Chapter 5

hi guys I'm back. I hope you all enjoyed my last chapter. I hope you like this one to.

Maddy's POV

me and Bryn ran and ran and ran as fast as we could. The closer we got the more the pain in my heart increased but I didn't care. All I cared about was Rhydian. After 20 minutes of running we were in the familiar woods of stoneybridge. My heart started racing. Shivers of excitement running through my veins. Goose pimples forming on my arms. I could smell him. My love. My Rhydian. Within 10 seconds we found each other. I forgot about everything. All I could see and think was Rhydian. He took me in his arms and his lips found mine. Tears were streaming down our faces. He was kissing me like his life depended on it and I kissed him back with just as much passion. This kiss wasn't like our first one. This kiss meant more. This kiss meant so much more. Rhydian's tongue brushed my lips which instantly parted to let his tongue enter my mouth. Then my own tongue was being pushed into his mouth. He tasted so good. I felt warmth envelope me. One of his hands was holding my face the other around my waist holding me as close to him as possible. My hands were wrapped Around his head holding his face closer to mine. My eyes blissfully closed oblivious to the world. I was united with my mate. I think I heard Bryn telling us to get a room but I was too absorbed into this kiss to notice too absorbed into Rhydian.

All of a sudden Rhydian broke away from me to realise that Bryn was also here. They greeted each other and then tom and Shan turned up.

Tom/Shan:"MADDY! BRYN!"

Tom:"so that's where you got to." Tom says looking at Rhydian.

Rhydian looks back at me and says "surprise."

I grin at him before launching myself at tom and Shan almost knocking them over. And soon but not soon enough I am back where I belong. Back in Rhydian's arms, by his side. He smiles down at me and I smile back at him. He leans down towards me and I lift my face closer to his becoming lost in his deep ocean blue eyes. As our lips are about to touch.

Bryn:"meat! I smell food."

Me and Rhydian quickly move our faces away but he keeps his arm around me.

Shan:"I just made burgers. Come on."

Shan tom and Bryn walked ahead. I was about to start walking but Rhydian took my arm and stopped me. He pulled me towards him and wrapped his arms around my waist. He rested his forehead against mine our noses slightly rubbing. "I love you" he whispered. I whispered back "I love you too."

He leant closer to me and softly pecked my lips. He let his lips linger near mine for a few more seconds before pulling away and saying "come on." He put him arm around my shoulders and I wrapped my arm around his waist. I couldn't help but notice he was the perfect size for me. We fit perfectly like a jigsaw puzzle.

Me:"Rhydian..."

Rhds:"yeah mads?"

Me:"Rhydian I need to talk to you. I have so much to tell you and I know you won't like it but we still have to talk about it."

Rhydian stopped and turned to face me. He grasped my chin with his forefinger and thumb. He tilted my head up and I found myself staring into his eyes again. Those deep oceans of bluey grey filled with love and passion and fear and so many emotions it was hard to name them all. I felt like he could see straight through me.

Rhyds:"you sure know how to ruin a moment Maddy." He smirked at me. I felt myself blush. As he kissed me again he whispered against my lips "loving the blush mads." I blushed even deeper as he pulled away.

Rhyds:"come on. They're gonna start wondering were we are." He took my hand and we walked back.

As we arrived tom, Shan and Bryn were already sat with blankets around their shoulders. Bryn was already halfway through his first burger. Tom and Shan were waiting for us. Rhydian put a blanket around us as I grabbed our burgers. I couldn't help but think that I didn't have enough time with Rhydian. How would I be able to leave him again. If only he could come with us again. Even as I hopes for that I knew he couldn't and he wouldn't because my safety was everything to him. What if he came for the weekend. Then I remembered Jana. She wouldn't let us be together. Urghhh I need to stop thinking. Rhydian spoke up.

For the next hour and a half or so we discussed what we would do so that I could come back to stoneybridge. Rhydian had burnt whitewoods iPad so that she only had papers anyone can fake. Shan had started to look for websites where the papers could be faked from tom even thought of how I could still carry on with school. It was all happening so fast yet I knew that all this would take time. And I didn't know how much time that was exactly. I just hope it wasn't too long. Then Bryn came up with an idea so that we could stay together for the weekend. But he mentioned Jana being evil. I glared at him. I knew it wasn't his fault but still. He apologised as 3 angry faces turned towards me expecting an explanation. I look down at my knotted fingers unable to say anything. How should I start. Rhydian put one hand over both of mine and another wrapped around my shoulders. I hid my face in his chest. He told me not to worry and just to tell them. I shivered and he pulled me into his lap with his arms securely around me. Everyone looked at us.

