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Y/N POV

Namjoon offered for me to go home but I didn't wanna go home and be alone after today, not right now anyways... I decided to stay at work and finish out the shift.

JENNIE: You sure you're okay? I'm sorry I didn't realize he was your old boyfriend...

Y/N: No don't apologize how was you suppose to know unless I told you?

JENNIE: do you wanna stay with us tonight?

Y/N: Maybe... I don't know if I wanna go home to be alone.....

JENNIE: You're always welcome!

Namjoon walked by and said

NAMJOON: yes always!

Y/N: thanks guys...

We finished up at work and started locking up and heading out to go to their house.

We got some take out and sat at the table together eating...

Y/N: I'm sorry for all the craziness at work today...

NAMJOON: STOP IT... It's fine..

JENNIE: So what happened with you and Jimin?

I took a deep breath and let it out...

Y/N: I was hanging out at home, he came over and asked me if I wanted to go to dinner " as friends " and at first I wasn't gonna go but I finally gave in and we actually had a lot of fun, we drank, ate good food...

I decided to leave out the part about Jungkook...I didn't want to get the involved..

Y/N: we went back to my place and decided to watch a movie and one thing kinda led to another and I ended up on top of him, kissing him... I stopped it ofcourse because I'm not ready for that and I honestly feel horrible because I kinda feel like I dragged him a long with a false hope..

JENNIE: Do you like him at all?

Y/N: I mean... kinda? but I'm just not over Jungkook yet...

NAMJOON: Gosh what's this guy have a golden penis?

We all started laughing...

Y/N: shut up haha... Our relationship was just different..

JENNIE: Different how?

Y/N: Just deeper than I thought it was

JENNIE: Kinda sounds like you both are still in love with each other.

Y/N: Maybe..

JUNGKOOK POV

I decided to go back to the hotel after leaving the coffee shop, I think I got my point across.

Hours went by and I just couldn't stop thinking of her....

I opened my lap top and opened the software to watch the camera in her apartment but she wasn't there.

I looked at my watch and it was 10:45 pm...

I wonder why she isn't home yet?

I decided to head over there, I knocked on her door and there was no answer, so I picked the lock and went in...

There was no sign of her... I sat down on her couch but started looking around and I found pictures of her with her new friends...

She really does look so happy.... apart of me feels guilty for everything... but I can't live without her now...

I decided to text her and ask where she was...

Y/N POV

I was watching a movie with Jennie when my phone started going off, I didn't expect it to be Jungkook but I had to play it cool...

He wants me to come home, which means he's at my place......

JENNIE: is everything okay?

Y/N: uhh.. yeah I just realized I had plans tonight with one of my neighbors and I completely forgot about it...

I don't know why I lied to her.... AHHH

JENNIE: oh... Are you gonna reschedule or go?

Y/N: I should probably go..

JENNIE: Do you want joonie to give you a ride?

Y/N: No I'll be okay..... I'll have them pick me up..

I don't know why I wasn't fighting Jungkook on this... Maybe I did care more than I thought I did....

I texted him where to pick me up but I'm not having him pick me up here, I don't want him knowing where they live...

I said my goodbyes and started walking to the place I'm suppose to meet him..

I was waiting when a blacked out car pulled up... He rolled the window down..

JUNGKOOK: Get in..

I hopped in and put my seat belt on....

Y/N: where are we going?

JUNGKOOK: I don't know, where do you wanna go?

Y/N: Wherever...

We ended up at the beach...

JUNGKOOK: Let's go sit next to the water... I brought alcohol..

Y/N: I'm not drinking with you...

JUNGKOOK: You don't trust me?

Y/N: No..

JUNGKOOK: but you trust a stranger with you?

Y/N: He's not a stranger..

JUNGKOOK: what is he exactly?

Y/N: I don't want to do this with you... again! I'm just gonna get an uber....

JUNGKOOK: no... Stay

He rushed around the car and pushed me up against it.. He didn't do it in a way that hurt me though.. He did it gently.

Y/N: I... didn't come to be interrogated...

JUNGKOOK: Fine... I'll stop...

Y/N: thank you..

We walked over to the sand and he sat down and I just stood there...

JUNGKOOK: Sit..

Y/N: I'm fine...

He yanked my hand and pulled me down next to him..

Y/N: YAHHHH... What is wrong with you?

JUNGKOOK: Just sit with me..

I sat down next to him and we just sat in silence for a little while looking out into the water, watching the waves... It was night time, so there wasn't a lot of people around... which was kinda nice

Y/N: how is back home?

JUNGKOOK: The same.. Just even more lonely now that you're gone.

I looked down into my lap...

JUNGKOOK: I'm not trying to make you feel bad, I was just saying how I felt.

Y/N: no.. I know... I just miss Bianca...

Jungkook looked down when I said that.... like he was holding back what he wanted to say..

Y/N: what?

He shook his head like he was nodding no

Y/N: tell me...

JUNGKOOK: Do you ever miss me? like the good parts?

I paused for a second staring at him... he was looking back at me...

Y/N: I'd be lying if I said that I didn't... How's work?

JUNGKOOK: Crazy as usual... but I bought a new house recently with all the extra cash...

Y/N: that's good...

JUNGKOOK: you wanna see the pictures?

