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Y/N POV

It has been a week since I've seen or heard from Jungkook but today is Friday again so I know he will be coming to dinner and I plan to stay far away. I Wanted to go see Jackson but I've been too afraid that Jungkook will hurt him worse than he already has. I still feel very guilty about it.

Lisa told me Jackson was doing a lot better and that she has been staying with him to help him out. She said that he doesn't hold it against me about what has happened. I will never give Jungkook the opportunity to do this to anyone else I care about ever again. I wish I could just kill him and get away with it.

I knew I would eventually have to face Jungkook again, but I wanted to hold off on it as long as I could. I texted Bianca to ask her if she could let me know when the food is done and I'll come down and grab some before everyone starts arriving, and she said yes.

Its around 4:50 pm, people will start arriving in about ten minutes, so I sent Bianca a text and she said it was fine to come down so I ran to use the restroom quickly and started rushing down the stairs, I turned to go down the hallway off the stairwell and I could hear laughing but it just sounded like Bianca and Dongchul. I walked into the dining room and into the kitchen to grab some food an while I was making my plate I heard Dongchul say " Hi Jungkook and oh who is this beautiful young lady " .

JUNGKOOK: Hey, This is Chaeyoung.

I didn't even bother to look up but obviously getting rid of him was a lot easier than I thought. He threw me away for a new model pretty quickly. I felt a little tug in my chest... Why do I care? this is what I want right? I kept making my plate of food and out of the corner of my eye I seen them all enter the kitchen and I didn't bother to look up but I could feel Jungkook's gaze burning a hole through me. I looked up long enough to scan over his face and his date and that's all I needed before I decided to walk out of the kitchen, heading down the hallway to the stairs.

Before I made it to the stairs Jungkook came out in the hallway and stopped me from getting to the stairs and just stared down at me but didn't say anything.

Y/N: Can you just stop please? I don't have the energy to do this today.

He moved to the side to let me by him and I continued up the stairs, He just stood there watching me... He honestly looked kinda sad but he's a monster he doesn't care for anyone... especially not me... He's already bringing new girls around after a week.....

He was looking like this....

The night went on and it got louder and louder down stairs. I tried to sleep but I couldn't knowing that Jungkook was downstairs with some other girl. I'm Jealous but I don't want him... How does this make any sense?

I heard loud noises and laughter and I'm guessing its from Bianca's room but it's really annoying and loud. I walked over to her room and knocked Bianca can you please stop being so loud, I'm trying to sleep and then the laughter started again.

So I opened the door and there sat Jungkook with his pants unbuttoned an his new toy sitting in between his legs..... When he looked up and saw me his eyes got so big and he said " Y/N.... Wait Y/N " I shut the door behind me and continued walking fast to my room and I heard Jungkook coming down the hallway and right when I shut my door he started wiggling the door knob trying to open the door.

He said " Y/n open the door " I just ignored him but I could feel tears streaming down my face..... " Jungkook Just go away ".

He said " Y/n... please just open the door ". I turned on some music and turned it up super loud to blare him out. After awhile I turned the music down and I didn't see his shadow under the door anymore. I unlocked my door and went to lay down..... All the crying made me exhausted, I quickly fell asleep.

THREE HOURS LATER

I opened my eyes and I was facing the window next to my bed but I heard movement but I took it as it being in the hallway or in Bianca's room, until I felt my bed dip down like someone was getting on it. I jumped up so fast with my back up against the headboard.... I couldn't make out who it was but I had a good idea. I reached over to turn the lamp on and he grabbed my hand and said " no just leave it off ".

Sure enough it was Jungkook.

Y/N: Why are you in here?

JUNGKOOK: Can I just lay with you?

Y/N: what... no... you and I both know it isn't a good idea. You brought someone with you why don't you go home and lay with her?

JUNGKOOK: you know I could if I wanted too.

Y/N: Then what the hell are you doing here? you know you just want someone who listens to your every command....

JUNGKOOK: No... I just want you to respect me... I just want you...

Y/N: OMG here we go again.... Please just go...

As I rolled back over and covered up with the blanket. I could feel him still sitting there. He really doesn't take a hint.

Y/N: Jungkook... why aren't you leaving?

JUNGKOOK: because I don't want too.... I'll just sit here all night then.

