Chapter 18; Confusion

*Alicia POV*

I woke up early the next morning and checked my phone. I had 21 messages and 4 missed calls.

I knew they were all from Phil, so I decided not to read any of them. The part of this that makes me so upset, is that he has to resort to violence to fix problems.

I slowly got up from my bed as I tried not to make a lot of noise. Randy was still sound asleep at 9 AM.

I grabbed some clothes from my suitcase, went into the bathroom and shut the door.

I looked in the mirror and was appalled by my appearance. My eye makeup had run down my face, my hair was in knots, and I have a newly formed bruise just above my jaw

I scrubbed off my makeup and got into the shower. The hot water felt good on my skin. My mind was running wild as I replayed the events from last night.

When I finally got out of the shower, I chose to wear a pair of my favorite dark wash distressed skinny jeans, a white lacey tank top, and a pair of white authentic style vans.

I fish tail braided my long hair down my back. As for makeup, I added a nude lip, heavy mascara, and some cover-up for my face. The cover-up didn't help all that much.

I was hoping that the WWE makeup ladies would help me cover the bruise under my eye. I had to make an appearance on RAW tonight with Phil.

I REALLY was not looking forward to it. I packed my wrestling bags for tonight before sitting on the bed.

Randy had just woken up and was still groggy. "Morning," he said sleepily.

"Good morning Randal," I teased.

He must have noticed the bruise because he came over to me and said, "I'm so sorry for what happened last night. It doesn't look too good."

"Its okay, Phil keeps trying to get me to talk to him," I answered.

Randy pulled me in close as tears began to stream down my face.

"I hate to see you cry like this Leigh," he said softly.

"Randy, I can't thank you enough for everything you have done for me. You are truly my best friend," I said.

Randy pulled away and looked me in the eyes before flashing me a smile. I stared deep into his gorgeous blue eyes.

In that moment, he met his lips with mine. I felt something in the pit of my stomach.

I pulled away after a few seconds.

"I'm sorry," Randy said as he sighed.

My emotions are so mixed right now. I'm constantly questioning my feelings. Do I like Randy? Alex? Can I forgive Phil?

I grabbed my bags and headed to RAW.

As part of our script, Phil and I are going to have a segment in the ring.

I pulled out my outfit for tonight. As part of the script, I have to actually look girly tonight.

I put on my purplish gray strapless silk chiffon dress. It fell just above my knees and I actually like it.

I added a pair of white peep toe sky high pumps. I curled my long hair loosely and parted my hair to the side.

As for makeup, I added a natural pink gloss, some beige eye shadow, a hint of blush, and some heavy mascara.

I still refused to talk to Phil. I hadn't seen him yet, but I would shortly.

I grabbed my title as I headed over to gorilla and made my way down the ramp.

"Please welcome the NEW Diva's Champion, Alicia," Lillian Garcia announced.

I grabbed a mic and said, "I did exactly what I said I was going to do, I beat AJ. It was probably the best match of my career."

The fans were cheering so loud after I said that.

"I know I owe you an explanation for something else that happened at Summerslam."

The tron played back Phil and I kissing for the audience.

"Many of you want to know why I was out there for his match. "You also want to know why I kissed him. I was simply congratulating him on winning his match against the beast. Maybe there's more to it, who knows." I grinned.

Phil's music came on and he looked at me with remorse. I knew he was trying to apologize, but he stuck to the script.

He grabbed a mic, and said, "congrats on your win."

At that moment he kissed me hard and passionately for almost fifteen seconds before dropping the mic and walking away.

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