Me:"Jana threatened me..."

I told them. I told them everything that happened since I stepped foot into the wild pack. About how Jana had told her to stay away from Rhydian because she loved him and how she would hurt her friends and family if she didnt stay away. Rhydian gagged at all the part of Jana loving him and he tightened his hold on me. This made me feel guilty. How could I have doubted him? Bryn filled in the parts that him and Cerri knew about. By the time me and Bryn had finished telling them everything I was sobbing into Rhydian's top. I could feel his anger and I could tell he was trying to hold back his wolf by how tightly he was holding on to me. Tom, Shan and Bryn were seething. Rhydian was stroking my hair trying to calm me down and it worked. I slowly stopped crying.

Rhydian:"that fucking devious bitch. I can't believe we trusted her. After everything we did for her. After everything Maddy did for her. And how dare she treat mum and Bryn like that." He looks down at me. "Mads you didn't believe her did you?" As he says this his eyes turn yellow. He has a pained expression on his face and he's holding his breath. I can't tell him yet not here in front of everyone that I did almost believe her so I just shake my head. "No I didn't believe her." He calms instantly and I feel guilty again.

Shan:" mads don't you dare listen to her ok. Look we all know the truth now so we will stick together. She won't be able to hurt us ok? There are eight of us and only one of her."

Tom:"right I think we should go bed now. Maddy and Rhydian can share one compartment and Bryn you can share with me and Shan. We have all got to leave early in the morning. Maddy you will go home first with Bryn. Me, Rhyds and Shan will stay outside the border until just after sunrise and then we will cross over it. If anyone asks we missed you so decided to spend the weekend with you and Rhydian said we could come with him. Also Rhydian wanted to see his mum and Bryn. So we will carry on this discussion tomorrow. Nothing and no one will keep you and Rhydian apart now and I'm gonna make sure of that."

I had tears in my eyes. Rhydian just looked at tom shocked. I don't think he really notices as he's up and folding the blankets he was using. The rest of us also got up and did the same. Non of us had the guts to go against tom but then non of us wanted to either as we all wanted to do as he had said. The barbecue had fizzled out. We put all the stuff in the middle compartment. As we were about to go our separate ways Bryn handed me Rhydian's sketch book. When had he got this. I looked at him and he just gave me a look that said I did what I thought was best. Rhydian was looking at both of us confused. I just nodded at Bryn before taking Rhydian's hand and leading him to our zipping the doors shut we all wished each other goodnight. I went and sat on the sleeping bags as Rhydian zipped up. The sketch book was in my lap. I had taken my shoes of and put them to the side. Finally we were alone. He walked towards me and sat down next to me. I'll tell him about the book in a minute. I needed to tell him about the Jana thing first. I hope he didn't hate me for it. He grabbed his backpack and took out one of his t-shirts and a pair of his pyjama bottoms. He handed them to me. " here you'll be more comfortable in these. Sorry but it was a last minute thing." That's the sweetest thing that someone's ever done for me. How did i ever doubt him. He cares so much for me. This makes me feel even worse. I have to get it of my chest.I took them off him and then gave him a look that said I'm not changing whilst you're here.

Rhds:"you don't honestly expect me to leave do you?"

Me:"duh! You are not watching me change."

Rhds:"why. I'm gonna see all of you one day so why not today?" He says jokingly.

Me:"OH!" I scoff "RHYDIAN NO! OUT NOW!" I says swatting his arm playfully.

Rhds:"mads I was only joking. But I am not leaving. I will turn around and close my eyes."

i am about to protest but he leans down and silences me by placing a soft kiss on my lips. "This is not up for discussion."

As he says this he turns around and closes his eyes I mutter fine under my breath Knowing full well that he can hear me. As much as I would like me and Rhydian to become one and see all of him I don't want to make love yet. I want it to be special and when i am back for good. A few moments later I cough slightly so Rhydian knows I'm done. He turns around. I am stood practically drowning in his clothes. He laugh and I scowl at him.

rhds:"mads you look so cute. Just stand there. I have to take a picture of this."

Me:"no Rhydian. You are not taking a picture of me. You know I don't like having my picture taken."

