✽ 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕀 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 ✽

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JUNGKOOKS POV

I was just laying in bed... looking over at y/n watching her sleep so peacefully. I wish we could stay in the moments we had last night.

I got up and decided to shower and start getting ready for the day, an hour later I came out to see y/n still peacefully asleep in bed.

I didn't want to wake her so I wrote a note letting her know I'm gonna go to work a little early today to catch up on some work I missed yesterday.

I bent down and kissed her forehead... she moved a little but started resting peacefully again.

I hopped into the elevator and made it to the ground floor where the car garage is.

It was darker than normal in the garage, I just continued on thinking it was due to a bulb being blown.

I made it to my car and started fishing around for my keys in my pocket and I finally got them but dropped them while trying to get the right key.

I bent down to grab them and felt a blow to my head and everything went dark and quiet from there.

TWO HOURS LATER

I woke up and my head was pounding. I went to grab my head but my hand got jerked back down. I looked down and it became clear that I was handcuffed to bars built into the concrete on the floor in the room.

I had a bad feeling about this place and about who brought me here. I knew who it was, honestly I knew it was only a matter of time till they found us. They're the cartel. They have eyes everywhere.

I heard the door open and the lights flicker on .

JOON: well look who finally decided to wake up.

JIMIN: it's about time...

I looked up and saw Jimin... We shot him, he wasn't moving.

JIMIN: why do you look like you've seen a ghost?

JUNGKOOK: I killed you. You weren't moving!

JIMIN: You just didn't finish the job, which is strange for someone like you. You weren't thinking very smart. Seems like Y/N slows you down, makes you dumb.

I started grinding my teeth, and trying to break free to beat his ass.

JUNGKOOK: you're lucky I can't get loose, I'd make sure you are dead this time.

JIMIN: do it then you punk ass bitch.

He said as he was walking toward me...

JOON: hey stob it!

JIMIN: just let me take him out.

JOON: we made a deal...

Jimin rolled his eyes and turned around.

JUNGKOOK: if  you're gonna kill me just fucking kill me.

JOON: nah... I want to make a deal with you too.... Well I have some rules... some hard choices you're gonna have to make.

I scoffed at him..

JOON: you might wanna take this a little more serious.... Cause either way you lose Y/N...

JUNGKOOK: why don't you want me and her to live together happily?

JOON: it's simple, I'm in love with her and have been from the start.

JUNGKOOK: you had plenty of chances and she didn't want you...

JOON: is that why she was pregnant with  my child and not yours ?

JUNGKOOK: fuck you..

JOON: think about it, it lines up with the time her and I did what we did...

I sat there and I couldn't help but think about it... She was farther along than I thought... it really didn't line up... and Y/n was always so sad when it came time to talk about the baby and what we were gonna do when it was born.

During an argument, she told me once it wasn't mine...I didn't believe it though. I thought she was just trying to make me angry.

JUNGKOOK: she didn't sleep with you...

I was in denial...and I was really pissed off about it. Why would she sleep with him? She really was trying to move on without me...

JOON: I have a proposition for you. Do you wanna hear it ?

JUNGKOOK: what?

JOON: if I give you these choices you have to pick one. You have no other choices, no in between.

JUNGKOOK: just fucking spit it out.

JOON: One, you go back to your old life and I won't bother you anymore but without y/n or Two, you keep fighting, try to keep y/n and I'll kill her because if I can't have her neither will you.

JUNGKOOK: what kinda choices are these? I can't let y/n go... she's not yours.

JOON: she's not yours either. If you choose the first one, you can't contact y/n. You cant see her or try anything strange because I will kill her and you. If you choose the second one, she dies anyways. I'll leave you to think it over, but I'll be back shortly.

JUNGKOOK: you son of a bitch... can you atleast loosen these up?

As I put my hands in the air.

JOON: sure...

He loosened them up... I didn't try anything because what's the point.

