DESIRE

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A/N: This is going to involve a twenty-ish year age gap. Reader will be in her mid twenties and Tim will be in his early-mid fourties range. Best friend's father, obviously all consensual. I understand that not everyone likes to read age gaps so just wanted to say that before you continue.

╔══ஓ๑♡๑ஓ══╗This will be a dual POV, from both you and tim's perspective. This is going to be a longer storyline with some foreshadowing, but I had so much fun writing this way for a change!

made my own gif bc there aren't many of metro Tim & ignore the shit quality ( ́ ◕◞ε◟◕')

(Tim's daughter's name in this is gonna be Madelyn. So sorry if that's your name irl)

T I M' S  P O V:

How the hell did I end up in this situation you may ask... well I guess I should've seen it coming.

*foreshadowing*

I've known y/n since she was a young girl, making good friends with my daughter when she moved to our area. My daughter Madelyn and her had grown close throughout elementary school and now graduating university at the same time. I couldn't be a more proud parent, watching my child succeed is all I wanted in life.

Y/n has spent so much time at our house, i considered myself the father figure she never had, growing up with only her mother to raise her. I've heard and seen it all; the crazy makeup, the hairstyles, the dresses. They would sit me down and make me their personal project for gods sake.

Divorce from my now ex-wife Isabelle had been tough, finding out she started using after our twenty year marriage. She had turned into an absent mother towards our child, only showing up when she needed money. What the hell happened five years ago that caused her to spiral...

What did I do wrong? Am I looking for something new in the wrong place?

But that's not what this is about anymore, it's way past that...

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Y O U R  POV:

I've spent more time at Madelyn's house over the past fifteen years than I have at my own. Me and her could relate on another level. I didn't have a father present in my life and her mother had left a few years back due to drug abuse. It wasn't the ideal way I thought my life would pan out, but thankfully I had Tim to rely on all this time.

As much as I love Madelyn, her father had been equally as important in my life. Tim taught me every skill I needed to know to get through this world. It helps that he's a metro officer, showing us every self-defence technique known to man.

That's when I was younger though...

It's been five years of university, not being around their house as much, growing distant from a lot of people I care about... but that's what happens, right?

Thankfully tonight Madelyn's having a pool party at her house, inviting a decent sized group of people over, including her boyfriend. (No shade for still living at home with your parents)

She would tease me for being single for so long due to my 'unrealistic standards' for guys around our area. Maybe that's why the few hook-ups and dates I have been on never lasted.

Or maybe, it was because I was looking in all the wrong places. What I needed was right in front of me.

Why is it so hard admitting to myself that my feelings towards Tim have changed in the past year? Maybe it was the time apart from him, seeing him in a different way. I've grown up now, I'm not a little kid anymore.

The stubble on his face now had hints of silver peeking through. His cheeks wrinkling after every joke you told. His hands were worn from his tough days at work. Always exerting a protective stance when it came to you.

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Looking in the mirror of your bedroom you pick out a more revealing bikini than usual. After all, there was a group of friends and peers that were going to be at this party, and you were also graduating.

A light blue bikini could be seen through the white t-shirt and black jean shorts you wore. Making your way over to the party at seven-o'clock. A case of coolers in your hand and your phone in the other.

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Pulling up to Madelyn's house, you felt an unfamiliar knot forming in your stomach. The kind when you got anxious or excited.

The driveway was lined with a few cars already, trying to cool off in the pool to escape the hot summer heat.

You pushed every thought in your head aside. Making your way up to the front door of the house you'd practically called your own. Before you got the chance to open the door, your best friend had been there waiting.

"hey y/n, ready to party" Madelyn held the door wide open, you pushed past her.

"of course i am" you grinned. Getting shit faced was in your cards tonight.

"dad wants everyone's keys in this bowl, you know how he is" she held the glass bowl out as you dropped your keys inside.

"makes sense, I mean he's a cop" you laughed, although your tone came across as defensive.

