:( ahhhhhhhhhhhhh don't hate

You guys are going to hate me. I know, i know. I said i would post by yesterday. but a lto of things have been happening lately. I literally almost killed myself the other day, and i'vebeen just really depressed. But then i thought "IF I KILL MYSELF PEOPLE ON WATTPAD WILL KILL ME FOR NOT UPDATING" so, i hope that makes you guys a little less mad for now. I'm sooooooooooooo sorrry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's just so many things. SO MANY things, i'm not in a right state of mind right now, so as of right now i don't know when i'll be posting. But it shan't be too far off. I'm really. very. sorry. :( (And i'vebeen really sick. I was vomitting for three hours yesterday. D':)