☛ 𝓥𝓘𝓞ℒ𝓔𝓝𝓒𝓔 ☛

TRIGGER WARNING: There will be violence in this chapter and possibly the next, So if you're sensitive or just don't like this kinda stuff I apologize!

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Y/N POV

I heard the door open and in they all came. I seen some men carrying Jackson and Lisa they were knocked unconscious....

Y/N: LISA!!!!!JACKSON!!!!  omg why is Lisa here???? JUNGKOOK...NO please let her go, she has nothing to do with this!

As I was crying and screaming, Jungkook just gave me a look and said " stay out of my way y/n ".

I followed behind them and he turned around and grabbed me by my shoulders and pushed me into the wall and just looked me deep into my eyes and said " I'm doing this rather you like it or not, He crossed the line and most people only get one time to do that and they're out, Lisa was in the wrong place at the wrong time and she knows too much ".

JUNGKOOK: Stay up here...

Y/N: NO fuck you.. I'm coming with you guys

JUNGKOOK: I said NO you're not.

Y/N: Please don't do this to Lisa..... I'm going down there with you guys!

JUNGKOOK: no...the FUCK you are not!

BIANCA: Jungkook come on don't be that way.... It's her best friends... Can't she say her goodbyes? at least?

He looked over at her and back at me..... and said " Fine ".

I followed behind them down into the basement, I don't come down here at all usually but I followed behind them and they lead us all into a room with plastic up on all of the walls and floors and ceiling... Looks like blood stains were already allover everything like they've killed here before.... and it smells so bad!

JUNGKOOK: Just put them down here... CHUL, Thanks for letting me do this here.

DONGCHUL: No problem, I know it's a problem we have to get rid of...

Y/N: what? a problem for you how Dongchul?

DONGCHUL: did you forget we are apart of the mafia Y/n? We could all get caught up and go to prison if we have any loose ends with her or him.... and he blew up Jungkooks whole life.

Y/N: no jungkook blew up his own life by beating him almost too death....This isn't right..... You all are so fucked up in the head.....

Jungkook looked over at me and smirked...

JUNGKOOK: then whats that make you normal?

Y/N: Oh FUCK YOU... You are the worst of them all.. You evil sadistic asshole!

His face went stone cold, He came over to me and smacked me across the face and I could feel blood dripping down my lip.... I wasn't even surprised at this point. Everyone got really quiet and I just sat there on the floor next to Lisa... until she started to wake up..

Y/N: Lisa

as I grabbed her face...

LISA: Where am I? Why am I here?

I looked over at Jungkook and everyone else and she immediately knew what I meant by my looks.

LISA: no... NOOOO PLEASE NO!!!!

Y/N: She wont ever say a word..... please don't do this to her...

JUNGKOOK: There is no choice...

Y/N: YES THERE IS!!!

I looked at Lisa and started crying and I grabbed her and hugged her and said " I love you so much, I'm so sorry for getting us into this mess... you guys didn't deserve this "

LISA: Neither do you Y/n....

I looked over at Jungkook and said " can I talk to you alone please?

JUNGKOOK: Sure.....

We stepped outside the door into the hallway...

Y/N: can we please make a deal?

JUNGKOOK: Ahhhh.... You know that's not how this works.

Y/N: I know this isn't how it works usually but this is you and me Kook... and we both know Lisa doesn't deserve this... She wont ever say a word to anyone...

JUNGKOOK: She is a loose end...

Y/N: even if anyone found out, you run Miami, the cops won't do anything to you will it even matter?

JUNGKOOK: That's not the point, her dad and mom are well known around here and she could stir up trouble with this and what's the deal you wanna make with me ?

Y/N: I'll marry you and I wont fight it... I'll do whatever you want me to do.

JUNGKOOK: you know I could get you to do that anyways right?

Y/N: JUNGKOOK!!! Oh myGosh, do you hear yourself? ...

As I leaned up against the wall with my head leaned back up against it.

Y/N: I should have never sat down and stayed for that dinner that night... I should have never let you in my bedroom... I should have never fucking messed around with you at all!!!!

JUNGKOOK: oh yeah... let me guess you regret this now?

Y/N: YES I actually do. My friends wouldn't be sitting in that room preparing for their death right now if I wouldn't have talked to you and fell for you... this is a horrific mess...

