Chapter 40

Kai's POV

The last thing I remembered before I blanked out was my two options.

Suicide or survival.

The thing with suicide is I'm just giving up even though I knew Harry was looking for me. It's like I quit and gave up on Harry. Although that wasn't the case, I'm just tired of putting up with this day after day. It was no end to this horrible nightmare. I feel like it may be the only way out. 

However survival is much more difficult to obtain. I need to fight for my survival even though it just may bring more pain. It's not taking the easy way out, however it's taking the road to happiness. For survival there's no guarantee there will be a happy ending.

For now I choose survival but in time it could change. I knew I needed to try and be strong but if I don't get out of here soon my goals may be a bit different. In just a matter of weeks you can consider me suicidal. 

The thing that is keeping me from suicide is hope to see Harry again. If I didn't know he was looking for me then I would deffinetly choose suicide. But now that I know he is looking I can't just kill myself. I'll try to the very last straw until I can't possibly take it anymore.

Leaving my thoughts I begin to feel a pounding in my head. I open my eyes although with an immense amount of struggle and begin to see a faint light. I blink my eyes a few times to regain my surroundings.

I groan as I try to rub my head but of course my hands were handcuffed. 

I realize I'm in a room but this room is a bit different.

It is obviously no hotel room, the wall are wooden. The only thing in the room is the scratchy bed and a bed side table. The only light being given off is the window. 

The pounding in my head decreases by a little bit as I try to figure out where I am.

The last thing I realize is that I couldn't finish my phone call with the 911 emergency operator and my captor had me at gunpoint. From then on I don't know what happened. We obviously have traveled.

I really hope that call made a difference however I don't feel like it did.  

I twisted my neck to look around and saw the door across the bed. Underneath there was some light coming out of the crack.

I squinted to look out of the window and saw nothing but fields. There was a dirt road however but other than that there was fields beyond fields. We must be somewhere in the country, isolated from anything. How does he know where to bring us all the time? 

I wonder how far the road travels until it hits civilatization. 

 A new idea then struck me. I needed to try and escape from the house and follow the road. I know it will be difficult but I figure this way it'd be easier. He wouldn't know where I've gone and if I stay here any longer I think I might die. Literally.

This was my only chance. If I couldn't escape here then there was no point. I tried. This is my last attempt at going back home, if this fails everything fails. 

I decided I wouldn't try to leave right away, I need a well thought out plan. 

I wonder if he will upload videos now that we probably don't have reception.

I sighed and stared out the window for about an hour straight. I watched the tall grass sway in the wind. No cars passed within the hour which only proves my theory correct, we are indeed isolated. 

I looked at the truck that we always drove in parked in front of this cabin like house. That means my captor is here with me, but I wonder why he hasn't checked on me.

It began to get dark and the light outside began to fade as well as inside. 

I heard footsteps approaching the door and saw my captor walk in.

He was holding a camera and a brown paper bag. 

Time for a video, yay. Not. 

My heart rate increased as he threw the bag over to me on the bed. Next the set up the camera in one corner of the room. Just like that he left me with my bag of food. I decided I would hide it. I wasn't very hungry. I would save it for my little escape whenever that might be. If I got hungry enough I would eventually eat it, for now it will be saved.

Despite my stomach's pleads I hid the food underneath the bed with my feet.

About twenty minutes have passed since he first came. Now he re-entered the room to record once again.

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Night had set in once we were done recording the video. Throughout the whole thing I cried. I just couldn't help it. I've become a rag doll that he uses for his own purposes. It sickens me and I can't wait to get out of here whether it be my great escape or my death.

I've been laying in my bed motionless. Although one bonus that came out of the video was he unlocked my hands. He hoped this way I would participate in it, but obviously I did not. I sighed and rubbed my wrists trying to get the feeling back in it. 

I jumped when I heard a car door slam and an engine roar to life..

I stumbled off the bed to peer out the window. Since it was dark I couldn't see until the car's headlights went on. I squinted and saw my captor begin to drive away into the dark abyss. He is gone. I am alone. He didn't tell me. But most importantly he didn't lock me up. 

My heart pace quickened at the new thrill I received. He was most likely leaving to upload the video, that meant he would be hours. Maybe even more considering the fact we are in the middle of nowhere. 

Not wasting any time I ran out of the room I was locked up in for the whole day.

I seemed to be in a small living room with a run down kitchen. I ran to the kitchen and looked through the cabinets.  A 13 pack of granola bars, a pack of cookies, a bunch of beer, 3 bags of chips and a pack of goldfish. I took everything but the beer.

This is enough! This is more than enough to get me somewhere! I ran back to the room I was being held up in and grabbed the brown bag from underneath the bed. I put all the food I collected into the bag and looked for more things that would come of use. 

I found a knife that I decided to take with me, you never know how far out this place is. There was nothing else I could find besides three bottles of water. I need to savour the water as much as I could because that's most vital to my body. 

I found a flashlight and remote in the couch coushins. All I took was the flashlight and the batteries from the remote. Next I took his hunting jacket from the couch and put it over myself. This way if it's cold I will be protected. Deciding this way more than enough for me to carry and travel with I scoped the house one last time.

I knew I needed to leave because maybe it wasn't as far as I thought and he would come back before I even had my chance. 

Taken a big breath I opened the front door and walked out into the cool air. The wind was blowing a bit. I walked through the front yard and came up to the dirt road.

My captor took a right. I looked down the right side of the road but couldn't see anything at all.

I looked to my left and saw nothing at all either.

If I went in the direction of my captor there would be a chance I bump into him again. However I know there's civilization to the right. But to the left I was only left to wonder. I'd rather know than not know so I took the first right to the choice that means life or death.

(AN: Sorry this wasn't very long! I have so much homework this spring break that I want to jump  off a cliff. Anyways what do you think will happen? Will he find her or will she find Harry first? Leave predictions down below! Please comment/review as I love reading them! Please don't forget about my second Niall fanfic called Secrets. Personally I like that one better!

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