✘ ƧӇƠƲԼƊƝ'Ƭ ӇƛƔЄ ƧƛƖƊ ƖƬ 21+ ✘

SMUT/FORCED/RAPE will be in this chapter so if you're sensitive to this please stop once you get to the Trigger warning.

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Y/N POV

I woke up and rolled over to see Jungkook sleeping like this next to me.

He looks so peaceful and angelic when he sleeps..... He stood by his word and didn't try anything with me.... It was kinda nice to have him here with me although everything going on has been overwhelming....

I started to get up and he started moving around some but just kept sleeping. I went over to my closet and grabbed out some clothes to wear for the day and I chose this:

I still had to shower so I went into the bathroom and was trying to be as quiet as possible to not wake Jungkook. Ten minutes passed and I was in the shower and all the sudden I heard the bathroom door close.... So I stuck my head out of the shower curtain and Jungkook was standing in front of the toilet....... FRICKIN peeing....

Y/N: You scared the shit out of me.....

JUNGKOOK: I'm sorry... I couldn't hold it anymore.

I closed the shower curtain and started to finish up showering before he took an opportunity to pounce on in with me, I heard the door close again and I felt so relieved. I grabbed my towel and got out of the shower only too see him standing up against the counter staring me up and down like a damn snack and said " you didn't think I'd go away that easily did you " ?

Y/N: I thought I had a shot at not getting bothered.

JUNGKOOK: I'm a bother... hmm

Y/N: YEA... you're!

JUNGKOOK: Can we stop this bullshit?

Y/N: what BS?

JUNGKOOK: Y/N! like grow up... my god!

Y/N: Let me go see Jackson

JUNGKOOK: I meant what I said...

Y/N: fuck what you said.

JUNGKOOK: why do you always have to push me? Do you like seeing me angry?

He pushed me up against the counter and put his hands on both sides of my body on the counter top....

Y/N: Stop.... this is like Deja Vu....

JUNGKOOK: listen to me.... and listen to me good. I don't want to hurt anyone else you care about but I will do whatever I have to do. Do you get it?

Y/N: You're a nightmare...

JUNGKOOK: Honey, You haven't seen anything yet.....

Y/N: Yeah I don't need to... I've seen enough.

He grabbed my wrist and pulled me closer to him....

Y/N: let me go get dressed....

JUNGKOOK: why are you being such a bitch to me?

Y/N: Seriously... you still don't get it?

JUNGKOOK: I know what I did.... I don't know what you expect from me... but I do know I'm sick of you acting like this with me.

Y/N: Then why are you sticking around? You're free to leave whenever you like....

JUNGKOOK: Yeaaa... Fuck you Y/n.....

Y/N: NO FUCK YOU JEON....

As I pulled my wrist away from him and shoved him back so I could walk out of the bathroom into my room. He followed behind me....

Y/N: OMFG LEAVE ME ALONE!

JUNGKOOK: never.

Y/N: for you to be such a big bad mafia boss you sure act like a little bitch.

That's the moment I knew I fucked up, That I went too far and I know something bad was coming......

TRIGGER WARNING: Forced/rape/ sexual  situations that are 21 + Below this point, if you're easily triggered by things like this please do not read the next section of this chapter.

Y/N: I'm sorry... I Shou

He cut me off by grabbing my arms to throw me on the bed, He ripped the towel from my body... He grabbed my hands and placed them over my head and held them with one hand while he was doing whatever he was doing... I could hear his belt unbuckle and he said " I'll show you a little bitch ". 

Y/N: Jungkook... I'm sorry I didn't mean it.

As I tried to fight my way out of it but he didn't care... I think he was just seeing red....

But he wasn't listening to me anymore, He was being so rough and careless....

He must have realized he didn't lock the door so he put his mouth near my ear and said " I'm going to lock the door, Don't you dare fucking move a muscle or this will be even worse for you kitten " as he got up and went over to lock the door... I heard his pants hit the floor and the bed dip where he was getting on top of me....

I looked up at him with begging eyes and he just looked away from me and moved down to my chest and he was biting me allover the parts of my body that could be hid away. He moved down to my stomach and was biting my hips and leaving little bruises....

Y/N: please... stop it-ah....

He continued  making his way down to my inner thighs and his bites got harder and more painful...

Y/N: omg please quit, it hurts so much.....

I had tears streaming down the sides of my cheeks... he finally let my hands free, so I was trying to push him away but he wouldn't budge. He locked his arms around my thighs so I couldn't move them around and my arms could barely reach him enough to push him away. He had me right where he wanted me, and he knew it. I felt his tongue move over my clit but only twice.... I don't get his game plan here but he's confusing me.  He lifted his body up but kept his arms locked around my legs and pulled them up while lining himself up with my entrance....

JUNGKOOK: This might hurt a little.....

As he got himself lined up and he inserted it just a little bit, he forced his way in and I cried out and couldn't control my breathing or crying... He looked down at me and completely stopped himself.... He had a worried look on his face....

Y/N: You're hurting me...Jungkook please stop.... I learned.......my lesson....

JUNGKOOK: I'm sorry.... maybe you should think twice about talking crazy to me.

He climbed off of me and pulled his pants back up, As he threw my towel at me....

JUNGKOOK: I....

I just laid there waiting for him to leave....

He was walking back and forth next to the bed..... I could tell he was regretting what he has done.

JUNGKOOK: I was trying to fix what I've done to you... but you continue to push me back to who I was.... like.... FUCK Y/N!!!!

He sat down next to me on the bed.... he said " sit up "....

I continued laying there but he yelled " SIT UP " at me again, So I sat up slowly... He just watched me the whole time and all I could think about is the pain I felt...... It wasn't just the pain from him forcing himself on me... but the pain I feel in my chest from him doing this to me..... I Just looked down at my legs that were so red and bruised looking from him.... He looked down and touched my thigh and I jumped back a little.

JUNGKOOK: You scared now?

Y/N: yes I am.....

As I said really low while I continued crying

JUNGKOOK: I didn't want to do this to you....

Y/N: What do you want me to....to do... what do you want me to be... How long will it be before you grow bored of me and let me go or kill me?

JUNGKOOK: kill you? You think I'd kill you? I'll never grow bored of you... I'm too intrigued by you y/n. I just want you to be you.... not this provoking bitch....

Y/N: I don't think I can do this with you...

JUNGKOOK: hmmm... I don't believe that... you're not this weak.... or are you the little bitch?

I breathed in.... and looked over at him

JUNGKOOK: Don't ever call me that shit again.....

Y/N: I wont.... and no I'm not....

JUNGKOOK: You're not what?

Y/N: A little bitch.....

JUNGKOOK: I'd hope not.

Y/N: I have to get dressed...

JUNGKOOK: why, Where are you going?

Y/N: with Bianca shopping......

I got up and walked into the bathroom and closed the door behind me....

I have to be strong, This wasn't how I was going to become.... weak isn't me.

After I got ready I went out and expected to see him still sitting there but he was gone.

I put my shoes on and walked over to grab my phone but I found a black credit card with a little note that said " get whatever you want, no limit " .

Y/N: what the hell?

He's giving me so many mixed signals, its confusing me so much.... Maybe I've finally made him snap?