forty-five

Kao

Five years ago🔞

"Sorry, the house is a mess. Mama is at the market and we don't expect a visitor today. Or ever. So, just, make yourself comfortable while I look for some dry clothes for us to change into."

Pete was quick to gather all the clothes scattered on the wooden seat and deposited it in the nearby bin before he guided me to sit on it which I declined.

"I don't think sitting there would be a good idea."

I said as I shrugged at Pete.

I was wet from the rain earlier.

Pete was about to send me home from the mall where he accompanied me to buy some reference materials for my project when it started raining and there was nowhere to take shade that we both decided to just drive off.

The rain wasn't waning still and I reckoned that it would be too dangerous if we go through it and so I suggested for us to take shelter at the nearest convenience place we could find.

It turned out that we were actual near where Pete lives just one junction up ahead and so we made a stop over at his house to change before he finally send me home as the rain was already about to stop.

"It's okay. I'm fine. Actually, I really don't need a change of clothes, you don't have to bother. I'll be fine."

I assured him as I stood at the corner.

Although I wasn't as wet as he was, but still, sitting in the couch in my state would definitely ruin it.

"What nonsense! Look at you, you're almost dripping. Stay here for a while. I'll go get some clean clothes then I'll bring you home after alright?"

Pete said as he guided me to the seat not caring if I get it wet in the process before me made his way inside a room and disappeared for a while.

I bit on my lip as I looked around the place.

I smiled to myself.

Pete's house which he mentioned once, that they're renting was not as big as ours.

The living room and the dining room was just separated my the table with the small tv on it.

Just across from where I was were two doors with the one on the left was where Apollo got in, I assumed where the rooms for him and his mother respectively.

The place was not grand but wasn't shabby at all.

In fact, it was all warm and homey.

This was my first time here although I already met Pete's mother when he brought me to see her that one time at the public market where she sells fish.

That was about a month after Pete and I officially got together and he introduced me to his mother just like that.

I didn't know what to feel that time, but I was sure happy.

And I planned to do the same and introduce Pete to my parents maybe a week after we celebrated our third month in two days.

I smiled at the thought.

I was all crazy and smiling all to myself but I don't care.

I'm in love and I'm happy.

These past months with Pete had been the best.

To be honest, I've never thought that this is how my first relationship would be but I wouldn't want to have it any other way.

Pete was just so nice, and sweet and accommodating and most of all, he's never ashamed of holding my hand even if we're out in public.

He may look cold and calloused outside, but ever since the day we meet, he had always made me feel special in his own ways.

"What's up?"

I blinked at my boyfriend who was now on another set of white shirt and black track pants standing in front of me drying his hair.

"Hmm? Nothing, why?"

I shook my head and looked up to him.

"Why are you smiling to your self?"

I shrugged and blinked at him.

"Am I?"

My boyfriend gave me an unimpressed look before nodded at me.

"Tsk! Just go and take a bath then change. The clothes are in my room. The bath is right there."

He pointed to where he came out of and then at the foot in a corner.

"Although, I have to warn you, both rooms be smaller that your usual."

I made a face at him with what he said.

He always say stuff like this as if I'm living in a freaking castle myself.

"I can change or we can talk about how small your place is if that's what you want."

My boyfriend made that cute eye roll and I couldn't help but swoon some more.

"Just go an change, then maybe we can talk after."

I groaned.

He always sells himself short and I hate that in him.

"Nah, I can stay. No need to bother, I'm not that wet anyway."

He shook his head when I was about to go back to my seat and seat down to chide him about being too hard on himself about this whole life style thing.

"Pretty much why I need to bother more. You were not that wet and dry either, you'll catch a cold if we drive with the wind."

See?

This is what I'm talking about.

Pete is much more than just his small place or cheap ride or being a high schooler still at twenty three with a part time he always points out to be lesser than anything that I have which I find really stupid.

"I can just borrow a hoodie from you or something, no need to lend me a set of change really."

I was trying not to bother him too much about my sudden crashing at his place.

"Besides, I'll be good with the travel, my body's okay with the cold."

I tried to convince him but I he won't let on.