"everyone's out back, come on" she grabbed your hand pulling you towards the back deck.

maybe everything will be fine

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An hour had passed quick, mingling with some friends and new people that you were getting to know. One boy in particular caught your eye, not seeing him around campus before. Your legs swung on inside of the pool, sitting on the wooden deck. Making conversation with the boy named Landon, who was a friend of Madelyn's boyfriend.

The sun was starting to set as you cracked open your second cooler. Music had echoed in the distance as you looked around at everyone having a fun time.

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T I M' S P O V:

I counted every set of keys in the bowl, one thing I wasn't going to do was let these 'kids' drink and drive. I didn't give a fuck how they got home, as long as it was safely.

My day had been long enough from dealing with busting down doors and arresting idiots, now I couldn't even relax with the chatter and screaming coming from my back deck. I guess that's what happens when you let your daughter invite twelve people over. I'm glad they're all having fun, but why do they need to be so damn loud.

Swallowing the one thought that's chipping away at my brain, I cut up a pile of fruit and snacks and put them onto a platter. Making my way out to the pool, I kept my eyes low to the ground. Opening the back door, Madelyn yelled out to me right away.

"hey dad" she looked half-cut already, but who was I to judge on a Friday night.

"hey, just thought I'd bring some snacks for you to have, then I'll be on my way" I forced a tight smile.

Let me get the hell out of here.

Laying the tray on the table, my eyes caught sight of a familiar figure. I could pick out that voice from miles away.

Y/n was sitting on the edge of the pool with a guy, his arm rested behind her. The innocent act making my fingertips dig into my palms, jaw clenched tight.

My eyes froze on y/n, i couldn't look away even if I tried. The blue bottoms she wore sat just above her hips, only imagining what she looked like from the front.

Go in the damn house Tim

"thanks dad" my daughter's voice broke through the silence.

Just like that, y/n had turned her body towards me. The boy next to her jumping into the pool. Tiny drops of water hitting her exposed chest, her eyes meeting mine.

"Hey Tim, how are you?" She asked timidly.

"I'm good, how are you y/n. It's been a while" I replied, a tight smile suppressed my thoughts.

"having fun right now" she added sipping a drink, pushing a strand of hair behind her ear.

"well that's good to hear. don't act like a stranger" I reminded her. Purposely keeping the conversation short, i nod and turned heading back into the house.

Walking into the bathroom, I slammed the door. Looking at the reflection that shadowed me in the mirror.

What the hell was wrong with me? Why did I have such inappropriate thoughts flooding my mind. It was wrong, more than wrong... but I couldn't help myself. I could show her how a real man should treat her.

The rest of the evening I sat on the couch, watching a football game and drowning the voice in my head with beer... after beer... after beer.

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Y O U R P O V:

Seeing Tim earlier had been clouding your drunk thoughts. The way his biceps were tight against the grey shirt he wore. His tall height that was intimidating to most. 'Don't act like a stranger' he said.

Your surroundings now dark, tiny lanterns illuminated the area. The four drinks you had, were finally catching up to you. Adding that Madelyn had insisted everyone take a few shots of vodka ontop of that. There were roughly six people including you, left at the house. Others had Ubered home or walked.

"y/n we're thinking of going to the bar, want to join?" Madelyn asked drying herself off. Since you'd slept over so many times, she couldn't have been bothered if you stayed here alone.

"uh, I think I'm gonna stay here. I'm getting pretty tired so I'll sleep in the spare room" you declared.

It's not that the bar didn't sound like a fun idea, you were enjoying the pool and the thought of having it alone to yourself. Or was that the cover story for your true motives?

Having Tim alone with you

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Warm water surrounded up to your neck, your body rocking against the waves. It was peaceful to your blurred vision. The music was low in the background, no voices to be heard.

You let in a deep breath before submerging yourself under the water. Your drunk subconscious giving you a test to see how long you could stay under. Your eyes opening to see nothing but darkness ahead.

