brought me home? I immediately left the condo and got into my car, I don't know what happened last night, I hope I didn't say anything else to him. My phone suddenly rang, and my face immediately changed when I saw that it was dad calling.

What do you want? I asked rudely, I don't respect them because they don't deserve it.

Rude as always, Nuw. Don't use that tone on me, "he angrily says.

Just tell me what the hell you want; I heard him sigh on the phone, I hate him, I hate them, and they made me feel worthless. They made me like this.

Come home tonight, your grandparents are coming, they want to see you; He said,I gritted my teeth in anger, After so many years, it was only now that they thought of visiting again.

I will never set foot in that house again, It was good that they even thought to visit after so many years if it wasn't for them; He interrupted what I was going to say and I heard his deep breathing.

I didn't beg you, because I ordered you to go home, don't make me the one to pick you up from school, because you won't like it; I park my car when I get to school but I haven't gotten out yet.

The hell you care, do what ever you want, I'll go but don't expect me to respect them because you all don't deserve it, And they're not my grandparents I never had one; I said and immediately ended the call, I punched the steering wheel of the car in anger and it made a loud noise, I looked outside and someone knocked and it turned out to be Nat. I got my bag and got out of the car.

What is happening to you? Are you okay? He asked, I didn't answer him because my head was still boiling in anger, he seemed to feel it too because he just sighed while following me.

What the hell, are you blind or just really stupid? I shouted at the person who bumped into me. He immediately bowed while apologizing. I immediately pushed him, so he rocked on the floor, The people immediately fell silent because of what happened.

Don't stand in my way, pathetic loser; I immediately left the place and went to our classroom.

Nuw" You shouldn't have done that; Nat said when we arrived, I looked at him badly.

If you don't have anything good to say, don't say anything; I said to him and put on the headset.

( NAT POV )

If you don't have anything good to say, don't say anything; he said and immediately put on the headset, I rested deeply and put a book in front of him, he's angry and I don't know why, it's still too early in the morning. When teacher Zee arrived, he looked at me and nuw we immediately greeted him except nuw, I hope he won't force him to answer because I knows that nuw was still in his bad mode, He was about to say something but I shook my head hoping he would understand me but I guess not.

Mr Chawarin, This class is not for sleeping; He said, I closed my eyes when I saw that nuw moved.

Mind your own fucking business Panich, the school paid you to speak in front and that's all you have to do; I saw the anger on Zee's face because of what nuw said.

I was paid to teach a kid who is disrespectful like you, if you don't listen free to leave my class; Nuw was looking at Zee angrily and took his bag.

Nuw; I tried to stop him but he just went straight out, I took a deep breath and looked at teacher Zee.

Let's proceed in class, While I'm the teacher, I won't tolerate such behavior, you're not kids anymore, you're all in collage," I heard teacher Zee say, I get my bag and stand up.

He didn't do that for no reason, my friend went through something very serious, I'm sorry but add me for your absence students; I said and didn't wait for what he had to say. I looked for him in the parking lot, I caught him smoking a cigarette, I immediately grabbed it and stepped on it, when did he start using cigarettes?

When did you learn to smoke? don't ruin yourself, nuw; He looked at me badly and opened one again.

I don't need to ruin myself because I was ruined for a long time; I sat next to him.

No, you're not, You just don't see it, but you're not don't let him affect you like this; I say, He shook his head and threw the cigarettes away.

I forgot everything for a long time, but everything will come back eventually, we can't hide and pretend that everything was fine; I held his shoulder and gently patted him.

What's wrong with you this morning, You can tell me your problem, nuw; I said to him, "He took out the phone before answering me."

Dad called; He simply said, I understand immediately why, nuw grew up with a luxurious life that everyone dreamed of but he couldn't get the one thing he wanted, the love of a father, his anger towards uncle is too deep and I don't know why. I only know that because of what happened 10 years ago.

What did uncle say, and you are so angry? I quietly asked him, as long as I could. I want him to open up to me, and I'm ready to listen to him.

His parents were coming tonight and he asked me to come home tsk; I was surprised it's been too long since their last visit.

Huh? I answered, and he just looked at me , got his bag, and stood up.

I'll have to go; He says, I just nodded and watched as he entered his car.

( NUNEW POV )

After I said goodbye to Nat, I immediately went to the place where I went whenever I had a problem, When I reached the place I put my bag next to her grave.

What am I going to do, mom? I don't know anymore. Dad sent me home today because his parents are coming, and I can't face them yet. " I touched where her name was engraved. it's been 10 years since you've left me, it's like everything happened just yesterday, everything is very clear in my mind, your suffering to protect me, everything is still fresh in my mind, I wipe my tears when drips on my eyes.

I'm sorry for crying again Infront of you, I shouldn't cried but it's still hurt every time I remember the past, it's still hurt like hell mom, I wish I had died" I removed the leaves that were here Infront of her grave. The pain of losing a mother, I know that feeling, I don't know when I can accept that I am the only one left in this world, I was left alone, I took a deep breath and looked up at the sky, I'm counting my days ,years and months to see you again. If only heaven had visiting hours, no matter how far I would crawl to see you, I always miss you, mom, your smile, your scent, I miss everything. I check the time and it's already 5:30 pm I don't want to enter that house but I have no choice but to go there, That damn man I'm sure he'll send someone to drag me there. I held her tombstone and stood up immediately.

I'll be back, mom. " I immediately left the place and got into my car.

