forty-nine

Kao

"Peahppt-ahh-...faster! Ahhh!"

I was moaning under my boyfriend as he moved inside me oh so slowly I almost want to kick him with all the frustrations his thrusts are giving me.

"Ahhh...ah! Fast-faster Ahhh! Come on!"

I was pleading as I buried my hands on either side of his arm while he continued with his sweet slow torture.

I tried so hard to keep quiet and not be demanding but I just couldn't help my self.

Not when Pete seemed to enjoy hearing me moan and plead.

He was hot and sweaty on top of me-frustrating me with his every thrust.

"Pete!!! Ah! Fvck!"

I cried out when I felt him slowly withdrew himself just after a few slow grinds and thrust only to thrust back in again.

"Babe...ahh...just...mmmhh...let me have this for a while, okay? Ahhh...Let me feel you better."

My boyfriend replied all moaning and breathy as he continued with his slow sweet torture inside me and I could only gape at him.

We're supposed to have sex, not talk like we're in some conference.

This was not what I expected to happen when right after the dinner and we decided to discuss more about my decision and drove home.

We both went to our rooms and took our speared shower before we agreed to meet at the home office to discuss the matter further when just right after I closed the door and Pete pinned me on the wall and started kissing me.

What am I to do but kiss back and as we were kissing and moaning at each other like there's no tomorrow, we transferred to his room and I resigned to my fate of a rowdy sex with the guy.

But guess who's surprised!?!

The jerk seemed to have pushed his slow motion bottom tonight.

"No! I'll be all sore in the morning and I don't like that! Also, what the hell are you doing!?!"

I glared at my boyfriend who suddenly stopped moving inside me and started laughing instead.

"What do you think I'm doing!?!"

He was still laughing all the while I was moaning with the sensation I felt inside.

That's it!

I'm no longer letting him torture me.

It's his fault if I'm being bold like this.

He can't just sex me up after years of not having it and now frustrate me with his being slow.

"Pete! Either you fvck me for real right now or I'll do it myself!?!"

I glared at my boyfriend who stared blankly at me.

And that was when I pushed him off me and tackled him down the opposite side of the bed.

"Babe..."

He groaned when I grabbed his length and massaged it before I straddled him again and slowly eased his way inside me.

"Oh, fvck!"

We screamed in unison and I felt him tugged at my thighs as I grabbed either side of his shoulders and relaxed myself around him before I started to move.

Really move.

"Oh! Fvck! Yes! Ahhh! Fvckkk! Oh, god! Fvck! Yes! Yes! Ahhh!"

I was humping up and down my boyfriend growling under me.

His one hand on top of mine on my left hip as the other was busy massaging my length all the while my free hand was on the bed railings for support.

"Oh, yes baby! Fvck! Yes! Just like that! Come on! Yes! Babe! Yes! Oh! Ah! NggghAhhhh!"

I smirked down at him before I kissed him on the mouth.

Nipping.

Pecking.

I know I shouldn't be acting like this given I was the one who actually played hard to get in the beginning but with Pete under me, moaning as he held me close to me, I just can't help myself and threw all the embarrassment out his huge window.

"Ahhhhh!!!Nghhh!"

I groaned shortly before I threw my head back as I felt that familiar spasm slowly engulfing me!

"Oh! Fvck! I'm coming! I'm coming!"

I groaned as I tightened my grip on my hip and the railings at the same time.

"That's right baby! Come on!"

Pete said while panting as he sat up to level with me and ride on with the way I was moving up and down at him as I deliriously moaned and screamed his name just right before we came in unison.

"Oh! Fvck, I love you!"

We said almost at the same time as we both convulse and soiled the bed.

"Wow! Who are you!?! And here I thought, I'll be the one to have you all sexed up!"

Pete said when we were finally able to catch our breath.

"Shut up!"

I said as I felt hot in the face.

My actions earlier was already starting to haunt me but I could not care less, I just felt so good.

I slowly got off him and plopped myself down his side of the bed all naked and glistening from sweat and cum.

"What are you doing?"

I heard my boyfriend asked as I started to wipe myself clean and made a move to stand up.

"We're supposed to be talking. I reckon, staying with you on the bed naked would keep us from doing so."

I said as I scooted on the edge on the bed to relax myself before I gathered all my clothes.

"Ugh! Come on, babe! Seriously?!? Loosen up a bit, will you!?! We have plenty of time to talk. Come back here first for some cuddles."

I glared at Pete who tapped the space beside him on the bed.

He didn't even bother covering up that I could see him slowly getting ready for action again.

I groaned inwardly.

Kao, you need to be strong.

Don't let him tempt you.

You guys still have to discuss your set up.

"No. Let's talk. We should talk. I plan to be out here by the end of the week."

I told my boyfriend as I finished dressing up.

Pete groaned.

"Do you really want to be away from me that much?"

I made a face at the naked guy on the bed.

Is he serious!?!

I had sex with him two times this week in his room and he thinks that I wanted to be away from him so much!?!

Pete is rich but I think he's a little stupid and I am more stupid because I'm in love with him despite that fact.