'that's got to be over a minute' you thought to yourself, struggling at the lack of oxygen. Splashing water and waves struck you from the other side of the pool.

Your head bobbed to the surface, gasping for a breath. You wiped a hand over your face, pushing back the strands of hair covering your eyes.

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T I M'S P O V:

A late night swim is exactly what I wanted after hearing everyone clear out of the house. Hell, I used the pool way more than anyone ever had. Hoping the cool water would wash the unholy sins from my mind.

I walked out into the damp night air, stripping down to swim shorts. I drank a sip of beer and jumped off the edge of the deck into the pool.

There it was, my body present in the moment. Alone and care free, I cut through the water.

The reflection in the mirror didn't show a failure or a stranger, it was me.

That was until I came up to the surface to see the one girl I had hoped to get rid of, y/n. I had to do a double take. Was I seeing things right or was she an angel standing in front of me?

My mouth opened, but no words could form. Eyes quickly raking up her wet chest, her nipples poking through the mesh top.

"I'm sorry- I thought" she stammered.

"I didn't know you were here... I thought everyone left" I stuttered. Her distant features visible only thanks to the moonlight.

"I didn't want to go, night swimming is peaceful" she shrugged her shoulders.

"I agree, hence why I'm out here" I pushed myself even further away from her.

"I can go if you want, after all it is your house... your pool" she giggled.

"No no- you can stay. I'll leave you be" my words not matching my true thoughts.

Her lips pierced together, shaking her head side to side.

Just get out of the pool now and everything will be fine.

"Don't go" she reiterated, swimming her way closer to me.

She stood a few feet away from me, her top half now fully visible against the patio light.

Fuck me.

Y/n had my heart racing, the closer she got, the harder it was for me to deter from her pretty face.

The bikini top, looking like it was suffocating her chest. The way she bit down on her bottom lip when I smiled at her. I was reaching past a point of feeling sorry for my thoughts, when I had her alone to myself at an arms reach.

"Race me. First one to go down and back three times gets bragging rights" she challenged. If anyone knew me, they knew I loved a good race.

"You're on"

We were side by side as she counted down from five.

"go" she yelled laughing, and pushed off my shoulder to get a head start over me.

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Y O U R P O V:

Why the hell does my brain tell me to do the stupidest things when I'm drunk? Like thinking I'd win three laps over Tim Bradford, whose body was chiseled from the gods.

My pathetic ass followed the last stretch of the pool, when I stood up realizing he'd already been finished long before me.

"Damn it" you splashed Tim with water.

"Oh okay, I won fair, plus you had a head start!" he ducked down, avoiding getting drenched.

"Yea I know" you smiled. The night only kept getting better now that you had Tim with you.

Should I feel guilty for enjoying moments alone with him? He definitely doesn't see me the same.

"You know I've never been able to float on my back? It sounds stupid but as hard as I try, I always sink" the thought resurfaced but it was so easy to talk to him.

"Go on and try, take a deep breath and keep your arms out" Tim guided me as I did exactly that.

"Am I doing it?" you yelled, the water hitting your ears muffling the sounds around you.

Seeing him step closer, you could pick out a 'no' forming on his lips.

"no your legs are hanging down" he laughed "want me to help you?" His suggestion sparked a fire inside your body.

"Yes please" you repositioned yourself standing. With a push off the bottom your arms flew straight out to balance the easiest task that you couldn't seem to accomplish.

With your eyes shut, you felt a supporting hand reach your back. Tim stood next to you with his palm pressing against the small of your back to keep you floating.

"There we go" he whispered. His reassuring words bubbling earlier feelings to the surface again.

"I'm doing it?" You squeal.

"Yes, you're doing it all by yourself" he praised, ignoring just how much he was helping you.

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T I M'S  P O V:

Seeing y/n's excitement had me grinning like a kid in a candy shop. Seeing her body float above the water. I greedily took every second I could to take it in.