"No. Just go and change. Don't be difficult. Maybe next time when your boyfriend finally gets a car, then maybe you can ditch all this rain experience."

I rolled my eyes.

He's at it again.

"But I'm fine with you and your motorcycle."

He snickered and shook his head at me reading what I was planning to do.

"You can't sweet talk me. Go and change."

I pouted and tried him with my puppy eye.

Things I thought were cringey to do but my boyfriend thought otherwise.

"You realize this is the first time you're bringing me here in your house right?"

I pointed out the obvious.

That time he brought me to meet his mother, we were at a food shop.

"Yeah. I was hoping to bring you somewhere much cleaner and much bigger but, maybe someday."

I couldn't help but smile and gets ready eyes every time he mentions stuff like that because it always appeals to him as if he's planning for his future with me in it and it just makes me fall in love with him over and over again.

"I'm fine wherever just as long as you're there."

And I just had to walk up to him and hold his hands.

"Oh, please!"

He glared at me and playfully pushed my face away.

"What!?!"

I was laughing when I leaned at him closer.

"Stop! Don't-just go and change, okay? Go, so I can finally send you home."

My boyfriend playfully pushed me towards the bathroom while I pushed his hands off me and tease him some more by walking back at him.

"Just go, Kao!"

He glared at me and I finally let on.

Ten minutes after, with my boyfriend asking me if I'm alright and apologizing for how small his clean bathroom is in between, I was finally able to finish my shower.

"Pete!"

I called out when I suddenly realized something and I was butt naked freshly showered.

"Hmm?"

He hummed his reply as I was yelling as if it was my own house.

"I forgot the towel."

I told him as gathered all my clothes and put it aside.

"For a while."

I heard my boyfriend said before I heard the television changed channel and my boyfriend knocked on the door to the bath.

"Here."

He gave me the through the little opening I made at the door.

"Thanks."

I said as I took the towel and used it to dry myself.

Few moments after, I sashayed outside the bath and to the living room where my boyfriend was watching tv sitting on the floor.

"What are you watching?"

I circled towards him naked from the waist up, with my hip wrapped with a towel.

"What are you doing!?!"

I blinked at him answering my question with an answer.

"What?"

I said as I looked at the television and saw that he was watching some documentaries.

"You realize you're naked with just a towel parading in front of your boyfriend right?"

Uhm, yeah, because I was still trying to hang my boxers dry before I tried on the clothes that my boyfriend is letting me borrow.

"I'm just curious about what you're watching. Tsk!"

I said as I turned towards the window to check if it's still raining.

It was.

Guess, we'll have to stay there for a while.

"Is it raining still-."

I had to step back when my boyfriend pulled me off the open window with the rain cascading outside.

I pouted when I realized that it showed no sigh of stopping.

"Just go and change first, please."

I furrowed at my boyfriend.

Jeez!

He looks so serious.

His brows were knitted and his lips were so full and puckered I was so close to kissing him.

Something I had always wanted to do since that first night we kissed and we didn't get a second despite us being officially boyfriends.

"Kao!"

Pete called out again.

"Hmm?"

I hummed my reply as I kept on staring at my boyfriend's lush lips.

"Kao!"

My boyfriend called out again but instead of retreating, I stared at him for a while before I pulled him close to me.

And the next thing I knew, Pete pinned me to the wall right after he closed the window in the living room.

We we're kissing as if there was no tomorrow. Hands feeling each other in almost every nook and cranny we can possible put our hands on to.

He was now down to my neck, sending tingling sensations I knew only he can give. My eyes were closed, intoxicated on his accord when I suddenly remembered something.

"What?"

My boyfriend asked me.

Panting.

Well, I was too.

"We can't."

I said as I got off him.

"You didn't want to?"

He asked back.

Voice low and laced with longing.

I was feeling the same.

"I. I do."

I said and I was just being honest.

I'm scared yes!

Because, being Pete's my first boyfriend, I had no idea how to go about this whole thing.

But also because Pete is my first boyfriend, that was why I'm also quiet excited about it.

"Then what's wrong?"

Pete asked.

Still sounding spent.

And looking like it.

"I just. I don't know, I'm kind of feeling bad doing it here with your mother working outside."

