Chapter 4

hey guys I'm back with chapter 4. I'm so sorry it's late but I had a bit of difficulty with some parts and rewrote them like 10 times I'm still not 100% happy but anyways here goes. Oh and a hughnormous thank you to all those who left me a comment and followed me. Hope you enjoy.

Rhydian's POV

9 o'clock couldn't arrive fast enough. We were all ready. Eager to start the journey. By 5 past 9 the doors were all locked and we were heading towards the forest. I felt a sharp pain in my chest. It hurt so bad I doubled over. Tom and Shan rushed over to me.

Shan:"Rhydian are you ok?"

Me:"I'm fine." I gasp. I try to get up.

Tom:"take it easy mate." He says helping me.

I can't use eolas as we are under the pylons. But I don't need eolas as there is a very strong feeling in my heart telling me that there is something wrong with Maddy. Has Jana hurt her. At the thought of Jana I feel a surge of anger and my wolf tries to break free.

Tom:"RHD'S man calm down. What's up?"

I look down at my hands and sure enough my veins are tinged with black. I take a deep breath to calm down.

Me:"sorry. I think summats up with Maddy that's why I got the pain in my chest. I have a feeling that it's Jana's fault and that made me angry... Come on let's carry on moving."

We walked in silence after that. Tom and Shan following me. We finally got there. I dropped the things I was holding and plonked down. Tom and shan did the same.

Me:"shall we start setting up? Me and tom can make the tent and Shan you can start the barbecue to keep us warm and heat up the food.

Shan:"ok"

Me and tom got up and started to assemble the tent. It took a gruelling 20 minutes but we finally got there. It was one of them huge tents that had a living compartment in the middle and 2 compartments on either side that were the sleeping areas. Each compartment could sleep upto 4 people at a time. On the way here we had stopped at Shannon's and picked up these roll up foam mattresses. Shans parents had got them for her as she loved camping and was always sleeping out in the woods. Me and tom unrolled them and put them in the compartments along with the sleeping bags, pillows and extra blankets. By the time we were done it was half 10. We got out of the tent and saw that Shannon had the burgers reheating, baps were ready just waiting for the burger to be put in and she had set out tartan blankets for us to sit around the barbecue.

A sharp pain went through my chest. My heart started racing. Goose pimples forming on my arms. My love was close. Then I smelt her.

Me:"Maddy."

I quickly ran towards the scent. In less than 10 seconds we had found each other.

Me/Maddy:"Rhydian/Maddy!"

Before I knew it we were in each other's arms tears streaming down our faces. These were tears of joy. And I was kissing her like my life depended on it. We'll it did in a way I guess. And she was kissing me back with just as much passion. This kiss wasn't like the one we shared before. That one was just our lips. In this kiss my tongue slipped into Maddy's mouth And she accepted it before pushing her own into mine. Our tongues rejoicing at being united. She tasted so sweet. I was holding her face with one hand and my other arm was around her waist holding her close to me. Her fingers were grasping my hair and pulling my face closer towards her. We carried on exploring each other's mouths oblivious to the world around us. it was just us in that moment. There were fireworks exploding behind my closed eye lids. The pain in my heart had eased.

Bryn:"ewwwwwwww. Get a room."

I thought I heard Bryn's voice telling us to get a room but I was so absorbed into this kiss into Maddy I thought it was just my imagination playing tricks on me. That was before I felt something hit my back. I broke away from Maddy as the thing that hit me hurt.

Me:"owwww... What the..." Then I saw Bryn "Bryn!" I said in a surprised voice. "What are you doing here?"

Bryn:"so your not happy to see me but your ecstatic to see Maddy?" Bryn looked hurt.

Me:"Bryn... No... It's not like that... I was just..."

Bryn:"got ya." He said laughing.

I reluctantly let go of Maddy and walked towards Bryn.

Me:"come here you little git." I gave Bryn a huge bear hug and ruffled his hair. He pushed me away and growled.

Bryn:"I am not little."

Me:" don't you growl at me little cub." I say mockingly but before Bryn has a chance to retaliate tom and Shan turn up.

Tom/Shan:"MADDY! BRYN!"

Tom:" so that's where you got to." Tom says looking at me.

I look back towards Maddy.

Me:"surprise" I say sheepishly.

Maddy just grins at me before she launches herself at tom and Shan nearly knocking them over. And soon but not soon enough she is back where she belongs. In my arms by my side. I smile down at her and she grins back up at me. I lean down meaning to kiss her as I became lost in her eyes. My lips were just about to touch hers when...