I could feel her muscles tense while I held her. She was perfect, she always had been. But she's my daughter's best friend.

A moment of silence passed when she finally buckled her knees and came back to stand next to me. Her arm reaching out to stabilize herself, grabbing against my chest.

The quick movement had my cock stiffening in my shorts. Her hand melted into my skin, a heat I haven't felt in years.

I look down into her eyes, the expression on her face realizing what she had done. We were reading each other's minds, luckily I did a good job at hiding the smirk on my lips.

"sorry" she confessed, her eyes flashing to the hand against me.

"it's okay" I emphasized. Wrapping my fingers against her tiny wrist, I should have pinned against my mattress.

I did the right thing though, sliding her hand against my abdomen, her pruned fingers brushing my skin. The tension was way too high for my liking, the loss of her touch leaving me. I was alone again.

Standing in front of me, her silence was defeating, I begged for it to stop.

"I should go" I cut the tension with a low rasp. Seeing her searching for answers in my eyes.

"please, don't go" her voice above a whisper. She reached an arm to wrap against my back as I tried to turn.

My lungs desperate for air that I held back. This girl is going to be the death of me.

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Y O U R P O V:

You knew better than to let a good opportunity slip between your fingers, literally.

It didn't take a fool to see that Tim was trying his hardest to deflect from you. After all, it was the right thing both of you could do.

Pushing past your shaky voice and the sparking nerves that ignited your body, you asked him to stay. Your voice more like a desperate plea for him not to leave you, not now.

Your body did the talking for you, taking a hand and grabbing ahold of Tim's back. He let out an anxious smile in return, the kind you'd only seen a few times.

It was all or nothing, now or never. Ruining the relationship with the man you'd known almost your whole life, if this didn't go to well. The guilty thoughts of what the hell your friend would say if she ever found out, never crossed your mind.

"I have feelings for you Tim" you choked out.

All or nothing.

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T I M'S  P O V:

Surely I was hearing things, right? How the hell did I end up in this situation. The delicate woman in front of me admitting her feelings to my face. How do I even respond to that? I know it's wrong and certainly she knows that too. She's not a kid anymore.

"Y/n..." my mind perplexed. Her hand held against my lower back like she was afraid I would leave.

"Say something Tim" her doe eyes looking up at me, tempting every part of me to give in.

"I- I don't know what to say, honestly" the words were flying out of my mouth before I could even think.

The look of defeat plastered her face, her eyes panning down to the water. After all we were still standing in the pool.

"Never mind, pretend this never happened" she sighed.

"Wait- wait" my fingers tilted her chin up to look at me "I appreciate your honesty, I really do. But we can't do this- it would be so wrong of me. You've been drinking-" I let go with one breath.

"Are you saying that because you don't want to? Or because you're scared of someone finding out? I'm not a kid anymore Tim. I know what I want" her eyebrows furrowing, the words hitting me like a slap in the face.

I was always so used to pushing my true feelings aside with Isabelle. Taking the safe route every time.

I took a moment to decide whether to tell her the truth and admit my feelings or push away and ruin the relationship with a girl I have such a strong bond with.

"It would be so wrong" I gripped a hand against my neck, trying to ease the frustration. The air around us turned thick.

"I know, you think that's an excuse. Tell me, do you think about me that way? Do you dream the same dreams as me?" Both her hands were working their way up and down my back as she reeled me closer.

"So long- I've imagined what it felt like to have your hands wrapped around my-" y/n went on and on, to the point she brought up every single thought and feeling I had tucked away.

I closed the space between us smacking her chest against mine, with a push against her back. She had played with me too much.

I was greedy, I wanted to taste her lips, suck the peaks of her nipples, hear her moaning my name...

Y/n's legs wrapped around my waist, the water helping keep her up, even though I took the opportunity to grab under her thighs. My erection was tight against her clothed pussy, mind wandering to what she felt like.