They walked out of the room and locked the door behind them.

I was able to stand up...I started thinking about the decisions I had...and neither one was something I wanted.

I started thinking about how things were when I was in Miami and how free I was. I'd get my life back and Y/n wouldn't have to die. I didn't want to leave her alone, I love her more than I've ever loved anyone... I don't know how to live on without her, but it has to be the only real option. 

I started screaming and hitting the wall, I kept hitting it until I felt almost numb. I couldn't stop thinking about that douche being the possible father of her child, and now I'd never really know.

ONE HOUR LATER

I was sitting on the floor, just staring off into space when I heard the door unlocking and in came in Namjoon.

He came in grabbed a chair and sat it in front of me.

JOON: so, what's your choice?

I looked up at him, I clinched my jaw and balled my fists up because I knew I didn't have much of a choice....

JUNGKOOK: The choices you've given me are fucking impossible for me....

JOON: well I guess that sums it up for us huh?

As he stood up and started walking to the door.

JUNGKOOK: you didn't let me finish.

He started walking back and sitting in the same place.

JOON: proceed.

JUNGKOOK: I'll leave her alone. I'll go back to my old life. Do you promise not to hurt her? If you really love her, show her... treat her good.... She's been through a lot.

JOON: who do you think took care of her when you left her?

JUNGKOOK: I didn't leave her, she left me.

JOON: and ended up pregnant by me.

JUNGKOOK: do you really gotta do this?

JOON: I'll be the one to marry her, she'll have my children. We will grow old together.

I felt a pain in my chest. My face was boiling, my whole body felt like it was about to go limp. There was nothing I could do.

JOON: you made the right choice.

JUNGKOOK: I made the only choice I could.

He smiled and got up and walked out....

TIME SKIP

Y/N: KOOK!

He didn't even bother to look up to me...

Y/N: Hey...

She ran over to me and grabbed my cheeks and pulled up my face to look at her...

Y/N: Why aren't you saying anything to me?

I pulled my face out of her hands

JUNGKOOK: I.. don't wanna see you anymore...

She looked at me in a confused way...

JUNGKOOK: Go...

I said as I gave her a little push

She got up and started walking to the door...

JUNGKOOK: did you have sex with him?

Y/N: what?

JUNGKOOK: the baby was his, that's why you were so upset when it came to the baby because you knew it wasn't mine.

Y/N: it could have been his yes...but it's not like you think...

JOON: we had sex.... or did we not?

He said as he grabbed y/ns cheeks and made her look into his eyes. She easily submitted to him.... Like it was nothing... it made me feel sick

Y/N: I mean yeah we did but...

JOON: see.. told you... the timing... it was my child.

Y/n pulled her face away from his grip....

Joon grabbed her arm and started to pull her toward the door..... but she turned around one last time...

I couldn't even look at her... my heart felt like it was going to burst out of my chest. I am broken... I'm dying inside but I have to do this for her safety, I have no other choice.

Y/N: Jungkook... I..

JUNGKOOK: LEAVE!!!!

Y/N: I love you...

She said as she walked out and it shattered me to pieces.

The next morning they let me go, and he made Jimin escort me back to Miami to make sure I left.... I use to be so powerful, so strong... and one teenage girl changed everything for me.

I had to let her live on with some dickhead, I get to go back to my old life which is so empty without her....

THREE YEARS LATER

It's been three years or so since I've last seen Y/N....

Dongchul tells me about her sometimes, but I can't listen to it.

I'm still having a hard time with it, I'll always miss her, I'll never get over her.

I worry about her daily. I wish I could flyTo California and bring her home, here where she belongs.

Everyday I think about you, I still keep the pictures of you in my phone... I look at them everyday, hoping for a miracle....

There's nothing I can do, I have to let you go...

The only thing I can doIn the gardenIn this worldIs to bloom a pretty flower that resembles youAnd to breathe as the me that you knowBut I still want you...... I still want you

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