Bryn:"meat! I smell food!"

Me and Maddy quickly moved our faces away but I kept my arm firmly around her.

Shan:"I just made burgers come on."

Shan tom and Bryn walked ahead. I stopped Maddy from walking and pulled her towards me. I wrapped both my arms around her waist and rested my forehead against hers. Our noses slightly rubbing. "I love you" I whispered. "I love you too" she whispered back. I lent closer to her and softly pecked her lips. I let my lips linger near hers for a few more seconds before pulling away. "Come on." I put my arm around her shoulders and she put her arm around my waist. She rested her head in the crook of my arm. I couldn't help but notice she was the perfect size for me. We slowly started walking back.

Maddy:"Rhydian..."

Me:" yeah mads?"

Maddy:" Rhydian I need to talk to you. I have so much to tell you and I know your not going to like it but I still have to talk to you about it."

i stopped and turned to face Maddy. I grasped her chin with my forefinger and thumb and tilted her head up so that I could look into her eyes.

Me:" you sure know how to ruin a moment Maddy." I smirked at her. She looked at me slightly embarrassed as a pink blush speed across her cheeks. I lent down and kissed her again. "Loving the blush mads." I whispered against her lips. I felt her face heat up even more before I pulled away.

Me:"come on. They're gonna start wondering were we are."

I took her hand and we walked back. When we arrived tom, Shan and Bryn were already sat with blankets around their shoulders. Bryn was halfway through his first burger. Tom and Shan had waited for us. They smiled at me and Maddy as we sat down. I put a blanket over both our shoulders as Maddy grabbed our burgers. We all started eating in a fairly comfortable science. All I could keep thinking is that I didn't have enough time with Maddy. How would I be able to let her go in the morning. Maybe I could go with her but show myself after she's back with mum Emma and Dan so Jana doesn't suspect. I could say I'm visiting for the weekend. Arghhhh I'll think about this later for now we have to plan So I speak up.

Me:"right we need to start planning on how to get Maddy back for good." I look at Maddy and smile at her. She smile's back.

Shan:"well we need to get rid of whitewoods evidence first."

I smile slyly.

Tom:"bro why are you smiling?"

Me:"we'll when I went to get the dog chew I took whitewoods iPad as well. The one with all the data on it." I took the iPad out of the inside pocket of my coat and threw it on the barbecue. "And now I've burnt it so she can't retrieve any of its data. Now all she's got is the papers that anyone can fake. I know she hasn't backed up the data because I checked her computer to be be sure. I knew she couldn't have backed the files in just a couple of hours. I also saw an appointment on her calendar with an I. T. Technician for tonight. I'm guessing he was going to do the backing up." They all look at me shocked but with smiles on their faces.

Maddy:"looks like I'm not the only little genius around here." Maddy says looking at me with pride in her eyes. Everyone laughs. I just shrug my shoulders and look at her. In a serious tone I say.

Me:"Maddy I'd do anything to protect you, keep you safe, to have you by my side. I'd give my life. This was nothing. I won't let any harm come to you. I won't let you get hurt. I will go against all those who try to hurt you or keep us apart. I love you Maddy. I'd do anything for you" Maddy puts her hand on my cheek and looks into my teary eyes.

Maddy:"Rhydian this was not nothing this was a lot. You saved us all. You saved your pack. Your family. You saved me. I love you too." She brings her face closer to mine and pecks my lips. We can hear the others cheering as we move away slightly and turn back to them. Then Shan speaks up.

Shan:"I have started to look up possible websites that the papers can be faked from... but how do we stop whitewood from getting their DNA again? And mads how can you carry on with school. I know it's not the right time but we are in year 11 and gcse's are coming up in like 4 months. And you have to be at school to do them."

Tom:"I was thinking we could tell school that Maddy's gran is really ill and she lives on her own so the smiths had to move in with her for a while until she's better. Because they had to leave so suddenly they didn't have time to arrange for Maddy to stay with anyone also because they don't know how long they will be there they can't just leave Maddy. We can say that we will be going there every weekend so we can take homework and teach her everything we learnt during the week. Mads you can get your mum and dad to confirm it on the phone."

Me:"Shans right and tom your ideas great but... What about if I tell mrs Vaughn that whitewood is harassing us saying that we are werewolves and you guys can tell your parents and they can all file a complaint and then she will leave us alone. We need more evidence to keep her away from mads though. But I guess we have to wait a little for that. I just hope it's not too long."

By this time we had all finished eating. Then Bryn spoke up.