"This is wrong, and you know it. What happens if someone finds out?" My mind racing, adrenaline flooding my veins. I sized up every part of that pretty face.

"You know the saying; it's so wrong but feels so right?" gripping her hand against my neck, the other brushing against the stubble on my face. A smirk formed on her face, Y/n was intoxicating me.

I took a good look into her eyes as she looked back into mine. It was true, so wrong but feels so right.

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Y O U R P O V:

Tim's eyes were glossy with a hint of blue against the dim lighting. He was experienced, older and more mature than any guy you'd ever been with.

"kiss me" you whimpered, a hand feeling the scruff against his face. His cock brushing against your clit was enough of a tease already.

His eyes making their way to your lips "fuck" he groaned, leaning down to meet yours. A wave of heat flooding your body.

Your hips rocking against his cock that was poking you. He took his time before sliding his tongue into your mouth. Trying to hold back, you moaned against his lips as your tongues roamed each other's mouths.

"I want you to fuck me" you breathed, breaking free from the kiss.

Checking my phone when we got out of the pool to a text from Madelyn:

'gonna stay at my man's place tonight ;) be back in the morning'

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T I M' S  P O V:

The words hit me, 'I want you to fuck me' she said in a persuasive tone. Her innocence had me in a chokehold.

"Not here, come inside" I mumbled. Letting her legs down to stand on her own.

We both got out of the pool, water soaking the new deck boards I just had replaced. I look down to see my cock tenting against my tight swim shorts.

We made our way up to my bedroom in a hurry. Between the mix of my lips crashing against hers, we managed to get both of our swimwear off and onto the floor.

"I want to make you feel good" I grind my hips against her as she straddled me on the bed.

I hooked an arm around her waist and laid her flat on my bed. Taking in the curves and dips of her body.

"please" she begged, missing the touch we just shared.

I got on my knees in front of her, spreading y/n's legs open with my arms. I wanted to taste her pussy until she couldn't take anymore.

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Y O U R P O V:

Tim knew all the ways to please a woman, demonstrating his many talents on you tonight. Some talents one would say; he was even too good at.

He sucked on your clit and kneaded your thighs, the continuous motions had you squirming under the weight of his arms. Locking around your legs to keep them spread open.

"oh god" you whined, your hands pushing against his shoulders. Already you felt flushed and unsure of how much more you could take.

"tim-" a low cry left your lips.

He looked up to see your body tensing under him. Your legs fought against his arms to stay open. He enjoyed watching your eyes roll to the back of your head every time he pumped his fingers in and out of your wet pussy.

It wasn't that you hadn't had 'experience' before. It was the fact that he knew exactly how to please your body.

Just as you were reaching a new high, climax rising to the surface, he stopped. Your breathing was heavy, the air was thick around you.

Looking down to see Tim staring back up at the mess you were in.

"didn't think you were getting off that easy hey?" He teased, his words playful.

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T I M' S  P O V:

If y/n thought she was getting off easy tonight, I had news for her. I've waited long enough not to enjoy every part of her body.

She tried to fight against me, but her size was no match for my own. Her thighs almost squeezing my face when I worked my tongue and fingers in rhythm.

She was a mess. Between her legs were covered in a mix of her arousal and my spit. The way her chest heaved for air was a sure sign that she would get off easily if I kept this up.

I went in for one last taste, collecting the mess, licking the inner parts of her thighs.

Standing up, I hovered over y/n with both my hands supporting me.

"I want you to taste yourself" I ordered, her hands pulling me in for another kiss. I pierced through y/n's lips, letting her arousal coat her tongue.

"Before we go any further, I want to make sure you're okay with this? If you want me to stop any anytime let me know" I restated the rules.

"yes I want this" she nodded, her face a bright rosy red.

I made my way to the bedside table, reaching for a box of condoms that I never had opened. Getting laid for the first time in years with y/n had to be the best gift I could have been given.

