DECISIONS

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This scene will be a spin off from The rookie 4 x 01. This is what could have happened if Sergeant Grey hadn't called, when Tim let you stay over at his house for the night. Lucy will be replaced by "y/n" / you in this chapter, like always ;)

His arms 🔥🤤^^

After finding out about Jackson's death and Angela's kidnapping, the night couldn't have gotten any worse. Your head was pounding and everyone in the stations words around you were muffled. Now I'm supposed to go home to Jackson's empty room with all of his things, like I'll be waiting until he comes back, except he never will. Your constant thoughts were bringing you down even more. You stood outside the briefing room, chewing on your nails as a way to cope from the anxiousness.

Tim came up behind you and broke the dark thoughts from your mind.

"Hey" he said in a soft tone, a hand on your back for support.

"I... I can't go back to the apartment... his empty room" shaking your head, you kept your eyes on the floor.

"You don't have to, you can stay with me. You shouldn't be alone right now" he offered, staring at you, waiting for a reply.

His offer sounded like the best solution to all your problems right now, Tim was always there to comfort you when you were down and you felt safe with him.

"Yea, I would like that a lot actually" your sad eyes met his with a small smile.

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

Making your way into his place, most of your time together was quiet. Wishing you could erase this whole day from your memory. Tim set up some blankets and pillows on the couch and gave you an oversized shirt and shorts of his to change into. Walking out from the bathroom, you turn to see him sitting on the couch in his pyjamas.

"I'll take the couch" he offered before you could say anything.

"Wait? I thought you were setting that up for me?" your eyebrows furrowed, it was a nice gesture but you didn't expect for him to give up his bed for the night. The thought of sleeping in his bed without him there, the smell of his cologne, imagining... Not happening.

The past few weeks has been more than confusing with him. You could sense a shift in the way he acted towards you, but as soon as you thought something would progress, it was back to square one. The feeling of being fully alone with him in his house was making you question your feelings.

"I'm not gonna have a... guest... sleep on the couch" he added, sitting up fully.

Right y/n, you're just a guest in his house, nothing more.

"and I'm not gonna kick you out of your own bed" you shook your head "come on get up" your arms motioned for him to trade spots with you.

He pushed himself up off the couch "okay" with a sigh. Standing in front of you, the scent of his laundry soap was all you could smell off his clothes you were wearing. You both stood an arms length from each other. There were those feelings again. You could feel a heat rise within your body, like a fight or flight. I guess he really did make you feel flustered, but did he feel the same?

"Um, do you need anything?" He broke the silence.

"The last twenty-four hours back" the words flew out of your mouth without effort.

"I'm afraid I don't have that power" he replied, his facial expressions turning soft and he chewed on his bottom lip.

What do you need right now.. well

"A hug" you blurted out before your brain could even process what you said. Instantly you felt regret, chewing your nails again and looking towards the floor. That was before he closed the space between you and pulled you in for a tight hug. His hands gripped onto your back of your head and the side of your arm.

For a moment your brain shut off. No negative thoughts about the day, no worrying, nothing. In his arms, you felt safe and protected. Anything could be thrown at you but it didn't matter right now. You started to choke up at the thoughts of someone caring for you this much, but before a tear could shed, he pulled his body away from yours.

"Thanks" you said with a half smile, your vision clouded with tears.

A ten second connection you had, felt like an hour long. His eyes looked down to meet yours, a hand still on your arm. Your brain was running a thousand miles a minute. What do you want? What do you need right now? All the answers in your head were screaming: him. The awkward moment had made your mouth drier than the desert, forcing a swallow. Inching closer to you, the heat from his body radiated on yours. It felt like he was ready to give in and finally kiss you. Give you the best distraction you needed right now.

Your lips parted but no words could come out. His eyes shifted to your mouth and then back up to meet yours.

"yea, night" he stepped back and released his hand off of you. Suddenly the room turned ice cold as he made his way towards his bedroom. What was I thinking... we're both going through tough times right now and there's clearly nothing between us, right?

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Laying on the couch wasn't half bad considering he had it nicely made. No way you were getting much sleep tonight, not after the day you had and the awkward situation that just happened. You stared at the ceiling, like there was magically going to be an answer written out for you. You knew Tim well enough to tell that he felt the same way as you did right now.

A deep breath in and a loud sigh out loud. You were wishing he came through the hall and stood in front of you. Picking you up off the couch and bringing you back to his bed with him. Kissing over your body, teasing you about how sexy his shirt fit you, his hands couldn't get enough. Finally, giving in, even if it was just once. You needed this.