Bryn:" I have an idea. Ever since Jana came back as the alpha things in the wild have changed." Me and Maddy both tensed at the mention of Jana's name. I remember I have to ask her if anything happened with Jana. "We've built huts and have some human facilities. It's so we can have contact with the human world and they don't suspect. They find us strange but they just accept the fact that, that's just how we are. There is even a tame wolfblood who comes and teaches us about the world so we know how it works and we can be as normal as normal can be in front of the humans. Maddy you haven't seen it properly yet because when you arrived it was dark. So on the weekends Rhydian, tom and Shannon can come and stay with us. Jana doesn't know that you know that she is evil so she should let you stay."

Me/tom/Shan:"EVIL! What do you mean?" Maddy glares at bryn.

Bryn:"uh oh. Sorry Maddy. Well... You might as well tell them now." He laughs nervously.

Me:"is this what you wanted to talk to me about before mads?"

Maddy nodded. She looked down at her knotted fingers. I placed one of my hands on top of both of hers and put my other arm around her shoulders. She hid her face in my chest and I kissed the top of her head.

Me:"don't worry mads. Just tell us."

She shivers and I pull her into my lap. Wrapping my arms around her. Everyone looked at us.

Maddy:"Jana threatened me..."

Maddy explained everything that had happened since she stepped foot into Jana's territory including the parts where Jana's delusional mind thinks I love her. I gag at these parts and just hold Maddy tighter. I hope that mads didn't believe Jana because it wasn't true. I only loved Maddy. I had only ever loved Maddy and I will always only love Maddy. For me it is either Maddy or no one. Bryn filled us in on the part him and mum knew about. How Jana had changed. Taken credit for mum and Maddy's work. How she treated mum and Bryn badly. And then Maddy told us about what her mum and dad and my mum had said to her just before they left to come here. I was glad the grown ups knew and that they were helping us. I was slightly consoled that Maddy would be protected whilst I wasn't with her. But the thing that made me the happiest was that mum had accepted Maddy. Mum thought of Maddy as her own little cub just like Emma and Dan thought of me as their own little cub.

By the time they had finished telling us Maddy was sobbing into my top. I was trying to keep myself from transforming and going ripping Jana's head of. She would pay for this. For hurting my Maddy for making my mads cry. Tom, Shan and Bryn were seething.

Me:"that fucking devious bitch. I can't believe we trusted her. After everything we did for her. After everything Maddy did for her. And how dare she treat mum and Bryn like that." I look down at Maddy. "Mads you didn't believe her did you?" As I ask her this my eyes turn yellow and suddenly I find it hard to breath scared of what her answer might be. Maddy shakes her head "no I didn't believe her" she says this calms me instantly. I am absentmindingly playing with Maddy's hair. Stroking it to try and calm her.

Shan:" mads don't you dare listen to her ok. Look we all know the truth now so we will stick together. She won't be able to hurt us ok? There are eight of us and only one of her."

Tom:"right I think we should go bed now. Maddy and Rhydian can share one compartment and Bryn you can share with me and Shan. We have all got to leave early in the morning. Maddy you will go home first with Bryn. Me, Rhyds and Shan will stay outside the border until just after sunrise and then we will cross over it. If anyone asks we missed you so decided to spend the weekend with you and Rhydian said we could come with him. Also Rhydian wanted to see his mum and Bryn. So we will carry on this discussion tomorrow. Nothing and no one will keep you and Rhydian apart now and I'm gonna make sure of that."

Maddy had tears in her eyes. I just looked at tom shocked. I don't think he really notices as he's up and folding the blankets he was using. The rest of us also got up and did the same. Non of us had the guts to go against tom but then non of us wanted to either as we all wanted to do as he had said. The barbecue had fizzled out. We put all the stuff in the middle compartment. As we were about to go our separate ways Bryn handed Maddy a book. I gave them both a confused look but Maddy just nodded at Bryn then took my hand and led me into our compartment. Before zipping the doors shut we all wished each other goodnight. When I turned around Maddy had taken her shoes of and was sat on the sleeping bags the book on her lap. Finally we were alone. I walked towards her and sat down next to her. I'll ask about the book in a minute. I grabbed my backpack and took out one of my t-shirts and a pair of my pyjama bottoms. I handed them to Maddy. " here you'll be more comfortable in these. Sorry but it was a last minute thing." Maddy took them off me and then gave me a look that said I'm not changing whilst you're here.

Me:"you don't honestly expect me to leave do you?"

Maddy:"duh! You are not watching me change."

Me:"why. I'm gonna see all of you one day so why not today?" I say jokingly.

