Chapter 36

I wake up and see Ryder is sleeping next to me. We didnt cuddle anything because I cover my body with blanket. I wish it was Puck.

I miss Puck so bad.

It's Saturday and when we were dating he usually came here and we spend the day together but now? He might be sleeping with the other girls.

I miss my Puckerman back.

I hug the teddy bear that Ryder gave me.

"Hey if you want to hug me, just hug me dont hug that teddy." Ryder chuckled.

"Haha you wake up." I said.

"No. I'm still sleeping with you beautiful." Ryder smirks.

"Funny!" I blush.

"Cutie." Ryder smile.

I blush and suddenly laugh saw Kitty snooring and her mouth shape an O

"I heard you laughed at me sweety." Kitty wakes up.

"Ugh you wake me up." Tina said.

Everybody wakes up.

Suddenly my phone rings. A call from Puck. I dont know what shall I do. Answer him or not. But I decide to ignore his call.

"Why dont you answer that call?" Ryder asks.

"I just dont want to." I simply answer.

"Is that from Puck?" Ryder asked.

I didnt answer him and place my phone on the table.

"Sorry no one of business to asking that." Ryder said.

I nod.

I walked downstairs to the kitchen to take some drink.

"Hey sweety, have fun last night?" Finn's mom asked me.

"Hey. Not really. It was Finn who invited them, I was about to sleep but then they disturb me." I said.

"Finn said to me that you need your friend so I let him called your friends."

"Thank you second mom." I hug Finn's mom.

She hug me back.

I walk back upstairs to my room where everybodys there.

I heard someone play my guitar and singing.

I opened the door and there

(Ryder)

All I want to get is a little bit closerAll I want to know is, can you come a little closer?

(Ryder and Jake)

Here comes the breath before we get a little bit closerHere comes the rush before we touch, come a little closer

(Ryder)

The doors are open, the wind is really blowing

(Ryder and Jake with New Directions)

The night sky is changing overhead

(Ryder and Jake)

It's not just all physicalI'm the type who won't get oh so criticalSo let's make things physicalI won't treat you like you're oh so typical([New Directions:] Ohoh Oh Oh Ohoh Oh Oh)I won't treat you like you're oh so typical

(Jake)

All you think of lately is getting underneath meAll I dream of lately is how to get you underneath me

(Ryder and Jake)

Here comes the heat before we meet a little bit closerHere comes the spark before the dark, come a little closer

(Jake with New Directions)

The lights are off and the sun is finally setting

(Ryder and Jake with New Directions)

The night sky is changing overhead

It's not just all physicalI'm the type who won't get oh so criticalSo let's make things physicalI won't treat you like you're oh so typical

I want you close, I want youI won't treat you like you're typicalI want you close, I want youI won't treat you like you're typical

Here come the dreams of you and meHere come the dreamsHere come the dreams of you and meHere come the dreams

It's not just all physicalI'm the type who won't get oh so criticalSo let's make things physicalI won't treat you like you're oh so typical

I want you close, I want youI won't treat you like you're typicalI want you close, I want youI won't treat you like you're typical

I won't treat you like you're typicalI won't treat you like you're typical

(Ryder)

All I want to get is a little bit closerAll I want to know is, can you come a little closer?

I clapping so loud. "Yeaay it's cool guys." I shouts.

"Where have you been?" Marley asks.

"Downstairs for a drink." I smile.

"So since its Saturday you guys can stay here as long as you want." I added.

"What about forever here?" Ryder winks.

"No way!" I punch his chest.

Everyone laughs.

"Now what we gonna do then?" Tina asks.

"It's up to you guys." I answer.

Tina pull my dvd collection and start choosing. Brittany hug the teddy bear that Sam gave me and I'm sitting in the balcony listening to my ipod.

No air, no air

"You like that song?" Ryder asks.

"She sang the song on her first day in glee club." Artie interupts.

"It is my favorite songs anyway." I said.

"You guys not join them?" I asked as point to the girl who watching movie.

"They're watching the Notebook and I dont like it." Artie said.

"It was me and Kurt's movie." I said.

"Hey chicken. Someone wants to meet you!" Finn shouts.

Dont tell me that is Puck. Please dont. Just dont.

I walked downstairs and see Quinn and Santana sitting in the couch.

"Hey beautiful." Quinn said.

I hug them.

"Did Finn invited you to come here?" I asked.

They shake their head. "We came here because lady hummel said that you got problem." Santana said.

"You'll wasting your time of this." I said.

"No. We want to help you." Quinn said.

"Come on there's also glee club in my room." I grabs their hand and lead them to upstairs.

"Guys, see who's coming!!" I shouts.

Quinn and Santana entered my room.

"Oh Quinn sweety pie, I miss you!" Kitty run and hug Quinn.

"Why dont you tell me you want to come here?" Brittany asks.

"It was a surprise for Abygail since lady hummel asked us to come here." Santana said.

I grabs Quinn and Santana hands and walked to the balcony beacuse we need a place to talk.

"Well tell us what your real problem is." Santana start speaking.

"Remember the time when we were in London and Santana asked me about my eyes?" I asked.

Santana nodded.

"I lied to you. That day I was crying over to Puck." I said.

"What happened?" Quinn asked.

"That day after breakfast with Finn and Mike, I went back to my room to get dressed but then I saw Puck was making out with a girl who I dont know in our room." My eyes glaze.

"Sweety you dont deserve this." Quinn said.

"Then, I runned away and cried until I bumb into Ryder." I said.

"That guy with Justin Bieber hair? And as tall as Finn? The one who's sitting in your bed right now?" Santana asked as she points Ryder is sitting there.

I nodded. "Ryder saw I cried and I told him what happened and suddenly he kissed me."

Quinn and Santana gasps their mouth.

"But he was trying to calm me down. That's all. Until the night..." I stopped.

"Until the night?" Santana frowned.

"Until the night he saw me and Puck slept and cuddled each other. Actually after I cried, Puck apologize and I forgive him and we went out the hotel to the London street we spent the night together so that's why." I explains.

"Then?" Quinn asks.

"He sing That Should Be Me in front of the glee club and said that the song was for me. He also told Finn that he loves me." I said.

"Do you like him?" Santana asks.

"I kinda like but I'm still in love with Puck." I said.

"This is complicated." Quinn said.

I nodded.

"You need to be with Ryder. He is a good boy anyway." Santana said.

"And beside, Puckerman is such a jerk. He gave Beth to Shelby." Quinn added.

"I will try." I said.

I hug both of them "thank you guys."

"Hey guys, why dont you join us here?" Finn asked as he watched movie in my room.

We chuckle and join them.

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