( ZEE POV )

It was afternoon when grandpa and granny called, they're here in Thailand and they want me to come to them right now, they said they were going to visit their son here, grandpa and granny wasn't my real grandparents but I treat them as my grandparents they' ve helped me reach my dreams, they helped me and my family. After class, I immediately went to the place they gave me, this place is one of the luxurious villages in Thailand, no wonder granny and grandpa is rich people, so I won't be surprised if their son is also rich. I remembered Nunew, I didn't see him all day, and so did Nat. Those two, I just shook my head and continued driving. When I arrived at the village, I just gave the pass that Granny gave me, and the guards immediately let me in. what's in the news was actually true, This place is not a joke, the houses here are very big and the designs are very beautiful. When I got to the huge house, I immediately saw guards outside. It's a mansion if you can actually call it that. It's so big. I wonder how many people live in this house.

Are you Zee Pruk Panich? One of the guards said, I smiled and nodded and they opened the door so I entered.

You're here, Zee, come here, " Granny said when she saw me, I looked at the man sitting on the other couch, and the beautiful woman beside him, I bowed a little.

Good evening, granny, granpa, sir/madam; I greeted them with respect.

This is the boy I told you about Phaibun, "Granny said.

Zee, this is my son Phaibun Perdpiriyawong Chawarin; Granny said, Chawarin? don't tell me he is Nunew Chawarin's father?

Good evening, sir; He nodded, and the woman bed him smiled at me.

That his wife Duanphen, my grandson, wasn't here yet; Grandpa made me sit next to him.

How are you, Zee? Grandpa asked me.

I'm very fine, granpa. He nodded and looked back at Sir Phaibun.

He didn't change, didn't he? He asked him, and he took a deep breath.

I just need to give him enough time, dad. He went through a lot. I'm sure he can accept duanphen too," Granpa shook his head.

You have to teach him, he is not a child anymore, he knows what to do, his own mother was already dead, so he should accept that Duanphen is his mother now; Tito was about to answer but we all heard a cold voice coming from the outside.

What right do you have to order me? she will never become my mother, Since I'm here, can I leave now? My suspicion was correct that nunew Chawarin was his son, he was just staring at everyone, he stopped when he spotted me, he was surprised but immediately returned his cold gaze to his parents.

Manners, little one, haven't you seen that we're here? "Granpa said. He looked at granpa. He had no emotion in his face. He was so different tonight.

Manners? You all don't deserve it; He said, granpa was angry, and granny immediately stopped him.

Since I'm here, now can I leave? I don't want to be here; He said directly to his father, I don't know, but I feel the depth of their conflict.

Nuw be respectful, they're your grandparents; Tito said, he smirked and looked at everyone.

Grandparents? when did they become my grandparents? His question hurt granny. When I look at granny, I can see the sadness in her eyes.

Nunew; I called him, they all looked at us, and he looked at me without any emotion on his face.

I didn't know that outsiders have been entering this house, Why I'm even surprised this wasn't new, because there was a snake that entered the house before, so why am I still surprised; I was surprised when Tito slapped him, he looked angrily at Nunew who until now had no emotion on his face.

You have no respect. She was your mother; Tito shouted at him.

Phaibun don't hurt nunew; Granny screamed and approached nunew but he just push granny's hand.

No matter what happened, I'm dead or alive, she will never become my mother, you are asking my respect but you don't all deserves it, she's one of the reasons why my mom died, so what right do you have to ask a respect from me; He shouted back and tito was about to hit him again, but he was stopped because of Nunew's words.

All right, hit me again, you're good on that aren't you? you even hit my mother, your wife before why I even shocked, You have always been a useless husband and father, you managed to fool my mother, you leave us for this girl; He shouted and pointed at ma'am duanphen.

I didn't leave you. Your mom kept you away from us, I didn't cheat on her; Nunew laughed as tears rolled down on his face.

No matter how many times you say that, you won't fool me, you even managed to blame the sin of the two of you on the dead; He shouted, his tears kept flowing, I didn't know that despite his status he was experiencing upside down.

I didn't lie, Nuw, I never lied to you, why don't you try to understand it; He shook his head and wiped his tears.

Never called me again, I don't like to see you all; He says he was about to leave, but granpa said something that angered him.

Don't imitate your mother. Don't you see that your father did everything for you, He did everything to give you a good life, "Granpa said.

Good life? Is that why he abandoned me and mom and married this girl because she was a rich woman and my mother was a poor one? Nunew shouted angrily.

Not like that son; He took a deep breath and faced his dad.

All my life, I never wanted to have a good life like what you think, the life I want is simple, it's okay with me that mom and I are the only ones together but why you did such a thing to her? what is her fault for all of you? He shouted, and his dad bowed down, I just listened to them quietly.

From now on don't ever call me a son because I don't have a father like you, In my whole life, I regretted that you are my father, I regretted that I've part of this family; He said and immediately left the house, I looked at granpa for a moment and immediately ran outside and chased after him.

Aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! I could hear him screaming so I immediately went there, the cars also made noise and I saw why I immediately came to him when I saw that his fist was bleeding.

Nunew; He looked at me angrily and wiped his tears. He immediately walked out of the gate.

Nuw stopped; I screamed, but he didn't seem to hear it.

Leave me alone; He angrily said but his voice cracked, When we got out of the gate I immediately pulled his clothes, I don't know but I immediately hugged him, I can hear him sobbing in my shoulder.

Nuw; I called him gently, I pressed him on me while hugging him, I think he needs comfort right now.

They're all useless, now you can laugh at me, you can laugh as long as you want; I shook my head and held his head, I gently creased him trying to calm him down.

I won't, just cry I'm here with you; I said to him, he cried even more, I don't know why but I hate to see him crying, he is different from what everyone said.