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Only you didn't know that Tim was in the exact same head space. He laid in his bedroom, the door left open just an inch to keep an ear out in case something happened to you. His arms folded behind his head, shuffling his pillow to try and get comfortable. Fuck I should've just gone for it, his mind kept replaying over and over. No... because I was her teacher and she's going through a rough time, it would be wrong. The look of you in his clothes was enough to make him fold, the way your chest and hips filled out the shirt, while other parts were baggy. The way your pupils fully dilated when looking at him. His dick was straining in his pants at the thought of you.

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

It was only ten minutes until you realized, you weren't getting to sleep. Was he asleep right now?

Your thoughts kept chewing at your mind and it was either two options: leave right now and face your apartment because being so close but so far away from Tim made your mind go wild. Or option two was to go into his room and find out what he wanted, and right now you were ready to throw it all away for him.Fighting with the angel and devil that rehearsed every option back and forth, you settled with the bad idea. If you never try, how will you know what you're missing out on?

Your feet met the floor, quietly stepping over to the hallway where his door was cracked open slightly. Maybe he was asleep and you could go back to the couch and lay there until you fell asleep, or maybe just maybe he was sitting awake as well.

Making your way down the dead silent hallway, the only thing you could hear was the sound of your quivering heart beat in your chest. Doing something that feels so wrong, but is so right. You approached the door and kept your body tight to the wall. Trying to sneak a peak to see if he was awake. A small bedside lamp was on.

You caught a glimpse of him sitting on the bed with his eyes staring at the ceiling, his shirt was now off and there was little to the imagination as his lower half was structured through the thin cotton sheet. A hand flew over your mouth to keep quiet from screaming at the look of him. Be a big girl and go in there.

You spaced out for a second and finally built up the courage to knock on the door.

"Tim?" You whispered knocking on the door and looked at him through the small opening.

"Uh... yea, I'm awake" he sounded startled and sat up quickly.

You open the door and see his eyebrows raised as he looks shocked your in his bedroom. Walking a few steps towards the bed you kept a safe distance and tried to remember what you had planned to say.

"Sorry... i just cant sleep" your cheeks getting flushed from his toned muscles on full display.

His face showed that puzzled look of what to say next. "Come here" he patted the bed next to you and pulled the covers down.

You felt eyes on you as every step you made felt like you were learning how to walk again. Looking at him for approval to get in the bed with him. His body shifted away from your side, letting you have more space to get in.

You positioned yourself and sat up, leaning against the head board, as he did the same. Looking over at his eyes, which had a lustful gaze on you.

"I cant sleep either" he managed to get out as this situation couldn't be more embarrassing than it was now.

"Yea" you breathed, picking at the clear chipped nail polish on your hands.

His hand made its way over the covers and rested on your leg, feeling the heat from his palm melt its way into your thigh. Your eyes shot to his hand that engulfed your leg and then looked up at him again.

"Say something" you questioned in a soft tone. You needed to hear anything from him right now, good or bad. A loud breath later and he looked like he didn't know what to say.

"I- i just" he shook his head and stopped speaking. When your eyes were glued to him to keep speaking, he got the hint.

"I just, i feel something between us. We're not just co-workers. I really care about you y/n. It's inappropriate given our positions but- well I guess what I'm asking is, what do i do?" He rambled

"Well, i guess you read my mind. Once we take this further though, we cant take it back" you slowly pieced the words together.

You could see his body tense up at the thought of you mentioning to take things a step further. The grip on your leg tightened.

"Yea you're right" he added with hesitation

Enough thinking and more doing, your mind played with you. You slid a hand over his stomach, feeling every curve and muscle that outlined his defined body. Shifting your weight onto your elbow, you laid on your side facing him. His breathing was quick and laboured while your fingers played with the small trail of hair leading from his belly button and down to the seam of his boxers.

"It would be so wrong for us to-" you teased biting down on your bottom lip. Earning a small smirk from him.

"very veryy wrong" he added, keeping his eyes on your hand that was inching lower.

"But-" you swallowed "it would be so worth it" your hand grazing across his waistband.

His arms reached over to pull you on top of him, straddling your legs over each side. His erection pressed into you as you sat on him. He was needy for you, to feel and discover every inch of your body that his mind had to imagine... up until this moment.

He moved quick, one hand was on your lower back and the other made its way under his shirt you were wearing. You leaned forward to finally kiss him like you always wanted to do. A slow kiss turned into the both of you fighting for dominance while your tongues intertwined. Your hips slowly rocking back and forth, feeling his dick was painfully hard against your lower area.

