DENIAL

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╔══ஓ๑♡๑ஓ══╗This will be an undercover op, as requested by a few people. Slight reference to what happened in 5 x 01 when Lucy and Tim were in the hotel afterward.

When you heard the news from commander Grey that you and Tim would be going undercover and out of town, you were excited for the challenge but also worried.

Tim had been your T.O for a year, now the two of you road together as equal partners. As 'hardass' as Tim was on you through your time under his command, he always had a soft spot when it came to protecting you on the job. You had cared for him, much more than you'd admit or portrayed to anyone at the station.

Now the thoughts picking you apart. It's an undercover assignment, meaning you had to put up an act, catch the bad guys and then come home.

You and Tim were posing as business partners/lovers, people who were wealthy and wanted a share into a large cocaine operation. Simple enough...

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"alright you two, the backstory is cleared. Flights up in an hour. Here's the burner phones you'll need. Anything else?" Sgt. Grey instructed both you and tim through the exact details of what's going down, then left the interrogation room.

Reality was setting in when you looked over to see Tim dressed in an expensive white dress shirt and navy pants, a gold chain tucked under his collar. He definitely looked wealthy. While you on the other hand, wore the most uncomfortable stiletto heels and a black dress, some accessories making you feel like a mob wife. The whole point was for Tim to do the talking and you look like his arm candy while the deal went down.

"you definitely look the part" you joked, sizing up the crystal watch on his wrist.

"not far off of my usual post-work attire. Now your outfit on the other hand-" he added, sizing up your curves in the tight dress.

"okay... no need to poke fun at my style. I prefer comfort over fashion" you playfully smacked his shoulder.

"so, you ready to do this?... together" Tim questioned.

"of course... wait" you stopped him, noticing something that would add to the part "you're dress shirt should be unbuttoned, at-least two" your hands moved to unbutton the top of his shirt.

"thanks" he mumbled under his breath, his eyes focused on your every move.

"there, all your missing is some cologne and you'll be perfect" you smiled, eyes locked on him for much longer than needed. God he looks good.

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The operation went down perfect, Los Vegas was definitely wild and unexpected. More importantly the gang got arrested without anyone getting hurt.

You and Tim were stationed at a busy hotel, in which you'd decided to stay the night before flying back home.

"You did great y/n, seriously you're made to do this kind of work" Tim praised your efforts. Making it back into the hotel room.

"thank you, but you did most of the work" a smile forming on your lips.

"but the way you told that guy off, that was some serious 'you' energy" he went on.

"you know me too well" choking on the words to get out. You know me too well, more than most.

Shuffling to get the heels off your feet, Tim taking his watch and dress shoes off.

"do you mind if I get the first shower? All this hairspray is so tight it has my head hurting" you asked.

"No, no go ahead" his eyebrows raising at the thought of you naked in the next room.

"im gonna order food, do you want something?" Tim's voice yelled in your direction, as you went to the bathroom to strip off.

His polite gesture had turned south, when he noticed the sliding door was cracked open just enough to get a peek of your back with only a lacy pair of underwear on. The mirror facing in front of you had shown him everything he never got to see before.

"yes I want pizza, extra cheese and extra pepperoni" you yell back, getting in the shower completely oblivious to the fact that he had noticed you.

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Once you were done cleaning up, you wore a hotel branded robe back to the main room where the food was.

"you didn't have to wait for me" you smiled. Tim had the food laid out but untouched thanks to the football game on tv distracting him.

"nah, I figured I would wait for you" he returned the smile.

"the water pressure in there is way better than my apartment" you expressed, while both eating. You could tell Tim's body language was off, he had something on his mind.

"what's wrong?" You asked him.

"nothing" he forced yet another smile.

"Tim what is it? Seriously you can tell me anything" your hand brushed against his arm.

"I just- I don't know. The kiss earlier, we didn't have to but we did anyways" he was confused, his face turning red.

That's right, the kiss that the two of you shared in front of the crew you were dealing with. A kiss that could've been just a simple peck turned into tongues tangled together. Once you got a taste, you both couldn't get enough.

"Uh yea, it made our story more believable though right? The wealthy man and his hot shot wife. Work duties" you affirmed. The room was getting hot and uncomfortable as he brought up the fierce interaction from earlier.

"work duties... right. So it was just a work thing, nothing more?" his eyes met yours. Searching for a meaning deeper than what you were about to say.

Tim had always had mixed feeling towards you, trying to push them aside. He was your former training officer and work partner, he shouldn't be feeling flustered by you.

"well yea, it was something we had to do for work" you felt flushed, not admitting the truth. A brief silence passed before Tim could get the courage to speak.

"okay, it didn't mean anything then, right?" his eyes now burning into your skin. The pressure of his question eating you alive. Were you going to admit the many feelings you felt towards Tim?

Suddenly the air had been sucked out of the room, labouring each breath you took. You could feel your stomach start to form knots. The tiny voice inside your head playing his question over and over while you held eye contact with him. If only he could read my mind right now.

"I- um" you stuttered trying to find the right words to say. His hands motioned for you to continue.

"well, it didn't mean nothing" your voice so low he could barely hear you.

"sorry what was that?" his words sharp and to the point. He wanted to hear you confess again.