Rhds:" please Maddy. For me. It would make me really happy." he say pulling his sad face and his best puppy dog eyes look which he know I can't resist.

Me:"fine." I smirk. "As long as I can take one of you."

Rhyds:"but..." I cut him off and walk towards him.

Me:"deal or no deal?" I ask as I spit on my palm and holds my hand out for him to shake. He smirks remembering I did that to the 3 K's on his first day. They refused but he spits on his palm and shakes my hand. "Deal."

This is one thing I love about rhydian. I can be myself around him. Ie not a girly girl because I hate being girly. And he just accepts me. He loves me for who I am and he doesn't try to change me. He gets his phone and takes a picture of Me. And I do the same. He's in his tracky bottoms and a t-shirt so he should be fine in that. We sit back down and he puts his arm around me as I rest my head against the crook of his arm.

Rhds:" Maddy what was that book that Bryn gave you?" He asks me. I pick my head up and pass him the book. he takes his arm from around my shoulders and flips through the book. It's all the pictures he drew of me and him when he was living in the wild. I saw his confused face and I could hear him think where did I get the book from. So I answer him.

Me:"Bryn took it after you left the room and hid it. He told me everything he heard you say and how you were whilst you were living in the wild...Rhydian" I say taking the book of him and holding his hands in my own. We look in to each other's eyes.

Me:"ermmm... Look I'm just gonna say it ok. But just promise me you won't get angry and you won't hate me ok?"

Rhds:" well Maddy what is it. What are you not telling me. I won't get angry and I could never hate you just tell me please."

Me:" well when we got to Jana's pack me and Bryn had this talk and he showed me the book. I was so happy that you loved me like I loved you. And then with everything Bryn told me it was like reassurance that you did love me. But then when Jana said everything that she did I realised it was true. I mean the fact that she is prettier than me. I mean look at her. She's stunning and I'm ... We'll I'm just plain, old, frumpy, short me. She has such nice hair and mines just boring and she's beautiful and I'm not. That just confused me on how you could love me when you could have any girl you want. When you could have Jana or the three K's. I mean why would you love me. Your so handsome and well I'm not. But then when I thought back to the book and my talk with Bryn I knew that you did love me I just didn't know why which is why I was confused."

Me and Rhydian were still looking into each other's eyes. he looked so hurt. In that moment I hated myself knowing I was the cause for that look."Rhydian I'm so sorry. Please don't hate me."

Rhds:"Mads I told you I could never hate you. I'm just hurt by the fact you didn't take my words as reassurance. I told you I loved you and that should have been enough. But weirdly enough I'm glad Bryn showed you the book and told you whatever he did because at least now you won't doubt me and you know how much I love you. As far as Jana is concerned I have never liked her. I only took her in as a friend because I thought she was one of us. I was obviously wrong because she is pure evil. Why would I want Jana or the 3 K's they are just fake and heartless. I love you because you have such a good heart. You will do anything for anyone. And who said you are frumpy and short or all those things you said because whoever did is seriously blind and need their eyes testing. You are the most beautiful girl I have ever met. Mads your gorgeous. Just because you can't see it doesn't mean I can't. And I love your height it makes you all the more perfect for me. I hate girls who are as tall as me or taller than me. I used to think what you would ever see in me when you could have anyone you wanted. Jana is nothing compared to you. You remember the saying to be beautiful on the outside you need to be beautiful from the inside. Jana's insides are rotten and so is her outside. She has a too large nose and her mouth is like plug hole. You have a cute little nose and your mouth fits perfectly with mine." I smile at Maddy. "I love you mads it has only ever been you and will only ever be you."

Bu the time he's done we are both in tears.

Me:"I'm sorry Rhydian for doubting you. I love you. It has only ever been you and will only ever be you. I promise I won't doubt you again. Nothing will come between us now."

He kisses my lips and wipes away my tears as I wipe away his.

Rhds:"please don't cry mads. I hate it when you cry. It's like daggers being stabbed into my heart... Come on let's lie down."

He puts the book on the floor and picks up the sleeping bags and blankets. We both lie down and he wraps us both up. He pulls me towards himself and puts his arm under my head. I rest my head on his chest.

Me: "I love you Rhydian."

Rhyds:"I love you too mads."