"wait-" y/n sat up on the bed "-I want to return the favour" she said pushing the hair from around her face.

My eyebrows rose at her bold words, don't have to tell me twice.

Just like that I switched spots with her, on the edge of the bed she kneeled in front of me. Her eyes sized up my length, taking the base in her small hands.

Her swollen lips formed around the tip of my cock, her tongue licking around the sensitive area. She batted her eyelashes while looking at me, then hollowed her cheeks.

Lower and lower y/n took me in her mouth. Pulling out only to spit down against me and go back in for more. Her palm stroking the base of me, I clenched my jaw shut.

"fuck you're doing so good" I praised

Spit was pooling around the sides of her mouth, she tried her best to take most of my size. I fisted her hair in my hand listening to the gurgling sounds coming from her throat. Trying my hardest not to shove her head all the way down as she worked me.

"okay that's enough" I huffed, pulling her hair back. I didn't want to come too early.

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We started off in a safe position, missionary. Every moment had been leading up to this. I wanted to see her face when I bury myself inside her.

Taking the tip of my cock, I rubbed it up and down her folds. She pinched one of her nipples while the other hand was cupped around my bicep.

Sinking down into her, the foreign feeling sent shivers up my spine.

"god your so tight" my teeth grinding together. Her hands dug into me harder after each inch. I gave y/n a second to adjust to my size.

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Y O U R P O V:

My legs were pinned to my chest while Tim started to fuck me slowly. One thing was confirmed: I had never had someone as big as him before.

Feeling a mix of pain and pleasure, the pain beginning to fade as he thrusted gently in and out.

Biting down on your lip was the only answer to conceal the noise through the quiet house. Tim's pace quickened once you both had been relaxed.

"you like that?" he asked, moving a hand to circle your clit.

"yes...oh my-" you cried.

"use your words sweetie" he taunted.

"fuck tim- just like that" clawing against his back, surely there would be evidence of that tomorrow.

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T I M' S  P O V:

I was done with the sweet stuff, I wanted to show this girl what I was really capable of.

A few more sloppy thrusts into her wet pussy and she was coming all over my cock. It didn't take long for that to happen...

"you're good at this" she panted, glistening in a layer of sweat.

"and you're not finished" I groaned, flipping her on her hands and knees.

A loud whine escaped her lips when I entered her from behind. Waisting no time, a large palm slapped her ass while I began pounding her pussy.

The new angle feeling even better than the first. I sunk deeper and deeper, while y/n had her face squished into the mattress.

"Give me your hands" I grunted. Her two wrists were pinned against her back. Watching her ass bounce against my legs every time I thrust into her.

"Timm" she cried, her fingers reaching around in mine, trying to grab onto anything she could.

Just like that I was about to come. I watched her ass grow red after continuous slaps, a few more thrusts and I was spilling into the condom.

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Y O U R  P O V:

It took a whole five minutes to come back from the crazy sex you had with Tim. The many dreams and fantasies you'd had about him were never as good as what you just experienced.

"wow, that was amazing" your legs struggling to stand and retrieve your bikini that was still soaking wet. Why didn't I bring my clothes up here?

"you were amazing" Tim chimed in, walking out from the attached bathroom "but it can't happen again" he added.

Then reality set in, this was a one time thing considering the circumstances. If Madelyn ever found out, your whole life would be destroyed.

"right" you forced a smile when he turned your hips around and kissed you on the forehead.

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To your surprise, as weeks passed and Madelyn got a job offer that let her move out of the house you both grew up in.

Proud of your best friend but also realizing that Tim was now home all by himself.

Let's just say that wasn't your last time visiting him ;)

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A/N: wow okay this took me ages to write lol.

Depending on how much love this chapter gets, I may put out a few shorter parts before completing it.

Hope y'all liked this chapter and the dual pov, this might be one of my favourites to write so far.