- Chapter 1 -

Welcome everybody to my first ever story, I hope you will enjoy it just as much as I enjoy writing it. I have a few disclaimers to make before we continue on with the story tho!

First of all, *All character rights go to J. K. Rowling (except for the ones I created)*

Secondly, I have put this as an adult story because it does contain swearing and curse words and adult content however, I will not go into detail concerning the smut so if you were looking for that I'm sorry I won't focus on that:) Of course, it happens though just not on paper;). So I would advise you not to read the story if any of those things are disturbing to you!

Lastly, I wrote this purely for my own pleasure. I had this story in my head and I wanted to put it on paper and since I wrote it I thought why not publish it. I do know the age gap is pretty big however, Eva is off age. but if you don't like that, please feel free to leave I would totally understand:) If you don't mind, however, feel free to continue reading. ( also I think it's important to tell you that this is a pretty slow book, thus they will not get together in the first 5 chapters!! Just so you know. It will take a bit and i think it would make sense since Eva and Severus both are not great at displaying emotions! )

Without further ado, I present to you: Someday

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September 14, 1995

His hands are fidgeting with his papers. He is disappointed in me. Again. I've noticed how he does this whenever he is displaying his emotions, which is not often. I admit, it's not a great way of displaying emotions but I don't think he is capable of displaying them in any other way. I can feel him watching me, studying my face. I never know what he thinks when he does that and it drives me mad.

It is only the second week of school and I've already gotten into trouble. I am actually disappointed in myself if I'm honest, which is very new to me. I am not one to care about getting in trouble since I have gotten quite familiar with it but I promised Remus I wouldn't get into trouble, at least not already within 2 weeks, and I hate to disappoint him. Not after all the things he sacrificed and did for me. For some reason I feel extra guilt at the moment, could it? Could I actually feel bad for disappointing Snape?

I am sitting in his office which is located at the back of his classroom. A cold draft has stationed itself in his office and classroom which makes it even more unbearable to be here. On a table in the back stands a boiling cauldron. I wonder what he is brewing. The table is full of ingredients that are shattered all over the table, which is a surprise when you look at his desk. Papers are stacked neatly on the end of his desk, his quills are displayed in a small circular box and a potion's book is displayed openly on the corner of his desk. It's clean. organized. The total opposite from his brewing table. His ingredients are also displayed neatly on a small shelf in the corner of the room.

Even though I have to admit before I had to clean and organize his shelves as punishment it was very disorganized. I know every ingredient on there, and where it is located. It is impossible to count all the times I sat in this room organizing it while Snape kept giving me disgusted looks. Sometimes I think he gives me detention just to get me to organize his ingredients again. I don't mind it that much though, it helps me escape my thoughts, even if it is just for a moment. I'd rather do that than return to the common room.

"I will have to contact your guardian," I snap back from my thoughts and turn to look at him again, his eyes are still fixed on me.

"Oh, no please professor, there really is no need for Remus to know," I say while giving him a pleading look.

He raises his eyebrows and gives me a thoughtful look. "It's school policy Ms. Black and you know it, I have to contact the parents, or in your case guardian, whenever a student gets in trouble," I notice how he deliberately avoids saying Lupin's name, he does that a lot. I guess he still holds a grutch on him.

"Fine, you do you," I cross my arms over each other and lean against the chair I'm currently sitting in. It is from very old wood, it is everything but comfortable, especially when you have to sit in it for more than an hour and trust me, I would know. I turn away from his gaze and look stubbornly at the wall.

My eyes find the one shelf on his left wall. It is full of potions and dark arts books. I wonder where his curiosity for the dark arts comes from. It is rumored that he was a death-eather back in the day, but I'm not sure what to believe. Remus has never told me anything about the first war, after several failed attempts of getting information from him I just let it go. I have tried multiple times to see what the books are about, but I soon gave up when I got caught. He was not very pleased with me that day.

"Tone, Ms. Black," From the corner of my eyes I can see his inexpressive face, not one clue he gives away to as what he is feeling, it annoys me.

I turn my head back to him. "Can I go now?"

"Yes, you may go," His deep voice makes me shiver.

I quickly stand up and make my way to the door. Just before I close the door I hear his deep voice again. I turn around, he is already bowed over his paperwork. "Try to keep out of trouble, Ms, Black. I am running out of patience with you,"

His tone indicates that the conversation is over so I turn myself around again and close the door behind me. I lean against the door. The classroom door is open and the hallways seem to be deserted. It must already be late.

I start towards the door and make my way down to the Slytherin common room. I can't wait to go to bed, I'm exhausted. I hate the way I will receive a letter from a disappointed Remus soon and for some reason I hate the way Snape looked, I hate the way he was disappointed in me, and I hate how I let him down. Again.

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Okay so this was the first chapter, I'm already so excited! Please lmk what you think, feedback and comments would be highly appreciated (including votes ofc:)). I already have 10 chapters pre-written so expect more chapters coming very soon.

Love, Irs