I lift my head up and lean over him slightly. He places his hand on my cheek and strokes my face with his thumb. I push one of my legs between his and we entwine our legs. I lean closer to him and just as my lips are about to touch his our eyes flutter close. Our breaths intermingling. Then our lips touch and frissons of excitement run through my veins. without breaking the kiss he gently turns so that I am beneath him. I feel him harden but he moves slightly. I don't think he wants me to know. But it's too late. Desire has exploded inside me. I am clinging to his top. One hand grasping his head closer to Me. I want to touch his bare skin. So I let go of his shirt and slip my hand under his top touching his torso. I don't care where we are any more. I want Rhydian. His torso is so defined. I can feel his muscles ripple beneath my hands as he tries to stop himself from touching me. I can feel his makes a low groan from his throat and I let out a small moan of pleasure. I don't want to stop I know if we carry on we won't be able to stop and we will end up doing it but at the moment I couldn't care less. But then Rhydian takes his lips of mine and look down at me trying to read my expression, I think. His eyes are clouded with passion and I'm sure mine are the same.

Me:"why did you stop."

Rhyds:"you know why."

Me:" well I want to. I want to be close to you Rhydian. were together now so today is as good a day as any other day." I say. Doesn't he want this like I do. Did I feel wrong? I just felt how much he wanted to make love to me? This confuses me.

Rhyds:"I know mads I want to as well but not here. i want it to be special and when your back home for good. I think we can live with just kissing and touching for now." He says truthfully.

Me:" I understand what your saying but wherever we do it whenever we do it, it will always be special because were doing it with each other. But I do agree with you so kissing and touching it is... Rhydian I do want you to touch me I'm just scared you won't like what you see." I have finally voiced my fear to him. I understand him completely.

Rhyds:" mads I'm dying to touch and see you. And your right I won't like what I see because I am going to LOVE what I see because I love you. The only reason I haven't touched you yet is coz I don't wanna scare you off." He says sincerely.

Me:" touch me then Rhydian. I want you to. So much."

I take his hand and placed it under my shirt. He rests his hand on my waist. my skin come alive where his hand his resting. I feel a burning desire course through my body. He leant down and started kissing me again. His hands wandering as mine went back beneath his shirt. His hands travelled upwards towards my breasts. I had taken of my bra. my breasts fit his hands perfectly. he slowly kneaded them and i moaned loudly into his mouth my nails scraping his back out of pleasure. Even though I know we didn't want to we knew we should stop. We didn't want the others to hear us.

we lay back down but kept our hands beneath each other's tops. It was too cold to take our tops off. I rested my head on Rhydian's chest again.

Rhyds:"goodnight mads. I love you."He saya kissing my head.

Me:"goodnight Rhydian. I love you too." I place a kiss where his heart is and that is how we fall asleep.

someone is calling mine and Rhydian's name. I slowly open my eyes to see Shan looming over us. I look to my side and see Rhydian looking down at me. I am still in his arms. It's a good thing the blanket is covering us because our legs are still entwined and our hands beneath the others top.

Rhyds:"Shan what time is it?"

Shan:"it's half four but we have to pack and Maddy has to be back before 6. I'm giving you both 10 minutes to get out of the tent." Then she gets up and leaves. rhydian looks down at me and smiles again.

Rhyds:"morning gorgeous."

Me:"morning back handsome." He grins and leans down and peck my lips.

Me:"Rhydian I haven't brushed my teeth."

Rhyds:" I don't care. Now come on let's get up before Shannon comes back and kills us." We both get up and as rhydian starts packing everything up I quickly change. Were out in exactly 8 minutes. When we got out Shan tom and Bryn had already packed up everything else all that was left to do was put the tent away and the stuff me and rhdian had bought out of our compartment. Rhydian and tom started pulling the tent apart as I helped Shan pack the rest of the stuff. By 5 we had set of towards the wild pack. At quarter past 5 Rhydian told Bryn and I to run ahead and that we would see them later. He gave me a very brief kiss and told me he'd miss me until he saw me again. We told each other we loved each other and then me and Bryn ran off. Rhydian tom and Shan followed at a much slower pace. the pain in my heart was back. How was it possible that I couldn't be without him for even a moment. I knew the answer. It's because we loved each other. We were bound. We were soul mates...

Ok sorry guys. I was going to make this chapter Maddian versus Jana but instead it ended up as the precious chapter but in Maddy's POV. So I thought I would post this separately. I'm having a bit of trouble with the Maddian vs Jana part but I'm nearly there so you should have it soon. I only got 2 reviews for my last chapter :( please leave a review for me.