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S T O R M I

I was completely miserable and angry as fuck. For five months I hid off the radar, only posting an ad or two when I needed the money or felt like I needed it. I was huge, our creation was sprouting and kicking, and hurting me entirely.

I was weak as hell, this was one of the hardest pregnancies I had. Saint was easy to carry, and didn't do much inside of me while she is just ready to pop. I gained almost 45 pounds in five months, which my body was drastically changing and in pain.

Jahseh was obsessed with my stomach, thankfully. He would always rub it or talk to her, I could tell by the gleam in his eyes and his smile he was excited to be having another kid. He's helped me so damn much, rubbing my back and hips, feeding me good ass food, putting up with my pregnant emotions, taking care of Saint, and just entirely helping me through this depression I was in.

Saint was not excited, in fact he won't talk to me till she gets here, he's so damn mad. He likes the attention and I know it upsets him she's not even here but getting most of it.

My body was suffering physically, my hands changed color, and were pale. My cheeks and face were a little bit swollen, my body was completely swollen. I was aching badly in my back, hips, and anywhere else you can think of. And mentally I was suffering.

Jahseh was completely fine with it, and even helped me shave when I needed to. Or I'd go get waxed, but it was much more painful since my body was on edge. I was hairy down there and on my legs, and I was so embarrassed by it. Jahseh and I would of course have sex even though I'm pregnant and most of the time I didn't want to because I couldn't see well enough to shave, but Jahseh didn't care. He complimented me and called me beautiful everyday, it was like he knew I felt ugly.

I felt fat, stupid, useless, and just terrible overall. I just wanted this pregnancy shit to leave me alone, and I was honestly excited to meet her and see what she would look like.

I groaned as I pulled the rope above my head, lifting myself up as my swollen toes hit the ground. I walked to the bathroom, my body aching badly as I stood near the counter. I winced, shutting my eyes as she kicked at my rib. A random and painful contraction happening as I bent over the sink, my head near my hands. My stomach felt like a Boulder was inside of it.

"You good?" Brianna asked as she walked in. I nodded, lifting myself up as I looked at her. "Damn bitch you fucking whale. How much does she weigh so far?" Brianna asked as she sat down on the love seat in the middle of the bathroom.

"I don't even know, but she's fucking fat." I say annoyed but joking as Brianna laughs.

"Well lucky you, cause I'm now pregnant too." She said sighing as she slouched down in the love seat. She wore a pair of ripped jeans, white heels, and a white crop top. "Seriously? I thought you and Ski were divorced." I say as she shakes her head.

"I can't leave him, he just hurt me really fucking bad so it was mandatory to threaten him with getting a divorce. He hasn't acted out since, and I'm honestly learning to trust him." She says as I nod, clutching my baby ridden stomach.

"So what happened? For you two to break up." I say as I open the bottom left drawer, which was filled with snacks I hid from Jahseh. I grabbed a pack of gummy worms, throwing one at Brianna as she thanked me.

"He slept with Kylie while he was on tour in Florida, and I was going to surprise him for our six month being married but I walked in on a wrong sight. I put Selena in the security guards arms before I beat the dog shit out of Kylie. I was so damn hurt and mad." She says as she opens the package, eating one.

"What did Ski do?"

"Um- begged for me not to leave him. I came to the hotel,'packed my shit and left the next day with Selena. I blocked him off everything but he ended up texting me off so many numbers, did a pop up, cried, all the extra shit. But he wasn't winning me back, until recently because he showed me it won't happen again." She says as I nod.

"I'm just ready to get this demon the hell out of me. I think I'm gonna have a C-section." I say as I clutch my stomach. It was getting near time, and at midnight I was supposed to be starting my contraction process.

But I had to actually run errands today since Jahseh was out of town with Saint, he wouldn't be coming home till around ten tonight. He was just a couple hours outside of L.A.

I was about to cry as a painful throb bolted through my back, yea, no fucking way was I going anywhere.

Stormi:I can't go ;( can u? I'll watch adilyn.

Rico 🔗:Yea I'll go, and nah she's going to her moms. It's fine, just chill and pamper. Jahseh has ordered massages to come in for you and Brianna, so just chill around for an hour.

My heart ached, I missed him. He's been gone for four days, and it's been so boring and empty without him or Saint bothering me.

I smiled, before going to text Jahseh. Just to find out he texted me.

Babydaddy❤️😚:

Stormi:Omg I miss my sweet boy 😍 he still mad at me?

Babydaddy❤️😚:Nah, he's living his best life. How she doing? Can I get a picture of the bump? Please? You ate today? You better be eating good for her this is your last day being pregnant. I am so fucking excited to see her. 🤓

Stormi:She's doing great, best soccer player in L.A. with the way she keeps tryna score my lungs into my ass. 😩

Stormi:

Babydaddy❤️😚:Can't wait to meet her 😍 I think we should name her Gekyume. 🤓

Stormi:Baby I know you love your made up names and all that but no way. She's a little girl baby, it won't fit for her at least.

Babydaddy❤️😚:You right. I'll be home in a few hours, I love you.

Stormi: I love you more