Chapter 12

Since Harry met Louis in the grocery shop again (where he eventually got off, as well but Louis touch was like.. Fireworks all over his body), he missed him even more.

He would wake up, excitement spreading through his belly just at the thought of the possibility of a text message Louis sent him.

But he knew that they'd have to talk sooner or later. Harry knew that he had to decide.

And he didn't know if he was ready for that. He was crazy for Louis, maybe he even was deeply in love with the older lad but he couldn't.. He couldn't think of himself doing such a decision that would change his life.

Because it would either be with or without Louis.

He did not want to hurt anyone around him.. Harry has always been like that. Cared about the feelings of other people around him before he would take care of himself.

"Good morning you lazy bum.." Will smirked as he crawled over Harry, dark eyes boring down into his sleepy emerald ones that shone up to him with.. Slight distance.

Will loved to see his pupils widen with him being in the centre of it. He loved getting Harry's whole attention.

"Morning.." Harry mutter quietly and stretched out lightly, wishing it would be Louis bright blue eyes that shone down onto him.

"How did you sleep?" Will hummed, surprising Harry by this question because he .. He never has been interested how Harry slept. He fucked him and then turned around to sleep while Harry's tears were wetting the pillow underneath him.

Green eyes that got a little watery now were gazing up at Will now.

"I don't want you to hurt me anymore.." Harry said quietly, nervous eyes flickering up to the older man. Will was still impressing Harry. With everything he did.

"Y'know you're scaring me.. And I don't want to be scared of someone I am in a relationship with." Harry swallowed and rubbed his sleepy eyes, yawning lightly before he peeked back up at Will who was looking kind of dumbfounded down at him.

Something inside him snapped. His jaw muscles tightened as he tilted his head to the side. If Harry would have anything to do with that Louis- guy he.. He wouldn't know what to do. But he would freak out. Loose control.

"Harry, darling.." The dark haired man said softly, dipping down to catch his lips in a sweet kiss, moving his poisonous tongue in the younger innocent mouth, causing them to dance together. Yet, not as beautiful as Harry's and Louis' dance was.

The thought of Louis made Harry smile a little. "I never want to loose you Harry.. You're too precious.." A glance scurried through Will's eyes, something dark and hidden that Harry didn't notice.

"Please don't hit me anymore I.. I want to be able to go out and do things on my own. That doesn't mean I want distance from you I just.. Need a little free time." Harry offered a shy smile that got Will clenching his fingers hard into the bedsheets next to Harry's head.

"Of course.." He whispered, a heavy lie laying thick on his tongue as he dipped down and pressed his lips harshly to the boys.

"Let's get breakfast then.. Gotta tell you something" Will smirked and patted Harry's bum before he got off him, exhaling slowly.

Harry turned on his belly and swallowed hard. His bruises faded but he was afraid of an add of new ones. Did Will change?

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Harry almost fell over as he tried to wriggle in his skinny jeans. He was jumping on one leg while trying to get his other one in there somehow and right as he managed he squealed and fell.

"Ouch.." He pouted softly, almost hearing Louis' giggle behind him. He scampered up, running a hand through his hair and zipping them up before slipping in a plain black shirt.

He did not feel fancy today..

Harry's tooth brush was still hanging in his mouth, that was full of toothpaste as he made scrambled eggs. They were smelling awesome.. He hummed and slowly fished his phone out, eyes moving down.

Should he text Louis? He owed him that, for sure. Louis was always so kind, always texted him and he .. He gave Harry time. Time to clear everything out for him.

Harry exhaled slowly and clicked on his contact, about to text him as he felt strong muscly arms wrapped around his middle, tugging him back to a bare chest.

"U-uh" Harry stuttered out and locked his phone again, placing it against the counter as he felt Will's erection against his bum. His eyes fluttered. Yet, all he imagined were Louis hands on his body, the way Louis felt hard against his ass.

"Mmgh!" Harry made a spluttering noise and bent over to spit the toothpaste into the sink and to rinse his mouth out while the man behind him started to grind himself off against Harry's plump ass.

"I um.. I made breakfast?" Harry suggested and was quickly spun around, a big hand that was almost as big as his sprawled on his chest, lightly pushing him back.

"We can always heat it up again, dear. Now .. We have better business to do hm?" Will chuckled and nuzzled in Harry's neck, kissing there.

It was the first time ever that Harry felt.. Different with his touch. Now with the knowledge of experiencing Louis' touch, Will's got .. Kind of dull.

