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IN THIS CHAPTER THERE WILL BE SENSITIVE MATERIAL SUCH AS SUICIDE, SO IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THIS PLEASE DO NOT READ....

JUNGKOOK POV

We heard some foot steps walking toward us.... I don't know why they were just holding us instead of already killing us... they have to be new to this or some plain out suckers.

MAN: well well you finally decided to wake up...

JUNGKOOK: what do you want?

MAN: I don't want anything from you, it's what my boss wants...

JUNGKOOK: who is your boss and why isn't he man enough to face me himself?

MAN: he's a busy man..

JUNGKOOK: I'm sure he is..

MAN: you will get to meet him soon enough.. don't worry

JUNGKOOK: worry about what? Please.. if he or she wanted me dead I'm sure I would already be...

The man smirked and walked out... Jin fell asleep... so he obviously wasnt worried a bit about this shit.. but I want out of here.

???????: I want them begging to live by time we are done with them...

MAN: sir you know that won't be an issue

???????: I'd hope not..... beat the shit out of them....

MAN: yes sir..

MAN POV I walked into the room where they were and their eyes shot up so fast but they didn't look scared but by time I am done they will be in fear or dead.....

I grabbed the first one off the ground and threw him back down.. he wasn't even trying to fight back...

I kicked him and hit him until he was on the ground bleeding...

MAN: that's what you deserve..

As I spit on him...

MAN: you're next..

As I looked to the other one... and did the same.. it was odd neither one put up a fight......

JUNGKOOK POV

Even though I was trapped in this hell of a place, all I could think about was y/n.. and wondering what she was doing right this second.....

I was deep in thought when the same guy that's been in here multiple times unlocked my chains and pulls me with him to another room.. but not just any kind of room... it looked dark and there was blood around... and stuff to be tortured with...

He threw me down on a chair and tied me to it...

JUNGKOOK: you don't have to do all of this.. just kill me...

MAN: what would be the fun in that?

JUNGKOOK: why don't you tell your boss to come meet me?

MAN: he will be here shortly...

About ten minutes later in came some tall figure with a mask on...

JUNGKOOK: such a pussy you can't even show your face? What a pathetic piece of shit...

As I laughed...

He walked over to me and hit me in the side of the head.... for some reason this guy wouldn't talk...

He hit me again... and again.. until he started cutting me... and pulled a couple fingernails off.. while I sat there enduring all of this pain... all that kept me going was thinking of y/n....

I hope once they choose to kill me.. she chooses to move on.. and this doesn't kill her inside...

I think I expect to much out of her as a 18 year old girl... She's still trying to learn who she is...

I kept taking the endless blows until I couldn't take it anymore... I started feeling dizzy... until everything went completely black...

Back to present day

Y/N POV

DONGCHUL: we found the chips location...

Y/N: oh my gosh yes!! Let's go now!

DONGCHUL: we have to be careful going into this y/n.. we could potentially get killed ourselves... we don't know who we are messing with..

NAMJOON: I'll come help..

BACK TO JUNGKOOK POV A DAY AGO

I woke up in the same chair in the same room, I looked down and was covered in blood...

I realized my mouth was hurting pretty bad, so I moved my tongue around to find the pain was due to a tooth being gone.. in the back of my mouth...

I spit and blood went everywhere... These assholes did a real number on me....

DONGCHUL POV ( PRESENT TIME )

* RING RING *

DONGCHUL: Hello?

DONGCHUL: Yes this is he...

DONGCHUL: Yeah....

DONGCHUL: no... are you sure?

Y/N POV

Dongchul's facial expression changed after talking on the phone for a minute....

Y/N: What is it?

He just hung up the phone and looked down....

DONGCHUL: The tooth they found was Jungkooks...

Y/N: NO...

I started crying hysterically.... I couldn't believe Jungkook was dead... I can't live without him...

DONGCHUL: I'm sorry Y/n... shit...

BIANCA: fuck...

A WEEK LATER

Y/N POV

It's been one long week since I found out the love of my life is dead..

How am I suppose to live on without him?

How am I suppose to want to live this life without him?

I know I toyed with him sometimes... He did the same to me..

but as time went on I didn't realize how attached I got even before leaving Florida...

TWO WEEKS LATER

I still blame myself...for everything that has happened. I know he was a mafia boss, but he didn't deserve to die like this... He didn't deserve this life... He deserved way more... Me and him were so much alike... we didn't want this life, but it sucked us in...but this life also took him from me....

Jennie and Joon, and Bianca have all been here to comfort me...

Joon finally calmed his shit down......

THREE WEEKS LATER

I get so exhausted I don't even have the energy to eat... I can't even get out of bed most days...

FOUR WEEKS LATER

I don't know how much longer I can hold on...

SIX WEEKS LATER

I think... I want to be with Jungkook... If heaven or hell is real.... Maybe I will end up in the same place as him....

I started walking to the roof.... I've contemplated this for awhile now... I didn't realize how much I needed Jungkook until I actually lost him... I can't live on without him.... I just can't do this anymore...

I stepped onto the edge of the railing.... looking down and for some reason I didn't even feel afraid...

That's how much I wanted to be with him....

I slowly started releasing my grip on the posts....

There's only two places I can end up here....

With Jungkook or without him..... and the chance of the first one gives me enough hope to let go...

I had one more finger to go and I slowly released it, my body falling back... I felt so free.

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