💚 Thinking || 2

- MINNIE'S POV -"Fuck, what did I do..?" I whispered to myself, feeling so depressed at that moment.

"FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! I MESSED UP!" I said to myself, hearing voices at my head telling me so much things. I feel my legs tremble; feeling anxiety attacking me.

I tried calming myself so I couldn't cry. I couldn't help but to think about what happened. I tried finding Miyeon but I couldn't.

Yuqi stopped me. She said that Miyeon left and I couldn't do anything about it. "It'll be fine, Minnie. Let her have her space and thinking." Yuqi smiled at me.

"Shall we maybe hangout now..?" My voice stutter. I still feel sadness but it's fine otherwise.

The whole road trip; my mind kept thinking. I was going crazy for the whole time. My head felt like spinning and I just can't help to feel so anxious.

"Minnie are you okay? Tell me the truth." Yuqi looked at me with reassuring look. I felt safe to rant to her but just not now.

"Yes,Yuqi,thank you." I said. I was lying but I feel like it's just not the time for me to rant about it yet.

I'm not gonna lie, she's sweet but it also reminds me of Miyeon, She makes me smile like always.

Fuck, I always think of her.

"Uhm Minnie ah~ we're here!" Yuqi said happily which made me jump because I was surprised.

"Ah okay, you surprised me haha let's go."