My boyfriend made a face at me this time.

"What? So you mean to say, you'd rather have my mother here while we have sex!?!"

I gaped at my boyfriend.

"That's not what I meant, are you crazy!?!"

I glared at him and he suddenly started talking softly.

"Then what do you mean by that!?!Wait. Let me just clarify this one. Do you want to have sex with me!?!"

I mean, does he really have to ask me that!?!

"Yes."

I said loudly and I didn't know where I got the audacity.

Meanwhile my boyfriend gave out a disappointing grunt.

"Then what's stopping us!?!"

My boyfriend said under his breath and I thought I just had to answer.

"This is your mother's place, I don't really feel like doing it here."

I looked at my boyfriend hoping he'd understand what I meant to say and maybe he did but then, he looked more disappointed when turned towards him and he nodded.

"Yeah. Sure. I get you! I get you. Just go inside and change."

He said before he concentrated back on the tv without even giving me a glance.

I scratched my head.

My boyfriend was still sulking.

And I didn't know why I was affected though.

I mean, yes, sure, I'd like to hold him intimately too but doing it in their place just gives me certain feelings I didn't know how to explain.

But then, I didn't have anywhere in mind to do it tho.

I groaned inwardly.

I'm being stupid really.

I sighed and looked at my boyfriend who was now quite beside me a he kept on flipping channels.

"Are you mad?"

I asked after a while.

I could hear the rain falls on the roof and the tv on the background because of how quite my boyfriend was.

"I'm not. Although I can't lie about being disappointed."

I tucked my lips.

I would understand him if he's mad about all these because even I, am slowly getting annoyed with my self too.

"Will you be okay here? I'm just going to go and clean my room before I leave to send you home?"

My boyfriend asked but he was already on his way to his room that I didn't have a choice but to nod silently.

Few minutes passed with the rain showed no sign of stopping and my boyfriend being a no show holding up in his room.

I decided to follow him inside.

I made a soft knock on the door to let him know I was getting inside before I actually did.

He was on his bed on the floor, lying down with his back to me.

I knew that he was not sleeping based on the way he's breathing but he's not talking to me either.

"I'm sorry, please don't be mad ."

I hugged him from the back before he slowly turned to face me and sat up.

"I'm not mad, okay? I'm just trying to cool off but you just really have to follow me here and make it hard for me."

I blinked at him and he smiled before he shook his head at me.

"I understand your reservations and I respect it. And I'm sorry if I acted like a jerk at first but, you didn't do anything wrong. You don't have to say sorry."

Ugh!

How can I ever survive this man!?!

I knew I said I didn't want to do it there but looking at Pete now with his face beaming at me as he told me how he valued my consent just pushed me off the edge that I ended up pulling him in for a kiss.

I was showering him with butterfly kisses all over his face all the while hugging him.

"Hey! What are you doing, I thought-."

He trailed off when I shushed him.

"Kao..."

He was almost whispering as I started to nuzzle his neck.

"You sure hell smells nice."

I whispered.

"Kao, I swear! If you keep doing that, then I won't be responsible for my next actions!"

He warned me but all shame and logic just flew off my body.

The reservations I once had about this whole thing disappeared out of the blue and all I could see in front of me is my beautiful spent boyfriend and I just had to be real with my self.

"Let's do it before I change my mind!"

I said as I toppled my boyfriend over.

He looked shocked at the first but in no time I had his lips all over my neck, while his right hand was finally inside my boxers massaging my hardening length.

I was moaning and shrieking at the same time.

If this continued, I might cum prematurely, I could have embarrased myself. I felt his hardened length on my stomach wanting to be freed.

"Wait up."

I smirked before I took his lips to mine.

I'm not sure about this but I'm really feeling all bold and brave at the moment so I went with it before I changed my mind.

We were kissing and sucking each other's tongue, all the while, my hands were all over his bare chest.

We moaned to each other's mouth.

I kissed his mouth one more time, before I went on sucking his right nipple while turning and twisting the other one.

I got all the more aroused as I heard him moaned and heaved under me.

I left his now swollen nipples and went down his happy trail. I was kissing him down there and finally freed his length off his boxers using my mouth.

