What is love?

Anya's POV

Ever since she discovered about the envelope, she feel like betraying him. 

She loves Damian so much, but she just can't tell him about herself yet.

She wanted to tell him about it so bad, but the mission is stopping her. 

She ran some calculations, but none of them seemed to be working or is going to work if she tells him the truth:

1. Telling him in the morning, but doesn't know how to tell him;

2. Tell him eventually but doesn't know what to tell him if he got mad or worse;

3. Find the right time and the right place, but every time she's going to tell him she lost her chance and when she try the second time she seemed cannot tell him;

4. Or bring it up during their alone time, such as their dates. But what if he's so happy and she'll ruin it

Base on the methods and tactics she learned, all of them are on the list. She just can't just destroy what they have because of her selfishness. 

In reality, she was starring at her food, and suddenly felt someone's hand touching hers. "Hey, are you ok?" 

That voice was so calm and sweet. She look where the voice come from and smiled at the person then just fainted.

Damian's POV

I was so drunk last night. I could barely remember it all, but I do remember that I was talking to my girl. 

I woke up at the couch and the smell of a delicious smell from the kitchen. 'Someone is cooking breakfast.' He thought. 

When I go to the kitchen, I saw pink haired girl wearing her ear pads, dancing while making breakfast.

She was so cute when she dance. I walked towards her and hug her from her back, I could feel her body was surprised. 

'She is so cute.' He thought.

Anya looked like she was annoyed and elbowed his stomach. 

She told him to go take a shower then we can eat right after he takes a shower.

He did what he was told.

During the shower he was having this thought if he should confront Anya about her secret-job or not. He trusts Anya, that's how much he loves her. 'If she betray my trust, I don't know what I'll do or what's gonna happen.'

After that thought he dress himself up and go to the dinning room. They started eating their breakfast. 

Damian noticed that Anya was just starring at her food. He then hold her hand and she seemed to be surprised a bit and looked at him then smiled. 

For his surprise, she suddenly faint. 

Damian was in panicked so he ran to his car to go to the hospital. 

As soon as he got there, he was screaming for help and everyone got his attention. When the doctor approach them, he asked Damian to put her in the hospital bed. 

The doctor ask him to wait outside and he was in panic. He's afraid to lose her today.

Without any hesitant, he called her parents. In less than five minutes they were already here, and after five minutes, the doctors' examining Anya is done. 

"Where is Anya Forger's relatives?" The doctor said.

"We are her parents. How is she?" Loid said.

"She was just exhausted and she seems to have a fever. Was she soaking in rain lately? I mean everyone loves to play in the rain but still.."

"No, she don't. I mean I never let her play in the rain or soak herself for a long time in the bath tub." 

"Sorry, who are you?"

"I'm her boyfriend."

"But does she have work?"

"Yes. Lately, she works overtime and comes home really late."

"Just like I predicted, it's her exhaustion. Please, let her rest for a few days, alright? She really needs it." The doctor said and excused herself.

The three of them then go to her room. Damian then apologize to her parents non-stop. 

Anya's POV

In her head she was awake, but in reality, she's unconscience. 

It was very dark in her head, but she can hear someone's voices and thoughts around her. 

'Where am I? Why is it so dark? Is this hell? Wait, am I dead?' She close her eyes and tries to concentrate but she can still feel herself breathing. She could feel some monitors beeping around her. 

'It seems that I am still alive. But why is my surrounding so dark? I could hear mama and papa talking to Sy-on boy. Wait, mama and papa talking to Sy-on boy?! Why are they here? Am I in the organization? No, it can't be. Were we attacked by some enemies of mine? If we were, then how's Sy-on boy?' She has so much thought roaming in her head. 

She tried her best to open her eyes but she fail. 

She then took a deep breaths, and concentrate to her surroundings and open her eyes.

In reality, she could hear Damian talking to her parents. 

Her eyes are slowly opening them and released a little groan, enough for them to hear it. 

As soon as they heard it, they immediately go to her, while Loid is calling for a nurse.

The nurse and her father came in together and she checked Anya's eyes if they were alright.

The doctor then came in and check everything to her. The doctor suggested to take it easy for work and have some days to rest then the doctor and nurse gets out.

Anya realized that she was in the hospital when she saw the dextrose and her heart is pounding like crazy. 

Every time she sees one, she remembers the time when she was a lab rat. 

Her parents tried their best to calm her down but she just kept on insisting to get it off from her. She was crying, begging not to leave her alone. 

When she was asleep, Loid informed Handler that Anya is in the hospital and needed more than five day-off.

Handler realized that Anya just turned 18 and was just a beginner. She then gave Anya a month and a week break. Enough to regain her energy.