JUNGKOOK: I'll take the deal with you to keep Lisa alive.

Y/N: Really???? Please don't play with me...

JUNGKOOK: no I mean it.

As he started to walk back into the room and I followed behind him. Jackson was awake at this point. He was talking really weird because of his jaw but I could still understand him.

JACKSON: Y/n... Why is your lip bleeding? are you okay?

I went and sat down on my knees in front of him...

Y/N: I'm okay.... how are you ?

He put his thumb on my lip and rubbed the blood off and just stared at me....

I couldn't help but start to cry...

Y/N: I'm so sorry for all of this... You don't deserve this....

Jungkook started getting irritated... and I made it even worse because I hugged Jackson..

JACKSON: No don't blame yourself for any of this... do you hear me?

As he grabbed my face with both of his hands.....

JACKSON: I love you... and I'll always love you...

Then he kissed me..... I was taken back by it... Jungkook grabbed him and pushed him away from me and up against the wall, Jackson got up and started fighting back...

Y/N: STOP!!

Jungkook started getting the best of Jackson and that's when I realized I couldn't let this happen..... I started looking around for anything to help me defend Jackson.... I looked over and I seen Donchuls gun in his holster and a crazy thought crept into my mind...

I grabbed it and cocked it the room got very quiet while everyone looked at me aiming the gun at Jungkook's head....

Y/N: I'll do it.

DONGCHUL: Y/n give me the gun...

Y/N: Fuck you no.

JUNGKOOK: are you really wanting to do this?

As he dropped Jackson and his men grabbed Jackson holding him... Jungkook turned around facing me looking right into my eyes while I was shaking holding the gun right at his forehead...

(This is the facial expression hes making)

Y/N: I'm not playing around... Let me and my friends walk...

JUNGKOOK: you think I'm just gonna let you leave  like that?

Y/N: I'm going to blow your brains out if you don't stop this nonsense.

JUNGKOOK: Oh yeah... DO IT then... LITTLE MISS BADASS!

He started walking closer and I kept backing up until I was up against the wall.....

He put his forehead on the barrel of the gun and yelled " PULL THE FUCKING TRIGGER Y/N " as he laughed in a psychotic manner. I looked at Lisa crying and Jackson bloody and beat up...

I looked at Jungkook and I saw a man that I loved dearly but he's a monster....

JUNGKOOK: What's wrong? Can't do it? Cause you love me more than you thought huh?

Y/N: I do love you... but I'm also so afraid of you and what you will do with anyone that gets close to me in the future.... So this leaves me no choice....

As I started sobbing, I could see his tears falling.... He didn't want this life in the beginning and I still don't... but I want him as bad as it sounds... but my friends lives depend on this so I have to kill Jungkook..

Y/N: Goodbye kook...

He closed his eyes and I began pulling the trigger.....but nothing happened.... There was no bullets inside....

JUNGKOOK: Well it looks like you just made the wrong decision kitten.

As he was looking me directly in the eyes he pulled his gun out and shot Lisa and Jackson.... All I could hear was ringing and I could no longer think clearly... I fell to the ground crying...

Y/N: NO.....no..... this didn't just happen...

Jungkook squatted down in front of me......

JUNGKOOK: I can't believe you were really gonna kill me for them.... tsk...tsk...

I didn't even care what he was saying to me anymore....

Y/N: I hate you so much.... you fucking sick sick man..

As I kicked him he fell backwards and I got on top of him hitting him.... I did this for about five- ten minutes and I had no energy left in me, so I fell to his chest and continued sobbing...

He put his arms around me, trying to comfort me for the shit he just pulled.

Y/N: Don't touch me... NEVER TOUCH ME AGAIN.

I got up and walked out of the room, I couldn't even look into the direction of Lisa and Jacksons bodies..... My heart couldn't take much more.

BIANCA: Y/n....

Y/N: what am I suppose to do now? I can't do this... 

She just looked at me with teary eyes.... her makeup smeared.... She grabbed me and hugged me so tight....

BIANCA: come on....

She took me to my room and laid with me while I cried myself to sleep. I've lost my mom, my best friends..... now I'm losing my mind....

WHAT DID I JUST WRITE?!?!?!?!??!

I'm SORRY!