pt. 25

Smut time bitches! Took me 25 chapters but it's smut time! Warning! Angry sex,  breath play,  slight masochism.______________________________

Reaching the sanctuary I got out the truck and immediately walked to the room not saying a word to Negan. What he did fucking hurt. Plus there was some mental shit I would have to work on later. For example finding him gutting a man attractive. And I really looked forward to berry picking. Once I opened the door I went over to my little hawk Rowan. "Hey honey." I sigh stroking his feathers. Quietly I look over his wing sling. "Good boy you still haven't taken it off." I continue to stroke his head and he puffs up his feathers all happy like. "(Y/n), darling, come on I'm sorry." Negan says coming through the door. I roll my eyes and just sit with Rowan silent with my back to Negan. I take the green ribbon out of my hair and set it in one of my boxes. "(Y/n), talk to me." Negan starts up getting slightly irritated. I calmly set Rowan in his little nest. Then I go to get ready to go to bed. I unzip my dress, my back still to Negan. "I know what I did was shitty but you can't just not speak to me!" His voice slowly starts growing louder and I smirk. Taking off the dress I go over and grab a night gown. I have gone years without saying a word to anyone, and he thinks I can't just stop talking to him?

Sliding the nightgown on I stretch and yawn. "Good night Rowan." I smile and pet the little hawk one more time. "Jesus fucking Christ (y/n)! I'm trying to apologize here!" Negan shouts as I make myself a bed on the couch. Without looking at him I flip him off. I don't hear anything for a moment until I feel him grab my hand and spin me around. "Alright, that shit stops now. Got it. Now you're gonna listen to me." He orders before pushing me down onto the couch. "I was an asshole today. I can admit that. But you can't just keep ignoring me when you're mad at me. Unlike you I don't want a repeat of the last time this happened." He explains in a low voice. One of his hands next to my head and the other pointing at me. I glare at him and cross my arms before turning my face away. "No, fucking none of that." Negan says as he takes his gloved hand and grabs my face turning it back to look him in the eyes, squishing my cheeks. "I fucking love you. You're fucking mine. You fucking love me. I should not have used you like I did today but it wasn't a part of the fucking plan. I told you when we got there that I would keep the interactions to a minimum with Rick for you. But he showed up." Negan gets closer to my face. "It was a power move (y/n), kissing the daughter of a man who wants me dead. You were just there in the moment." I glare at Negan and get gis hand off of my face. "You used me like a fucking pawn Negan! How do you want me to feel? Fucking honored?" I question getting in his face.

"I'm fucking pissed off at you. I don't what you did, I would have been ok with it if you had just talked to me about it first! Like all you would have had to say to me was 'hey darlin if your dad does show up I have an idea of how we can piss him off together.' But no you didn't." Negan looks genuinely confused for a minute and I just roll my eyes. "You know what. I'm gonna take a shower. I wanna wash this whole day off of me." I finish and get up past Negan. I grab my bath robe and towel from a suit case and walk out the door. Thankfully I already knew where the showers were. Hopefully no one would be in them.

I walked for a little bit before finally reaching the shower room. "Excuse me is anyone in here?" I knock and check. No one replies so I step in and set down my robe and towel before turning on the water. Stripping the nightgown off I take off my bra and underwear placing them with my robe and towel. I stretch my arms before stepping into the lukewarm water. I missed my bath back home. And occasionally bathing in the rain water. As I wash off images of what happened today flash over my mind. The look on Negan's face as he plunged the knife into Spencer's stomach. The blood on his face. As I picture everything one hand travels between my legs. As my finders make small circles on my clit my brain keeps pulling up the images of today. Helping Negan Shave, how he just picked me up like it was nothing and kissed me. My free hand moves up to my throught where Negan had left small marks. "Fuck." I whisper tilting my head back slightly. I move my fingers faster as the picture of Negan gutting Spencer came up again. That big knife. "Negan~." Everything runs on a loop as I get closer to the edge.

"Having fun there darlin?" Negan asks and I imidetly stop. "Ah! Negan!" I panic slightly as I go to get my robe or towel. Negan stops me by putting his hand out. "I didn't say stop." He smirks and starts taking off his shirt. My face heats up as I cover my breasts and lower area. "Don't get all shy now darlin, you were just playing with yourself in a place where anyone could walk in." Negan states as he takes off his belt. My gaze lowers to his belt and I gulp slightly. I swear I could feel my heart beat in my pussy just watching him strip down. His tattoos showing, the fuckiny body, Jesus frucking Christ! "I never said stop did I? Go back to playing with that pretty pussy of yours. Or I'll just do it for ya." Negan smirks as his pants come off. His boxers did a terrible job at hiding how hard he was. I was too nervous and excited to go back to touch myself infront of Negan though. The boxers then came off and let's just say, if I were wearing pearls I'd be clutching them. Confidently Negan walked over to me and looked at me with that cocky fucking grin. "Guess I gotta do aaall the fucking work hu darlin?" He used the back of his hand to stroke my cheek as he walked behind me. "I'll go slow." Negan explains as he caresses my body. His right hand going between my legs to my pussy. He finds my clit and starts making the same little circles. His left hand cupping my breast and softly pinching my nipple. I couldn't help but moan. Negan pressed himself against my back. I could feel his cock resting on my ass. "See now you're being a good girl. Is this what you've been wanting darlin?" Negan smirks before kissing my neck. My head tilted to the side as Negan bit softly. Another moan came out causing him to bite harder. "Go ahead, let it out baby." Negan whispers sliding two fingers inside of me.

