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| TRIGGER WARNING: DRUG ABUSE AND VIOLENCE WILL TAKE PLACE IN THIS CHAPTER |

Y/N POV

We made it home and I was already so mad at Jungkook for telling Hoseok about us and the truth....

JUNGKOOK: Let's eat something...

I stayed quiet

JUNGKOOK: What sounds good?

I still ignored him and was changing my clothes....

He was looking annoyed...

JUNGKOOK: Why are you ignoring me?

I was standing beside the bed taking my earrings out....

JUNGKOOK: why the fuck are you ignoring me???

He said as he walked around the bed to my side...

He grabbed my waist, and bent down so our faces met each other...

JUNGKOOK: why are you acting like this?

I pushed him away and he grabbed mt wrists and pushed me onto the bed...

Y/N: Get off of me...

JUNGKOOK: why are you ignoring me?

Y/N: you told him.... about everything.... We don't know him like that....

JUNGKOOK: we need some kinda ally y/n....

Y/N: how do we know he isn't working with them?

JUNGKOOK: I did my own research on him... Do you think I'm that stupid?

Y/N: I still think it was  a stupid idea....

Jungkook got off of me and sat up against the head board....

I got up and finished getting ready for bed....

Jungkook was still looking very annoyed with me, but I was really pissed off at him for telling him everything... What if he went to the police? what if he worked with the cartel?

He followed me into the bathroom while I started brushing my teeth.... I looked in the mirror and he was looking at me with his head on my shoulder with his chest against my back....

Y/N: you have had that look in your eyes all day...

JUNGKOOK: what look?

Y/N: Dark..cold...eyes...

He looked away and started doing something else...

Y/N: why?

JUNGKOOK: I don't know..

Y/N: It scares me..

JUNGKOOK: I scare you? seriously?

Y/N: that side of you does....

He went to walk out of the bathroom....

Y/N: seriously? are you really mad at me over saying that?

As I grabbed his wrist and he swung his arm back and grabbed me and pulled me up against the wall in front of him with his arms on each side of me...

JUNGKOOK: You scared now?

He chuckled and walked off...

I finished up in the bathroom and he was eating at the kitchen counter....

I wanted to ask him something without amping him up.... but I think no matter how I say it.. He will get crazy.... So I just left it alone.... and went on to lay down...

fifteen minutes later I heard him walking toward the bed...

JUNGKOOK: you're just gonna go to bed without saying a word to me.... That's fine... I'm gonna go out for awhile... I'll be back...

Jungkook hasn't done this kinda thing in a long long time... except for when he was on coke in Miami...

I turned around and sat up...

Y/N: really?

JUNGKOOK: yeah really....

Y/N: fine.. have fun

The moment he went out the door I jumped up off the bed to look around through stuff to find the coke... Cause that has to be the answer...

I don't know where he would have gotten it from.... but it would explain his attitude...

I got up and immediately started searching everything...

I went into the bottom drawer of my dresser that he knows I never use.... and there was a box.

I grabbed it out of the drawer and threw it onto the bed.

It was locked so I needed a key which I'm sure he had but I continued looking for them anyways.

FORTY MINUTES LATER

I still couldn't find the keys but I started looking up ways to crack it open on google and one thing I did have was a bobbing pin... which I gladly used.

I was working at it for about twenty more minutes and I finally heard the lock pop.

I opened the box and sure enough I found a bag full of white powder and I knew why he was being this way again... it all made perfect sense.

JUNGKOOK POV

I went out with a couple of friends to have some drinks, but I started getting tired so I decided to make my way home.

I was being as quiet as possible because I knew Y/N would be asleep by now.

I crept through the door and when I got to the bedroom, I seen her looking inside of something that was mine that I hid from her...

but I guess she really isn't that stupid...

She'd find out eventually.....but it pissed me off...

Y/N POV

JUNGKOOK: What do you think you're doing?

Y/N: What the hell is wrong with you? Why are you doing this again?

JUNGKOOK: I'm a grown man and I'm free to do whatever the hell I please...

Y/N: Oh my gosh, are we really back to this Jungkook?

JUNGKOOK: Give me that...

As he snatched the bag out of my hand and some of it came out of the bag and that really set him off.

JUNGKOOK: WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?

Y/N: you snatched it from me....

He threw it to the floor and grabbed me by the arms..

Y/N: Jungkook fucking stop it.

JUNGKOOK: you think you can tell me what to do?

Y/N: no I just care about you... why would you start doing coke again?

JUNGKOOK: It's none of your damn concern

As he threw me to the floor....

Y/N: I can't go through this again...

JUNGKOOK: Oh do you plan to leave ? where ya gonna go? With your little boy toy Joon?

I couldn't even believe he was acting this way... again...

Y/N: WOW.... That's low...

I picked myself up off the floor and started cleaning the coke up off the floor..

JUNGKOOK: I GOT IT, MOVE..

As he grabbed my arm again and shoved me into the bed...

I felt so alone at this point... If I don't have him... who do I have? I can't go home... I can't go back to the states... I feel unsafe when I'm not with him but if he is gonna be abusive again... I don't wanna live like this...

Y/N: I'm not gonna live like this again Jungkook...

JUNGKOOK: Live like what?

Y/N: you pushing me around again...

JUNGKOOK: Pushing you around?

Y/N: yeah....

He started walking toward me.... I got up and started moving toward the hallway but he was walking to quick and backed me up close to the wall instead...

JUNGKOOK: What pushing you like this?

As he pushed me lightly...

Y/N: STOP

JUNGKOOK: Or like this?

As he shoved me harder into the wall this time...

Y/N: MOVE...

JUNGKOOK: OR WHAT PRINCESS?

The thoughts running through my head... Just told me to leave.... but my heart didn't want too...

Y/N: I want to go..

JUNGKOOK: Oh yeah? where?

Y/N: Away from you...

JUNGKOOK: AWAY FROM ME?

He pulled back...

JUNGKOOK: Fine go...

I looked at him a little confused because I don't understand how he gave in so easily.

I started walking toward the door to the bedroom... and He didn't follow....

I grabbed my some pants and my socks and shoes and was about to head out the door, but as soon as I unlocked the door I felt a pair of hands grab me and sling me back into the wall.....

Jungkook was so close to me at this point, his nose touching mine...

JUNGKOOK: did you really think I'd just let you walk away from me that easily?

Y/N: maybe...

JUNGKOOK: You're really pissing me off today...

Y/N: yeah well I'm not the happiest with you either..

JUNGKOOK: Ahah... yeah whatever...

As he locked the door back and turned the hallway light off...

I followed him into the bedroom again..

Y/N: I'm serious.... I'm not gonna live and be with you if you continue doing drugs... I can't do it with you again...

JUNGKOOK: You arent going anywhere... so I suggest you get your ass in this bed with me..

Y/N: no...

JUNGKOOK: NO?.... NO????

He walked over and grabbed my chin with one hand...

JUNGKOOK: I don't want to hear that word come from your mouth again..

Y/N: would you rather me text it to you?

JUNGKOOK: do you think you're funny?

Y/N: Am I laughing?

He grabbed me by my throat and pushed me up against the wall again...

JUNGKOOK: DON'T PUSH ME...

Y/N: You're hurting me... stop it!

His grip was so tight on me throat... I don't know why coke turns him into this person but I hate this....

Y/N: Kook.... please stop... let me g..........o....

Everything slowly went black....

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