Mads:"OH!" She scoffs "RHYDIAN NO! OUT NOW!" She says swatting my arm playfully.

Me:"mads I was only joking. But I am not leaving. I will turn around and close my eyes."

Maddy is about to protest but I lean down and silence her by placing a soft kiss on her lips. "This is not up for discussion."

As I say this I turn around and close my eyes I here her mutter fine under her breath. As much as I would like me and Maddy to become one and see all of her I don't want to make love to her yet. I want it to be special and when she is back for good. A few moments later I hear Maddy cough slightly so I turn around. Maddy is stood practically drowning in my clothes. I laugh and she scowls at me.

Me:"mads you look so cute. Just stand there. I have to take a picture of this."

Mads:"no Rhydian. You are not taking a picture of me. You know I don't like having my picture taken."

Me:" please Maddy. For me. It would make me really happy." I say pulling my sad face and my best puppy dog eyes look which I know she can't resist.

Mads:"fine." She smirks. "As long as I can take one of you."

Me:"but..." Maddy cuts me off and walks towards me.

Mads:"deal or no deal?" She asks as she spits on her palm and holds her hand out for me to shake. I smirk remembering she did that to the 3 K's on my first day. They refused but I spit on my palm and shake her hand. "Deal."

This is on thing I love about Maddy. She's not too girly and she's so cool about stuff like this. I get my phone and take a picture of her. And she does the same. I'm in my tracky bottoms and a t-shirt so I'll be fine in that. We sit back down and I put my arm around her as she rest her head against the crook of my arm.

Me:" Maddy what was that book that Bryn gave you?" I ask her. It looks familiar. She picks her head up and passes me the book. I take my arm from around her shoulder and flip through the book. It's all the pictures I drew of Maddy when I was living in the wild but I threw this away so how did she get this?

Mads:"Bryn took it after you left the room and hid it. He told me everything he heard you say and how you were whilst you were living in the wild." Maddy says answering the questions that I was just thinking of. "Rhydian" she says taking the book of me and holding my hands in hers. We look in to each other's eyes.

Mads:"ermmm... Look I'm just gonna say it ok. But just promise me you won't get angry and you won't hate me ok?"

Me:" well Maddy what is it. What are you not telling me. I won't get angry and I could never hate you just tell me please."

Maddy:" well when we got to Jana's pack me and Bryn had this talk and he showed me the book. I was so happy that you loved me like I loved you. And then with everything Bryn told me it was like reassurance that you did love me. But then when Jana said everything that she did I realised it was true. I mean the fact that she is prettier than me. I mean look at her. She's stunning and I'm ... We'll I'm just plain, old, frumpy, short me. She has such nice hair and mines just boring and she's beautiful and I'm not. That just confused me on how you could love me when you could have any girl you want. When you could have Jana or the three K's. I mean why would you love me. Your so handsome and well I'm not. But then when I thought back to the book and my talk with Bryn I knew that you did love me I just didn't know why which is why I was confused."

Me and Maddy were still looking into each other's eyes. I think I had a hurt expression on my face as the next thing Maddy said was "Rhydian I'm so sorry. Please don't hate me."

Me:"Mads I told you I could never hate you. I'm just hurt by the fact you didn't yake my words as reassurance. I told you I loved you and that should have been enough. Bit weirdly enough I'm glad Bryn showed you the book and told you whatever he did because at least now you won't doubt me and you know how much I love you. As far as Jana is concerned I have never liked her. I only took her in as a friend because I thought she was one of us. I was obviously wrong because she is pure evil. Why would I want Jana or the 3 K's they are just fake and heartless. I love you because you have such a good heart. You will do anything for anyone. And who said you are frumpy and short or all those things you said because whoever did is seriously blind and need their eyes testing. You are the most beautiful girl I have ever met. Mads your gorgeous. Just because you can't see it doesn't mean I can't. And I love your height it makes you all the more perfect for me. I hate girls who are as tall as me or taller than me. I used to think what you would ever see in me when you could have anyone you wanted. Jana is nothing compared to you. You remember the saying to be beautiful on the outside you need to be beautiful from the inside. Jana's insides are rotten and so is her outside. She has a too large nose and her mouth is like plug hole. You have a cute little nose and your mouth fits perfectly with mine." I smile at Maddy. "I love you mads it has only ever been you and will only ever be you. Please don't think like you do. You're everything to me and all I want is you. Not Jana not the 3 K's not anyone just you."

by the time I'm done were both in tears.