He's already dripping with pre cum.

I looked up at him heaving with his eyes half closed.

I haven't done anything like this to anyone but it was Pete and I knew I just had to.

I want to.

I took him into my mouth and tried to apply everything I learned about it in all of my reads and films that I saw.

I run my mouth to his tip down his girth back and forth occasionally stopping at the tip and scraping it with some teeth.

My boyfriend wasn't saying anything but he was moaning and wriggling.

I tried to push him down my throat more, to see and test my gag reflex. As much as I saw how my boyfriend was moaning, I was enjoying my self as well.

"That's it! Few more thrust and I'm gonna come already. I don't want that to happen, I want to come inside you!"

Pete told me breathlessly, as he topped me back.

This time he divested me off my clothes. He smirked when he saw me dripping with precum as well. He kissed me in the mouth before he grabbed my length ang massaged it all so well.

I was wriggling under him when I felt him playfully tugging and biting at my nipples alternately.

I saw him smirk before he kissed me on the mouth one last time and went on putting me inside his mouth.

Pete and I have only made out in our times together and I just gave him my first head.

And now that it was him who's actually down at me too, I couldn't explain what I was feeling that few more thrust down his throat and I came in my boyfriend's mouth like there's no tomorrow.

I was even surprised when I saw how Apollo seemed to not mind and swallowed.

But I had no time to react after that as he went on kissing me off right after.

"Are you sure you wanna do this? You can still bail out you know."

I rolled my eyes at my boyfriend.

As if I would back out now!

"Will you just shut up and do me already ?!"

I saw Pete smirked and went on ravishing my mouth.

He then went to my semi placid dvck and massage it for a while. He gathered all my cum in his hand and spread it at my entrance. Then he put me in his mouth again. Before letting me go and reached for something on his side table.

Lube?

How and where-!?!

Ah!

Whatever!

Questions later.

I was scared and excited at the same time. I had done my research about this kind of stuff and I kind of know what was coming but as long as it's with Pete, I will be fine.

Pete was back on massaging my length again. At the same time, I felt the coldness of the lube that was sensually scattered around and on my entrance by Apollo's expert fingers.

We had not really talked about it openly but I knew he had experience.

I was assaulted by pleasure when Pete put me in his mouth again and scraped me with some teeth that I almost didn't notice when he inserted a finger. I felt a stab of pain. I could imagine how it would feel like if Pete actually uses the real thing.

His finger started to move inside me while his tongue was doing wonders to my dvck. I was caught up with the pain and pleasure that I barely noticed as Pete inserted the second and third finger inside me. The fullnes was driving me all the more crazy.

His fingers were moving in rhythm with his mouth on me. I thought I was going crazier. Pete slowly withdrew his fingers and went kissing me in my mouth again and went on putting a condom I also had no idea where he got from.

"I'm putting it in."

He whispered when our lips parted.

I scowled at him.

"Do you really have to broadcast it? Just get on with it."

I spat at him as I tried to hold my breath and braced for his entry.

I heard him chuckled.

"I was just trying to remind you of what you signed up for."

I was about to answer back when I felt Pete jabbed his thing in me without warning. I felt a searing pain run through my back side. I thought I was crippled.

"Ahhh! It hurts!"

Apollo smirked and this time, slowly parted my legs and put it in either side of his shoulders.

"It's going to hurt either way, might as well get on with it."

He adjusted himself on top of me. I felt the pain kicked in again. I grabbed both his arms.

He was about to say something when I beat him to it.

"Just do it!"

And do it he did!

I was cursing and moaning and screaming at the same time because of the alien yet pleasurable feeling Pete was making me experience.

That rainy night, there was only Pete and I, and our body entertwining as one dancing to the throes of passion that of our love with the beating of our hearts on the background.

Pete was mine and I was his.

There's no changing that.

I hugged Pete tightly as I let myself go under him. Not long after, he followed suit and came inside me.

"Ahhh!!!"

I screamed as Pete thrusted one more time which made me stow off my reverie and the moment I felt him shook inside of me, that was when I also let go and held him tightly in my arms.

And it seemed like the first time.

With us holding each other.

Just like this.