But why my heart aches ?

Thump! Thump! Thump! I opened up my eyes with a thudding pain in my head. Jimin was sitting right beside me. I was lying down on the sofa in the staff room. Joon ki was busy on his phone probably talking with the director. I noticed Soo Ho leaning near the window. The nip was still in the air. Soo Ho came towards me as I tried up to sit. Jimin held my hand as he spoke softly -"How are you feeling buddy?" I replied with a faint nod. But my eyes were searching for him. He was nowhere in the room. Jungkook was nowhere in the room. "Jeez! Finally you have woken up. Thank heavens! Mr.Lee was there.He held you before you could fall. Or else ,you would be lying in the hospital now.You already gave your friend a mild heart attack ,you know!" - yoongi hyung shrugged as he spoke."Shut up! Who was the one to scream first?"- jimin replied while throwing a cushion at him. Yoongi caught the cushion and grinned. He came and sat on another sofa. As Soo Ho's phone started ringing ,he went outside to take the call."Jimin..." - as i spoke I could feel the knots  forming in my throat.

"Hmm?" - jimin poured me some water as he replied ."Jungkook...I mean... "- i hesitated."He has left. By the way,what's lee soo ho doing with you?"- yoongi cut through the conversation with his usual indifferent voice.

"I just wanted to buy him coffee. So I thought of coming to your place..."- I replied. My heart was aching with a pain which couldn't ignore. See,what you have done to yourself, Taehyung! I thought in my mind. "Tae, are you..."- Jimin couldn't complete his sentence as Soo Ho walked in the room with medicines in his hand. He came near me and knelt as he spoke in his usual suave voice - "Hyung, take this medicine. You have fever. Why didn't you tell me when I asked you?""Don't worry! I will be fine!"- i smiled as I took the pill from his palm. Jimin looked at me and then at Soo Ho. I knew what he was thinking. I glanced at him and nodded my head in disagree. Joon Ki stepped into the room almost jumping . He heaved a sigh then said -"I have cancelled your interviews , Hyung! You just have to go for the promotion. That's all. How are you feeling?" "I am fine. Have you forgot who I am?"- i spoke with a bit of a smug imprinted on my face.

I parted with Soo Ho in the parking lot. My car reached the promotion venue in ten minutes. Mi So had done my make up alreadyAs I walked on the stage ,i heard the crowd shouting my name.The continuous flashing of cameras, the arrogant questions of journalists made me forget the pain i had been feeling. The promotion went very well. On my way back, Joon Ki and Mi So took me to dine with them."Oppa, today it's  our treat . " -Mi So smiled brightly as she spoke. Joon ki parked the car in front of a new restaurant. As we stepped inside the restaurant , joon ki went to the rest room. Mi So and I went to the table they reserved . "Am I spoiling your date ,Mi So?"  - i smiled at her as we sat."No ,oppa! It's my birthday. So , i...I thought if ..."- mi so lowered her face as she spoke.

She always does that when she blushes.

"Aah! Why didn't you tell me before? I haven't prepared any gift. And..."- before  I could finish my sentence ,my eyes caught a known a face. A very known face. A very known face smiling at someone else. Jungkook and his fiancée ! That girl touched Jungkook's shoulder. Jungkook looked at me. There was something else in that gaze. It burnt me inside. My heart was aching again. Jungkook touched her hands. I couldn't tolerate it anymore.

Is it jealousy what I am feeling right now?

"Oppa, oppa! What were you saying?" - Mi So broke through my reverie ."Eh? I...Umm..Nothing!"- i nodded my head while smiling . Joon Ki walked in with a birthday cake in his hand. Mi So was smiling brightly . We sang  happy birthday for her. But I couldn't forget jungkook's gaze. I excused myself and went to restroom. My head was preoccupied with his thoughts. As I came out of the toilet ,i noticed him leaning on the wall and looking at me. I ignored him and went towards the tap. Jungkook's gaze was so intense.I was washing my hands when he spoke calmly- "So?""So what?"  - i couldn't look at his face. I avoided his eyes.

"Are you happy now ,Mr.Kim?"- he asked with a smirk in his face. His hands were shoved in his pocket.

"Yes. I am."- as I replied i saw him walking towards me. Why are you coming near me, jungkook-ah!! I won't be able to hold me back. Just leave ! I thought in my head.

Jungkook was standing behind me when his deep voice gushed on my ear - "What if I say I am not happy? What if I say I miss the way I fucked you? What if I say I miss the way you begged me to keep  going ? Huh?" "Shut up! "-  i lowered my face as I yelled.

"Why ? Am I lying ,Mr.kim?"- he embraced my waist as he kissed on my neck. "Jungkook..."- i uttered his name. My eyes were closed in pleasure . His lips were kissing around my neck."What? You don't want ? Or your new boyfriend would feel jealous ?" - he smirked again.

New boyfriend? What he is talking about ? I was surprised.

"I see! I see! That's the case! Don't worry! Your new boyfriend will never be able to write over my touches." - as jungkook finished his sentence he bit on my neck. That place became red in no time. I pushed him far and came outside. I hid the Hickey under the muffler."Are you alright ,hyung? Why do you look so baffled?" - joon-ki asked.

"I am fine. Where's the food? I am hungry !"- i put on a smile .The food arrived in no time.  Joon Ki noticed Jungkook at the exit. Jungkook smiled at him but as his gaze shifted to me it became intense . I looked away. His car crossed my car and I saw him tugging the seat belt for that girl.

Why is it bothering me?  No .... No.. i can't... I should hold back myself for his happiness. Jungkook, don't you know , how much I love you? I love you so I am letting you go. Go and be happy ! But why my heart aches with the thought of you being someone else's?

A/N-

Hey, Fam! I hope you guys are doing well! It took me a few days to update this new chapter. I am being irregular , i know. But please bear with me! 😳 I promise to update frequently from next week. Read , share ,vote and comment if you liked this chapter. I know the story has been very sad so far. But trust me, we need to encounter sadness to know how true happiness feels like. Just as we need to encounter pain to know what loving someone and loved by someone feels like. We sought refuge in love when we face grief and the person who embodies love in our life , always protects us. Just as Taehyung is protecting Jungkook. But Tae is ignoring his own happiness. And he will soon realise why he is wrong! Borahae for all your support, fam 💜💜 May the taekook be with you!