His hand covered the side of your face as he groaned with pleasure at the movements you knew would drive him crazy. Your mouth's left one another's and you both took a couple quick breaths, looking to see if you should take it further.

"I need this" you choked out.

"I've I've never done this before..." he pleaded. Your eyes widened almost causing you to laugh at what he just said.

"You've never done this before?" You questioned motioning a hand between your bodies.

"I mean... i haven't fucked one of my rookies before. Never ever thought of it until you came around" he added. A small grin plastered your face at the thought of him breaking his 'Tim Code' with you.

"Well i don't mind changing that" you grabbed his hand and guided him to your boobs. He lifted your shirt and stuck his head underneath. Taking his tongue and swirling it over your sensitive nipple and pinching the other in between is fingers. Your head flung back and you grabbed the back of his head to keep yourself upright.

"Are you sure you want this?" He asked, pulling his head out of your shirt. If you could see how wet it am, you wouldn't be asking me.

"Yes" you whined and lifted your hips to pull down the shorts and underwear at the same time. Sitting on him bare, with only his boxers separating you from what you'd been dreaming of. Then you worked his down to his thighs, exposing his dick which was way bigger than anything you've had before.

Licking your lips you shuffled down to hold his dick in your hand. If this was a one time thing, then I'm gonna show him just how good it can be.

Letting a string of spit flow down him. You teased your tongue up and down the sides of his length, looking at him with passionate eyes. He watched every move you made and he kept your hair out of your face. Finally, giving what he wanted, you hollowed your cheeks and took him in your mouth. A salty liquid already coating your tongue.

"Mmmm just like that" he kept a hand on your head and felt the motions of your head bobbing up and down.

You worked your way down him the best you could. The lower you got, the tighter his grip would get. The feeling of his size hitting the back of your throat sent a throbbing pulse between your legs.

"Okay, stop stop" he begged and yanked your head back by your hair. "I cant cum yet" he smiled.

You positioned yourself to hover on top of him, grabbing a hand at the base and slowly lowering yourself down. His fingers dug into your hips at the feeling of filling you.

"Oh my-" you gasped as his size was becoming a lot more than you expected.

He looked down at the spot your bodies connected and laughed "that's only half" and drove his hips up. You could feel your insides get ripped apart when you finally settled yourself on your knees. Taking a second to adjust, he leaned forward to kiss you.

"I wanna watch you ride me" he encouraged you.

You nodded anxiously and then started lifting up and felt every bit stretch you out as you lowered back down. Biting your lower lip so hard you could taste blood.

Getting more comfortable you picked up the pace and squeezed a boob in your hand to alleviate some of the pain. His hands kept a firm grip on both of your hips.

"Woah, slowly baby, I'm not going anywheres" he tried to slow down your hips when you finally got comfortable. Your bodies felt like they were meant for each other. The sounds of skin smacking filled the room and you couldn't care to keep quiet. One of his hands moved down to circle your clit and your arms moved to the back of his thighs to help hold yourself up.

You could feel a rush of heat settle in your stomach, edging that you were close to an orgasm.

"I'm so close" you begged at the steady torture he put you through, your face was a burning bright shade of red.

"Shhh, just look at me y/n" he taunted you but his words were pushing you further over the edge.

You look at him, tears forming in your eyes. Your thighs were starting to shake at the pleasure and pain of working his length.

"I'm c-" your eyes squint shut as your orgasm took over your whole body. Your thighs trembling on him. He lifted you off of him and down in between his legs, where you started sucking his dick once again.

"That's it baby, you look so pretty sucking my cock" he teased, close to his release. You were so worked up over what had just happened that you sucked sloppy and quick over him, moaning his name and sending vibrations through his body.

You could feel he was close when his dick was twitching in your mouth and looked up to see his eyes squint shut with his chest rising and dropping quickly.

"Mhmm" you said and pulled his dick out of your mouth just as he was about to blow a load down your throat, but when he reached to pull it out he came all over your face. His hands pumping every last bit to paint a white sticky mess all over you.

"Fuckk-" he panted as you laid in front of him with your face covered.

You open your eyes to meet his again and stuck your tongue out to lick his cum from around your mouth, swallowing.

The two of you sat in silence and had to take a moment to catch a breath. Looking down to the shirt you had on that was stained with his seed.

"Your shirts uh-" you laughed

"Keep the shirt, it looks better on you anyways" he smiled

That just happened and i want it to happen again, no it needs to happen again.