Chapter 23 - Can't Take It

PEETA'S POV

And yet another day was spend in the Meadow, drinking and getting high. Yeah, getting high. I've started to smoke. I know it's bad, but getting high is amazing, you just forget everything around you. Even your problems.

I can't believe she's still gone. She's just so full of herself. Thinking it's all about her. She broke my heart, because she thinks I broke hers.

Where were you, when everything fell apart?

I grab the broken bottle of liquor and a shard of it. I make a deep cut in my left bottom leg and a feeling of relief washes over me. Scars, that's what I'm getting. I don't even care anymore.

And yet another day was ruined by my selfish thoughts. Time to leave.

KATNISS' POV

Okay, Katniss, stay calm. You can do this. What's the big deal?

You're strong.

You've just spend the last four weeks walking, running to the Capitol.Where I belong, after all.

But I never imagined it would be this hard.

Memories hit me, my mom in depression.Suddenly, I want to back out of this, but I can't.

I picked some flowers along the road. Dandelions, of course.His favorites.

I sit down next to him and place the bouquet on the grave. I gently stroke over his name with my cold, thin, dirty bruised fingers. I wonder what his advice would be. What I'm supposed to do now. Probably going back to Peeta. I have to go back, I know. But I needed to see my father's grave.

I'll take the train home, I earned money for that. I couldn't take the train to the Capitol, though.

Time to go home, soon.

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Gosh, Ylja where have you been? And why the fuck is this chapter so short?-I was on Mars, and because I have zero inspiration lol.

SOOOOOORRRY I'LL UPDATE EVERYTHING SOON, I'M ON MY BREAK!Goodnight bad bitches, love you all! 💋

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