5

*This is current time (so they are both 26)*

-Cassie's POV-

I pulled into the band house as a bunch of people came running out to greet me. I had been home for about a month because I went down to see my parents.

"Welcome back Cas!" Nick said while engulfing me into a hug

"Thanks guys,  I missed y'all. " I laughed

"Yeah yeah,  what's for dinner?" Jake asked

"Wow that was a big fuck you to me, " I mumbled to my self

"No,  we just missed your cooking. " Nick laughed putting an arm around me.

"Yeah,  and I missed you. " I said quietly so only he heard me.  He smiled and leaned down to kiss me on the cheek.  

He didn't know about Andy,  he doesn't even know about my self harm. I know I need to stop,  but I can't.  Andy is going through my head each and every second in everyday. Whenever I go back to Cincinnati,  I hope maybe I'll run into him at a store or something.  But nothing. Don't get me wrong, I was beyond pissed for what he had said to me on that last day.  But I still loved him,  not as a friend.  I wore the jewelry he had gotten me since I opened it.  It wasn't worth forgetting about all of the good memories we had together. 

I looked around at my band mates joking around and then to Nick,  my boyfriend of a couple weeks.  To be completely honest,  he was a distraction for Andy.  But it wasn't working. I couldn't stand to be with him anymore.

"Nick,  can I talk to you.  Alone?" I asked and everyone went quiet.  He just nodded and followed me into a back room in the house.

"Okay,  I don't want our friendship to change after I let this go and after I tell you a fee things. " I said and he nodded "Listen,  when I say it's not you it's me,  I really mean that.  I can't move on from my past,  and you're kind of like a brother to me. " I said and he had no emotion on his face

"I get it,  and honestly I didn't want to have to dump you. You're a sister to me. So of course I won't change my ways with you,  and I'll still be a fun person." He said with a smile

"Okay,  good.  I'm glad that I did this. " I smiled and he nodded.  Just then the only person who knew about Andy burst through the door.

"Cas!" Sage yelled out of breath

"what?" I asked worried

"Nick get out, " she said and Nick left the room

"What is it?" I asked and she handed me her phone

"Listen to this line of the song, " She said playing the video. The lyrics came through the speakers and when the familiar line came from the singers lips,  my hand shot up to my necklace. 

"I-It could ve a coincidence. " I said suddenly feeling sick

"Erm Cas, I don't really think so. " She said while showing me the caption on the post:

This song was written for my best friend who I have not seen in almost six years.  I was a dick to her and she left me.  I hope she finds this song and is reminded of me. Hopefully not in the way she left me. I miss her like hell.

My stomach dropped,  that is Andy singing about me.  As scared as I was,  my heart was leaping out of my chest.  I can't believe this,  after what he said to me.  He's talking about someone else.