What more, I'm willing to give up this comfortable life just so I could be at ease while dating him.

Why do I even have to do that!?!

I don't know.

All I know is that as of the moment, with everything that's been going on between Pete and I, I'd like to say that I'm also exerting an effort for me to equate everything that he'd been giving in this relationship even he never asks for it.

"I can't believe how you're rich and stupid at the same time. Will I be here, in your room, then naked, if I really don't feel like being with you!?!"

The naked guy on the bed who seemed to have no care in the world chuckled and groaned before he took his boxer shorts scattered on the floor and put it on before he regarded me.

"You sure do have your way with words babe, yes? I'm not sure whether to be happy or sad about it tho."

He said as he walked towards where I was with that lascivious look in his eyes that I tried to shrug off only if it meant we could talk like adults without trying to undress each other before the night ends.

Because in all honesty, if Pete would choose that way, I am not sure if I'll be able to defend myself because I'm seeing me flying off towards his warm bed.

I shook my head.

I should stop thinking about it.

We have much pressing matter to attend to.

"We need to talk."

I said firmly as Pete reached out for me and held me by my arms.

He groaned.

"Can we at least enjoy our first week of being back together again without thinking about anything else just yet!?!"

Pete said before he held me in his front and I could feel him poking at me on my back that I had to push his hands off me.

"Pete!"

I warned as I tried to command him with my serious face.

I'm not used to him acting like this, he's always the reserved and matured one back then.

There was even a time in our short lived relationship back then when I tried my hardest to be as mature as he was because I didn't want him to get annoyed with me and I thought I was glad I did because right now, I can't with how childish this guy is being and what more, he's too freaking cute as it is.

"We have to talk about this now. And just to make it clear, we're not yet anything with each other as long as I'm living in your house and you're not allowing me out just yet."

I narrowed my eyes at him with the hope to get my ideas across.

"And don't think you can outwit me. If I stay here, this will be the last time I will be alone in a room with you. Much more have sex. So you better make your decision carefully."

I'm really not sure if I could fulfill that promise myself but if it meant I have to say it just so Pete would consider then I have to take my chances.

"Seriously!?! You're using that card on me now!?! We just had sex and we just said I love you to each other and just because I won't let you move out you suddenly tell me we're not this and that, really!?!"

Pete was at me now, glaring and looking frustrated at the same time.

I get him them.

I know it's stupid for me to say all those considering all the things that I just did with him willingly, but he needed to know that I'm serious and that he couldn't change my mind whatever he does.

"I mean, I still really can't understand why you have to go to this length just because you don't want people to think that you're just dating me for my money-which by the way, I don't care if it's the case. Let them talk. Just as long as we both know what and how we feel for each other, I don't think their opinions matter."

I looked at Pete standing in front of me saying all those words and I suddenly felt like running into his arms and just stay right there for a long time.

It was clear from the very beginning how he really didn't care about what I am worried about in our relationship-our status.

But more than other people might thing about us dating.

It was me and my bout within myself that kept me from letting Pete convince me in shrugging all those concerns off.

He has been very vocal about saying how all these and more of his achievements were because of me and of all the things that he wanted to offer me and as much as it makes me happy, in a way, it was also a pressure on my part.

It's not that I wanted to compete with him on who cares for whom more because as how our life went, I obviously failed on that department and even if I get to have the same years that he had, I know I'll never be able to achieve what he had.

All I ever wanted is to return the favor and equate everything that he had to offer me in ways I know how.

No.

He didn't ask that and I don't think he ever will.

But I want to do this musket.

I want Pete to know that as much as he can do anything for me, I can also do anything for him even if it may not be much.

And as of the moment, this is what I think of doing in order to achieve that.

I needed to be away from him just so I could be at ease being with him and having him in my life.

"I don't think their opinions matter too. I honestly don't care about what they're going to say. I care about us more. And me doing this, is me showing how much I care."

I walked up to Pete and looked him in the eye.

I don't think I would have to say this to him but I guess it needs to be done.

"I need to be away from you so I can be together with you. I'm not sure if you'd understand this but, I need to feel good about myself first before I could actually be with you and not feel bad about it. It's not your fault though. I will always be thankful for everything that you've given me and all that you're willing to give me, but, I hope you understand that, I also need to learn to stand on my own and do things alone. I can't have you being all that you are for me while I just sit there and feel like I can't even be anything for myself. You deserve better. That's why I want to be."

I swallowed dryly.

I didn't want to cry, I should not, but with how Pete was looking at me at the moment with his eyes poring through my being with that glimmer of understanding band empathy, it's hard not to.

"So, can you please, just let me be?"

I asked as I held his face in my hands.

I smiled a little and so did he before he groaned and shook his head.

"How am I supposed to say no to you now with all that you said!?!"

Pete took my hands into his and regarded me.

"Does this mean guy agree?"

I asked and tried my luck.

He tutted before he nodded slowly.

"Okay."

My face slowly curved into a smile and I thought I fell for this guy even more.

"But, with one condition..."

I looked up at him with his index finger in my face and my brows furrowed.

What now I thought we just had a deal!?!