Y/N: what kind of point are you trying to prove?

JUNGKOOK: That you're stuck with me, and that I'm not going anywhere.

Y/N: well I don't want you here so please just go.

JUNGKOOK: You don't want me? I'm sorry for what I did to your friend... okay?

Y/N: No you're not.

JUNGKOOK: How would you know if I was or wasn't? Are you inside my head? I don't usually say things I don't mean.

Y/N: Yeah I've heard that a lot about you recently. Can you please just go now?

JUNGKOOK: Nooo... I'm not going anywhere....

I got up and started pushing him off the bed but he wouldn't budge but I lost my balance and fell onto the floor and he just looked down at me with a slight smile on his face and that made me even more pissed off at him.

JUNGKOOK: You'd really hurt yourself to hurt me huh?

Y/N: YES JUST FUCKING GO.....

He put his hand out to help me up and I pushed it away " I don't need your help ".

He just looked down at his hands, I managed to turn the lamp on. He looked up at me and said " Please just lay with me ". I said " NO jungkook ".

JUNGKOOK: WHY?

Y/N: I Just can't!

JUNGKOOK: Why are you afraid of me?

Y/N: no...I'm not.

JUNGKOOK: then just fucking sleep with me in the same bed just for the night.

Y/N: How about you sleep here and I just go sleep somewhere else....

As I grabbed a pillow, he grabbed me and pushed me down on the bed and hovered over me.

Y/N: JUNGKOOK, no.

JUNGKOOK: YES

We just stared at each other for about thirty seconds and I broke the eye contact and looked away. He put his hand on my cheek and made me look at him again. He smelled strong of alcohol.

JUNGKOOK: you....

He put his hands on both sides of my head ....

Y/N: Me what?

He rolled over next to me and just laid there staring at the ceiling. I rolled over and started dozing off.

JUNGKOOK: y/n?

Y/N: mmm... Yea?

JUNGKOOK: You know I do care right?

I didn't say anything...

JUNGKOOK: RIGHT?

He put his hand on my hip and rolled me over on my back...

Y/N: stop...

JUNGKOOK: NO... you know I Care for you right?

Y/N: no...

JUNGKOOK: I do....

I cut him off

Y/N: You don't care about anyone but yourself....

JUNGKOOK: That's not true....

Y/N: Really? cause you were about to fuck a girl in my sisters room right next to mine. hell you probably left here and still did. You've pushed one of my closest friends away from me.... You're making me hate you so much and I really thought I loved you....

JUNGKOOK: y/n.... HATE ME?  fucking stop...

Y/N: why do you always tell me to stop when things are getting real?

JUNGKOOK: real?

Y/N: yeah real.....

JUNGKOOK: you know nothing about being real. You've played with me and I played back and you didn't like it because it wasn't playing in the way you liked.

Y/N: what the fuck ever.... just get out.

He grabbed me as I was rolling over again and grabbed my wrists and held them down over top of my head. He got super close to my face and looked into my eyes.

JUNGKOOK: I might not love you in the way you think love is or should be but I care and love you in my own way.... I would kill someone for you... I'd take down a whole army for you..... I'd never do that for anyone else. DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

I looked away and he brought his face down to my ear and whispered " you're gonna marry me "

He started kissing my neck and made his way to the other side of my neck up to my other ear and said " you're gonna be my wife ". He moved his face back to meet mine.... I said " no ".... He said " Yes ".......... I pushed him off of me and rolled over on top of him and said " I'd never marry someone like you " . I was sitting on top of him with my legs straddling his waist and my hands on his chest as he looked up to me... he looked really broken..... he grabbed my hands and pulled them up to where is heart is. He then said " Then you'll break this thing beating in my chest ".

Y/N: maybe it needs broken.... Maybe that's your problem...

As I climbed off of him... He got quiet.... and I rolled back over and got under the blanket... I couldn't sleep so I just laid there thinking about everything....... I felt him shift beside me and I felt a arm wrap around me and he snuggled me....

Y/N: noooo....

As I pushed his arm away.

JUNGKOOK: please just stop.. I wont try anything...

I gave up battling with him...and let him wrap his arm around my waist. I started falling asleep but I heard him say " I do care y/n ".....