A louder moan escaped my body as Negan started fingering me. My body reacted before my brain could by moving my hips to feel his fingers deeper. "That's my girl. So fucking needy." Negan said with a sadistic chuckle before taking his fingers out. I whimpered. "Please don't stop." "Open your mouth then." I do as told and Negan puts the fingers he used to finger me in my mouth. "Suck them darlin." He smirks and I do just that. I tasted myself on his fingers and sucked them. His cock rubbed on my ass hard as a fucking rock. "Good fucking girl." Negan praises taking his fingers out of my mouth. "Get on your knees and face me." He orders and I do so with no hesitation. Negan holds his hard cock in his hand and strokes it. "I want you to put that bratty fucking mouth to work." He smirks. "Open wide baby, and stick out your tongue." Looking up at him I do as told and watch that same smirk he had from cutting open a man. He hits the tip of his dick on my tongue and uses his free hand to grab my hair. "Just relax that throat of yours for me baby." I nod. Slowly at first Negan puts the tip of his cock in my mouth. I try to relax my throat but before I can Negan slides his whole thick shaft down my throat. His familiar sadistic chuckles comes through as he looks down at me. He bites his tongue before proceeding to bob my head back and forth on his dick. I loved when he took control of me. It made me so fucking horny. As he fucked my face o began to finger my pussy. "Fuuuck baby, I've been wanting to feel this mouth of yours for so fucking long." He groans as I gag on his cock. "Aw does my little slut need to breath?" He asks sliding his shaft out of my throat  leaving the tip on my tongue. Taking the chance I get a few breaths in and look up at him.

He smirks at me and takes his cock in his hand. He taps my tongue. "Come on, show me how much you love my cock. Worship it." Negan says and I nod looking up at him. With a smile I kiss the tip of his cock then lick from the base, all the way up the shaft, and back to the tip before taking the whole thing down my throat. "Fuuuck~, good fucking girl." Negan groans as I move my head back and forth. "Just like that baby~." He sighs as his hand snakes through my hair. I keep going as Negan's breaths become staggered. He grabs my hair and pulls my head back. "That's good darlin. Get up here." He says taking his cock out of my mouth. Negan helps me get up off my knees as I catch my breath. "You ready baby?" He asks. "I'm not gonna fuck you unless you ask me to." He places his hand on my cheek. "I do. Please, Negan, fuck me." I almost beg and something flashes in his eyes. "Good girl." He smirks before pinning me to the wall. He kisses me passionately as he holds my wrists above my head with one hand. Using the other to rub his cock tip on my entrance. My body trembles with anticipation until he thrusts his entire dick inside of my pussy. I moaned into the kiss. It hurt so good. Pulling away from the kiss Negan looks into my eyes. "I'm gonna let you adjust for a second. Don't wanna tear you apart now." He sighs and I nod. "You're really ready to go?" He asks to double check and I nod again. "I want it to hurt." I explain with a soft smile. Negan smiles like a cocky asshole before starting to thrust in and out. "Fuuuck~ (y/n)~." He moans. I start moaning louder and Negan shuts me up my placing his free hand around my throat. Not applying too much pressure but just enough to cause me to gasp. "Not too loud now, don't want someone coming in and seeing you be such a dirty slut." He whispers in my ear as he pounds my pussy.

My eyes go in and out of  focus from extacy. Negan moans into ear as he slowly applys more pressure to my throat. "I'm gonna cum baby~ try to cum with me~." He huffs releasing my wrists. I wrap my arms around his neck as he lets go of my throat and picks me up. Slamming my back against the wall he keeps ramming me over and over, his hands squeezing my ass. "I'm gonna count down from 10. Then I want you to cum with me. Got it?" He asks as I bury my head into his neck. "Mhm~." I hum as I feel myself getting closer. "Okay baby, 10." His thrusts become harder and deeper. "9." It hurts but in the best possible way. "8." I whimper into his neck. "7. You can do it darlin~." I weakly nod. "6." His breaths become staggered. "5." Negan groans. "4." His thrust start becoming deeper but sloppy. "3." I can feel a knot building in my stomach. "2." I cling onto Negan and feel my nails leaving scratch marks on his back. "1, come on baby, come with me~." He nearly pulls all the way out then thrusts all of his girth and length inside of me. I couldn't help it. I felt like I was ready to burst. I came all over his thick cock as I felt it twitch inside of me. Something warm was filling my insides. "Good girl (y/n)." Negan pants. "Good, good, good girl." He holds me close. "I'm gonna pull out now ok?" He says. "Ok." I whimper out. As he pulled out I felt like I was about to fall down. "You okay baby? You took a lot." Negan checks helping me stand. "I'm ok, are you okay?" Negan chuckles between breaths and nods. "I'm okay, thank you for being so sweet and checking. My good, sweet, beautiful, darlin." He smiles at me. "I love you." I smile and gently touch his face. "I love you too baby." Negan replise and goes to help me get dressed. We dry eachother off and he helps me put by robe on before getting himself dressed. "Come on, let's go take care of eachother." I say as we make our way back to the bedroom.

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