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It's finally the day of their first show. It was around 11am when we took our important stuff from the hotel and we headed to the arena of their first show.

Qudos Bank Arena.Capacity: 21 000 peopleThe biggest arena for entertainment purposes in the Australia.

When we got out of the huge bus that drove us down to the arena, my mouth fell open when I saw how huge it is and how it'll soon fill up with all those people who love my boys as much as I do.

Everyone got in, all the staff members and Changbin pulled me away from the group.

"Listen, I won't be able to be around you, because we have a sound check, then we will try our clothes, have a little rehearsal again, hair adjustments - maybe you can be in when they will do our hair. Just know that I will be thinking about you whole day babygirl. I love you," he said quietly.

"I love you too, just make sure you will enjoy it, I'll be watching you, you don't have to be worried about me, I will be with Jina," I said a out a small kiss on his lips, he just softly smiled and me and we headed back to the group.

"We need to prepare their clothes until they're done with sound check," Jina said and we headed to their green room. I haven't seen Akuma any near or anywhere, I was happy it was only me and Jina.

We entered the huge room with many couches around the room and tall chairs infront of the mirrored wall.

We unzipped the large bags with their clothes, wrapped in a plastic covers with their names written on top with a black marker.

For today they chose little oversized t-shirt and leather pants. I was always admiring how can they even performance in the leather pants without feeling trapped and being hot in them whole day.

They chose also another outfit for them to change in the middle of their concert to keep it interesting and not be that sweaty.Exchanging tight pants for loose short and tank tops, which made my head spin on thought seeing my sweaty boyfriend in a tight tank top.

We spent here for about 2 hours, getting their clothes and all the accessories ready. They loudly opened the door to the green room and the room light up with laughter and joy. All 8 of them got in, even Akuma. I didn't give him attention when Changbin let his whole body fell on mine, when I was sitting on a couch.

"How was it?" I said caressing his hair slowly, giving him small kisses all over his face.

"Tiring," he said and stood up, looking at his clothes on the hangers.

"We should probably start changing we have to be back it 15 minutes," Chan said and put his t-shirt down, exposing his abs on his stomach. I quickly looked back at Changbin, not making him uncomfortable. I was glad he didn't noticed, but it isn't everyday situation seeing 8 idols taking down their clothes infront of you.

Changbin out his t-shirt and jeans down, smirking at me, but I just look down with my hot red cheeks. I saw him like that millions of times, but I could never get bored looking at his muscular body.

I raised my head up but my eyes met the black ones on the opposite side of the room, I quickly looked back at Changbin who was already changed and he sat next to me and put his arm around my shoulder, waiting for his friends to finish too.

I looked at Akuma one more time and his face was suddenly different, he looked kinda mad, his eyebrows were different and he was looking deadly into my eyes.

"I love you," Changbin said, breaking our eye contact.

"I love you more," I whispered and gave him a small kiss.

"We need to go," Chan said and all of them stood up and walked right out of the door.

When they did, Akuma didn't hesitate and he sat next to me, replacing Changbin's place.

"I hope you will enjoy it today," he said warmly.

"I think I will," I said not making an eye contact with him.

"Can I watch it with you?"

"Watch what?"

"Concert. We can put a chairs next to each other and watch them together," he said confidently.

"S-sure," I said hesitantly.

When I said it he stood up and left the room without any other word. Weird.

They rehearsed for another 2 hours and when they got back and they had another 2 free hours to adjust their hair and makeup and eat something before they get on there.

"Come on," Changbin grabbed my hand and he was pulling me out of the room with everyone else following us.

When we got out of the room I could already hear loud screaming and so much noise, it was so loud it wasn't even real.

"Be careful and enjoy it," I said to him and gave him a tight hug.

"I hope you will enjoy it too," he whispered into my ear.

"Take care guys," I said loudly when I pulled away from Changbin.

We turned another corner and I stopped walking. I looked infront of the stage my mouth dropped for the second time.

Arena was full of thousands of people. Thousands of lights, different colors in different shapes.

I never been to any concert but the feeling being on the opposite side was magical. And for them it was probably the best thing in the world.

Seeing all those beautiful people screaming and cheering for the boys who mean world to them, who saved them, who are bringing smile to their faces everyday and reminding them how important they are and how are they safe in this fandom.

They jumped right on the stage and I was standing behind the huge curtain, standing in the dark so no one in the front row wasn't able to see me.

Screaming was even louder, it was probably heard outside.

I felt a strong hand on my shoulder, when I turned around I saw Akuma standing just inches infront of me.

"I brought the chairs," he said, showing me the chairs that were not far away from us.

"Okay," I said and I sat down on the one chair, and when I did he done the same and the music started playing.

Whole arena was singing with them. Jumping, screaming, shining lights everywhere.

"Wow," I said quietly.

"Perfect right?" he asked and I totally forgot he was sitting next to me.

"Yeah," I said quieter and looked back onto the stage.

Changbin turned his head many times during the performance, checking if I'm still sitting there and watching him. He winked at me many times and when they had to change and he passed me he stole a small kiss from me, which made me blush. He did the same thing when he ran back to the stage, but I stopped him for a second, putting my hands on his muscular chest in a blue tight tank top he was wearing.

He smirked at me and jumped on the stage again.

"You're really close right?" Akuma asked suddenly.

"Very close," I admitted.

"I see," he said and his black eyes looked at me from the top to bottom of my body and then he looked back at the stage.

Just the seconds after the concert ended, before they were able to thank the fans and chat with them for couple of minutes, Akuma broke the silence between us.

"When we're still here and you're our new staff member, I want to show you something," he said and stood up from his chair.

"Okay," I said and I followed him.

He was walking through wide hall with many doors on every side.

"Little secret room we had for emergencies, it's really fun stuff," he said, pulling a silver key from the pocket of his jeans.

He let me through first and the only things in the room were old wooden chairs folded in a big mess. I turned around at him with confused look on my face and my heart started beating faster. He locked the door behind him and looked at me with unreadable expression on his face, his lips pressed together.

"What is this?" I said when I was standing in the middle of the room. As soon as I said that he started walking very quickly my direction, stopping just inches from my face.