Y/N: yeah...

He scooted over until our bodies were touching.. Which made me tense up some.. He makes me so nervous even when he's doing nothing...

JUNGKOOK: This is the entrance, the living room, dining room, kitchen, Guest rooms, Office, and the master...

Y/N: Wow, it's beautiful!

JUNGKOOK: yeah... it could be yours too... ya know?

I looked at him and he was partially smiling..

Y/N: I still can't forget.. everything that's happened..

He laid back onto the sand...

JUNGKOOK: I know.. I'm not telling you to forget... There are things that I cant forget either...

Y/N: Were too broken..

JUNGKOOK: Nothing that can't be fixed...

Y/N: What stick a band aid over it and call it a life?

He sat up and I could tell he was annoyed...

Y/N: I'll take a drink....

He handed it over to me... and I chugged down a decent amount...

JUNGKOOK: whoa, slow down...

As I took two more big drinks of it...

Y/N: I do what I want now... I'm grown...

Jungkook laughed... I forgot how beautiful he actually was through all the ugly shit he's done.

JUNGKOOK: Do you like what you see?

Y/N: What?

JUNGKOOK: You keep staring at me..

Y/N: No I don't...

I looked away so fast I'm surprised I didn't break my neck..

JUNGKOOK: it's okay if you like my face ya know? I like yours...

Y/N: It's your smile...

JUNGKOOK: you like my smile...

Y/N: I've barely seen it..

We've been sitting and talking about everything for an hour and a half almost two hours... He hasn't been mean or acted like a monster...

This is the part of him that I fell in love with...

I was definitely Tipsy from the alcohol... I think Jungkook was getting there...

JUNGKOOK: Can I stay with you tonight?

Y/N: uhhh

All the memories we had were running through my mind, and it made my whole body shiver... I remember the way he touched me the first time.. I think I was in love with him before that even took place...

I heard a voice from the distance... " Y/N "

I looked and it was Jimin coming near us...

JUNGKOOK: who is that?

Y/N: um.. It's no one..

JUNGKOOK: it's him isn't it?

Y/N: jungkook please don't start..

Jimin made it over to us..

JIMIN: whats the chances of us both being here?

Y/N: yeah... Weird huh?

Jimin and Jungkook were both staring each other down...

JIMIN: HI, I'm Jimin.. who are you?

Y/N: this is..

Jungkook cut me off..

JUNGKOOK: I'm Jungkook...

JIMIN: oh.. You're the Jungkook?

JUNGKOOK: one and only..

Y/N: Uhm..

JIMIN: Care if I sit?

JUNGKOOK: actually I do..

I talked over him and said " It's fine "...

Jungkook was already very annoyed with him...

JIMIN: I thought you were with Jennie and Joon tonight?

Y/N: I was earlier, but I met up with him..

JIMIN: Cool.. so... uhm can we talk about the other night soon?

Y/N: uh.. I don't know..

JUNGKOOK: I think we should get back to your place...

I looked over at Jungkook..

JIMIN: Stay for a little longer..

Y/N: I better get going..

We stood up and Jimin leaned in and hugged me and Jungkook didn't like that one bit..

JUNGKOOK: Don't touch her..

He pulled me away from Jimin..

JIMIN: what is your problem?

JUNGKOOK: you are..

Y/N: no.. please don't....

I turned around to face Jungkook....

Y/N: let's go to my place, okay?

As I put my hands on both sides of his cheeks..

He looked into my eyes... His eyes looked so dark and scary..

He looked over at Jimin and back at me..

Y/N: come on...

I was pulling Jungkooks hand...

Y/N: bye Jimin..

Jimin: bye...

He looked so sad... I felt so guilty.. but I know I needed Jungkook away from him...

JUNGKOOK: He's lucky...

Jungkook said as we got into the car...

Y/N: Me and him really are friends, what you saw didn't mean anything.. I seen you that night and was so upset and broken because I missed you... we drank together and I fell and that's how it started, but I stopped it..

JUNGKOOK: it didn't look like you did..

Y/N: were you even watching then? He left shortly after..

JUNGKOOK: I seen enough..

I got quiet...

Y/N: are you always gonna be this way?

JUNGKOOK: what way?

Y/N: controlling, and Possessive... Jealous!

JUNGKOOK: I don't like people touching what's mine.

Y/N: but I'm not yours...

JUNGKOOK: oh is that right?

Y/N: thanks for bringing me home...

I started getting out of the car but he reached over me and grabbed the door handle.

JUNGKOOK: We've had a good night... Let me stay

Y/N: No, I don't think you should...

JUNGKOOK: Y/N...

He got close to my ear and whispered " but didn't you like the way I touched you earlier "

Y/N: Jungkook..

JUNGKOOK: please don't Jungkook me... I've missed you and I know you've missed me... I wanna feel you.... I wanna taste you... I need it.. I need you....

His hand was slowly sliding down the outside of my leg to my knee and it started going up the inside of my thigh.... My breathing changed and He could tell... and fed off of it.

He kissed my cheek and started to kiss my neck... I was losing control...it's almost like he puts me under some kinda spell...

Y/N: How do you do this to me?

JUNGKOOK: the same way you do it to me...

The next chapter will be 21 + just for fair warning :)