Mads:"I'm sorry Rhydian for doubting you. I love you. It has only ever been you and will only ever be you. I promise I won't doubt you again. Nothing will come between us now."

I kiss her lips and wipe away her tears as she wipes away mine.

Me:" please don't cry mads. I hate it when you cry. It's like daggers being stabbed into my heart... Come on let's lie down."

I put the book on the floor and pick up the sleeping bags and blankets. We both lie down and I wrap us both up. I pull Maddy toward me and put my arm under her head. She rests her head on my chest.

Mads: "I love you Rhydian."

Me:"I love you too mads."

She lifts her head up and leans over me slightly. I place me hand on her cheek and stroke her face with my thumb. She pushes one of her legs between mine and we entwine our legs. She leans closer to me and just as her lips are about to touch mine our eyes flutter close. Our breaths intermingling. Then our lips touch and frissons of excitement run through my veins. without breaking the kiss I gently turn so that Maddy is beneath me. I feel myself harden and hope that Maddy can't feel it. She is clinging to my top. One hand grasping my head closer to her. I want to touch her bare skin but I can't push her. She let's go of my shirt and slips her hand under it touching my torso. Igniting my skin wherever her hand touches. I make a low groan from my throat and I hear Maddy let out a small moan. I don't want to stop but if I carry on I won't be able to stop myself. With all my might I take my lips of Maddy's and look down at her trying to read her expression.

Mads:"why did you stop."

Me:"you know why."

Mads:" well I want to. I want to be close to you Rhydian. were together now so today is as good a day as any other day."

me:" I know mads I want to as well but not here. i want it to be special and when your back home for good. I think we can live with just kissing and touching for now."

Mads:" I understand what your saying but wherever we do it whenever we do it, it will always be special because were doing it with each other. But I do agree with you so kissing and touching it is... Rhydian I do want you to touch me I'm just scared you won't like what you see."

Me:" mads I'm dying to touch and see you. And your right I won't like what I see because I am going to LOVE what I see because I love you. The only reason I haven't touched you yet is coz I don't wanna scare you off."

Mads:" touch me then Rhydian. I want you to. So much."

She took my hand and placed it under her shirt. I rested it on her waist. Her skin was so soft and smooth. I lent down and started kissing her again. My hands wandering as hers were back beneath my shirt. My hands travelled upwards towards her breasts. She had taken of her bra. Her breasts fit my hands perfectly. I slowly kneaded them and she moaned loudly into my mouth her nails scraping my back out of pleasure. Even though I didn't want to I knew we should stop. I didn't want the others to hear us. Maddy understood without me saying anything to her.

we lay back down but kept our hands beneath each other's tops. It was too cold to take our tops off. Maddy rested her head on my chest again.

Me:"goodnight mads. I love you."I say kissing her head.

Mads:"goodnight Rhydian. I love you too." She places a kiss where my heart is and that is how we fall asleep.

someone is calling mine and Maddy's name and I am being shaken. I slowly open my eyes to see Shan looming over us. I look to my side and see Maddy sleepily open her eyes to. She is still in my arms. It's a good thing the blanket is covering us because our legs are still entwined and our hands beneath the others top.

Me:"Shan what time is it?"

Shan:"it's half four but we have to pack and Maddy has to be back before 6. I'm giving you both 10 minutes to get out of the tent." Then she gets up and leaves. I look down at Maddy and smile.

Me:"morning gorgeous."

Mads:"morning back handsome." I grin and lean down and peck Maddy's lips.

Mads:"Rhydian I haven't brushed my teeth."

Me:" I don't care. Now come on let's get up before Shannon comes back and kills us." We both get up and as I start packing everything up Maddy quickly changes. Were out in exactly 8 minutes. When we got out Shan tom and Bryn had already packed up everything else all that was left to do was put the tent away and the stuff me and mads had bought out of our compartment. Me and tom started pulling the tent apart as mads helped Shan pack the rest of the stuff. As there was no food or convertible barbecue to carry the bags were considerably lighter. By 5 we had set of towards the wild pack. At quarter past 5 i told Bryn and Maddy to run ahead and that we would see them later. I gave Maddy a very brief kiss and told her id miss her until I saw her again. We told each other we loved each other and then her and Bryn ran off. Me tom and Shan followed at a much slower pace. the pain in my heart was back. How was it possible that I couldn't be without her for even a moment. I knew the answer. It's because we loved each other. We were bound. We were soul mates...

please don't hate me. Look I made it a very long chapter with lots of Maddian. I really hope you all enjoy it. And make sure to leave me your comments. I love you all byeeee... xx