"ugh tim. It wasn't nothing. Look i've had feelings for you for... I don't know forever" you choked on your words, the truth rambling out.

His eyes locked on your face, the words hitting him a thousand miles a minute.

"well, I wasn't expecting for you to say that" his eyebrows rising. Tim's response wasn't adding anything to the confession except confuse you more.

"I have cared for you so much more than just being co-workers. You know me way better than anyone, hell even my parents don't know as much as you do" you felt overwhelmed, your face was burning.

Tim's hand moved to cover yours, a simple gesture you picked up on, a comforting one. He was coming to the reality and accepting that he felt the exact same way towards you, the truth he kept trying to push aside.

"Y/n, I feel the-" his head was spinning. Admitting feelings in the moment wasn't exact what he planned.

Just as he was speaking his phone chimed in, a call from Angela, wondering how everything went.

He was just about to admit something... ugh

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Five minutes of sitting and waiting for Tim to get off the phone was killing you. Tapping your foot against the floor in anxiousness. If this didn't go over well you were thinking to ask for a separate room.

"yea... okay, shut up" Tim croaked on to Angela on the other end of the line. He threw the phone to the side, something clearly ticking him off.

'Don't do anything I wouldn't do. If you know what I mean' Angela had said to Tim on the other line.

"Everything okay?" You asked walking back and forth the bedroom.

"Yea, just Angela checking in" he sighed.

"So" you whispered, the tension between these four walls was enough to make you go wild.

"look y/n, I've been pushing my feelings aside... for too long. I guess I just felt like it was wrong, I was your training officer and all. But thats not the case anymore, is it" his body shifting uncontrollably while he confessed his words towards you.

"no, it's not" your legs were glued to the floor. Your body coming alive with desire to kiss him again.

"Well we're still technically undercover, nothing to be reported till tomorrow" he reminded you of the rules, hinting at something more. Even though you weren't technically 'undercover' anymore, you were still stuck in Vegas for the night.

"we are" you grinned, your legs making their way towards him sitting on the edge of the bed. He parted his legs, inviting you to stand between them. His hands roaming up the back of your thighs, inching closer to your ass. The robe you wore had nothing underneath, teasing his fingers closer to the spot you needed him most.

"y/n" he whispered in a low rasp when you pulled against his short hair. Him saying your name in such a provocative way had you folding.

Straddling his lap, your hands made their way around the back of his neck. Your faces so close, you could feel the heat radiating off of him.

"kiss me... please" you breathed. His lips ghosting over yours while tempting you even more. He finally gave in and kissed you slowly, his arms brushing against your smooth skin.

The 'real' kiss was everything you needed. No fake feelings or suppressed thoughts. Both of you were in the moment, vulnerable for what was to come. It was so easy with Tim... for the most part.

Passionate slow kisses were exchanged, feeling one another for the first time in a more meaningful way. His hands roamed your back, down to your ass.

Your hips grinding against him, fully bare underneath. You needed more than just his lips. He positioned your center on his thigh. The sweatpants brushing against your clit.

"Tim" you whined, his hands working with you, to rock your hips against his cotton pants. The rough material had been a new experience, but you liked it.

"Ride my thigh y/n" he insisted, working his lips behind your ear to kiss the spot that drove you crazy.

You did as he said, brushing your wet pussy against his thigh, desperate for a release.

"Tim i'm-" you moaned. His eyes watching your facial expressions change from the pleasure.

"Not just yet" he nipped the side of your ear, kissing down your neck. His finger tips digging into your sides to halt your movements.

He lifted his hips to pull down his sweatpants followed by his boxers. Your eyes widening at the sight of what was to come.

"do you want to ride me?" he asked undoing the belt on your robe.

"mhm" you bit down on your lip.

Lifting your hips a little, he held his cock up for you to sink down on. The size ripping you apart slowly. Gripping on the back of his head to ease the painful but sweet feeling.

"oh fuck" he whined, your wet tight walls wrapping around his cock, adjusting to his size.

You sucked in a sharp breath, taking a second before you started to ride through the pain. Looking into his eyes, gleaming with lust, he wanted this just as much as you did.

Assisting your movements, Tim's hands rocked with yours at their rise and fall.

"Mmm" you whimpered. The slow movements  working you apart.

"fuck y/n, you feel so good wrapped around me" he taunted. His lips working around your nipples.

You ride his dick like your life depended on it. Not wanting to make this possible 'one time' encounter anything more than wild.

His hands delivered many rough slaps to your ass, causing a burning tingle to welt against your skin. Each slap fuelling the fire inside you.

"god- I'm so close" your head tilting back. The constant hit against your g-spot made your knees weak.

"your so fucking sexy, look at you" Tim knew all the words to praise you, make you feel extra good to your tipping point.

You felt a hot burst fill your insides as you came crashing down against his body. Your orgasm overpowering every part of your body.

"fuck" Tim yelled, in shock at how good you were. Holding you in his arms as you came down from your high.

There was no going back from this.

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A/N: possible pregnancy in the next chapter? Would you guys rather see:

'finding out you're pregnant/ Tim's reaction' or 'pregnant but on patrol/ protective Tim' ?

Let me know ♡