He barley felt his fingers against his skin. So he closed his eyes and imagined Louis' little fingers to move against his skin, caressing it gently and giving here and there a little squeeze.

He let out a moan at that causing Will's eyes to perk up. Harry was moaning.. He felt around to the younger boys crotch, finding him growing in his tight ass jeans.

"Want me to take you over the counter?" Will whispered and tugged on Harry's earlobe causing him to whimper and push back. He wanted Louis.. But he wouldn't get out of this anytime soon so the only possibility was to imagine Louis behind him.

Louis teeth that tugged his earlobe, Louis higher voice that rasped in his ear, Louis breath that hit the back of his neck while his hands moved over every inch of Harry's body, worshipping him.

In a matter of seconds Harry was hard in his pants. He desperately wanted to call Louis to only hear his voice ..

"Yeah" Harry replied weakly, tightening his grip on the counter and lifted a leg up after Will had tugged down his pants.

Sex with Will was always the same.. Casual. A bit painful.With Louis though, it was a thrill.

As soon as Will pushed into him, he almost cried out Louis' name, the imagine of Louis standing behind him, fucking Harry so hard and deep that he couldn't remember his own name when they finished, the image of Louis' muscles straining and the thin layer of sweat that would form on his whole body got him in this state.

He moaned, Louis Louis Louis was a mantra that he repeated in his head as Will thrusters into him, grunting and throwing his head back.

"How are you always so tight." Harry only heard Louis' voice. And it was so hot. He mouthed his name, so quietly that there was no chance of guessing as he got fucked over the counter.

"Harry, little bird, how are you feeling?" Louis voice seeped through him making Harry's eyes roll back.

"Good.." Harry lulled and giggled quietly before he moaned as Louis thrusted harder inside him, dead on that sweet little bundle of nerves.

"You like feeling my cock inside you? Daddy's cock.."

Harry came with a cry suddenly, the image in his head just too much to handle to keep fighting the urge to let go and release. He quivered hard around Will's cock gasping out before he slumped against the counter while Will finished himself off.

Will left him like this, pressing a kiss to his shoulder blade and got into the shower.

"Lou.." Harry whispered and grabbed his phone, cradling it to his chest and bit down on his lip. He.. Never thought of another person while he was with an other that loved him.

The sudden vibrations of his phone were pulling him out of his daydreaming and he flinched, picking it up in excitement.

"Louis!" He almost squealed but but down on his lip.

"Hello, little bird" Louis cooed quietly, voice low. Harry loved that Louis called him little bird.. It reminded him of the night he spent at his. Cuddling with Louis in the night and .. Just being with him. He was telling Harry a fairy tale from Peter Pan who called his love little bird..

"How are you?" Harry rasped out, voice dark from moaning for Louis who didn't know any of the previous happening events.

"Good.. Just woke up though and decided to give you a call. I didn't want to interrupt you, you know that. I want to give you the space you need." Harry imagined a sleep Louis in his bed all tucked up. It made him miss Louis even more.

"I want to talk to you.. About.. Everything. I wanna tell you everything" Harry whispered and bit down on his lip.

"Thanks for being so patient with me its.. It's hard" Harry exhaled shakily.

"I know, baby. I'm here for you, whatever it is. Do you wanna meet up later today? When I eventually dragged m'self out of my cozy bed.." Louis chuckled and Harry could still hear the sleepiness in Louis words. It was enchanting him.

"Yes! Of course .. I want to be honest with you, Lou. See you there okay?" Harry whispered, a smile creeping up his lips that showed his dimples. Louis loved making Harry smile.

"Yes, Haz. Take care of yourself.." Louis said softly, actually making a kissing sound into the phone that left Harry completely stunned. Louis was just adorable. He hung up and ran a hand through his hair, cleaning himself down there before he tugged his jeans back up.

"Are we feeling good here?" Will's low chuckle echoed through the kitchen causing Harry to blush.

"Yeah I.. Thanks for being so gentle it really means a lot to me" Harry whispered and bit down on his lip as Will kissed his forehead with a deep hum.

"You serving breakfast?" His eyes flickered up to Harry's with a little eyebrow raise that had him nodding quickly.

"Sure!" Harry was hurrying to get everything done and to sit down by their table in front of Will, smiling happily.

"I hope you don't have any plans for today.." Will mumbled and tutted lightly causing Harry to frown lightly.

"Because I'm going to take you on a road trip today."