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Y/N POV

A month later.... I've done my best to avoid Jungkook thanks to Bianca's help. I knew it would be awkward. I haven't done much lately but go to school and come home cause my friends have been busy or something. I've been drinking some here and there with Bianca and we've actually been having a lot of fun together.

I told her about me and Jungkook and she wasn't really surprised she said that Jungkook toldher that he liked me and she also told me how she was the one trying to sleep with him because she didn't realize that we liked each other but I told her it wasn't like that... it was a one time thing!

I was just laying on my bed when I got a text message from Lisa...

So now I just had to ask Dongchul which will be the fun part.

I walk downstairs and Dongchul is sitting in his office " working " , I knock and then walk in...

DONGCHUL: hey Y/n... what's up ?

Y/N: i just have a question....

DONGCHUL: well I'm sure I have an answer...

Y/N: is it okay if Lisa stays the night? I haven't seen her in awhile and I miss her and just want a girls night. We planned to go get ice cream and go to the mall.... 

DONGCHUL: I don't know y/n... you know we're having dinner here tonight....

Y/N: I will keep us upstairs once we get back! I'll order pizza or something and we won't be a bother! Please Dongchul? I haven't tried to do anything stupid lately.. I haven't ran off or caused you any issues! I won't tonight either... we will stay in my room.. we will pretty much have everything we need!

DONGCHUL: hmm... well I guess.... 

His phone started ringing so he answered it and waved me away.

So I mouthed " thank you " to him....

So I just have to call Lisa and let her know!!!!!

A/N POVA couple hours later Lisa had arrived and her and y/n arrived at the mall... they headed over to the ice cream shop... they've been talking about things for awhile back and forth.... but they still had to tell each other about what's been going on in their lives... They got their ice cream and made their way to the table they chose to sit at...

Y/N POV

I want to tell Lisa about what happened with meand Jungkook.... but I want too.. so here goes nothing...

Y/N: so.... I have something to tell you.. please don't kill me!

LISA: oOoO??? Uhm... please tell?!?!?!?

Y/N: so... about a month ago... me and Jungkook kinda had sex.......

LISA: WHAT?!?!?!?!? And you didn't think to call or text me?!?!? This is big!!! You lost your virginity?!?!? To JUNGKOOK!!!!!!! How was it ?!?!?

Y/N: omg haha chill... first of all it was great.... he was so smooth... like I didn't expect him to be the way he was but during sex I told him to stop.... and he didn't... but I told him it was hurting when it wasn't and it was because I got scared of falling for him and told him to leave and I've been avoiding him ever since... I feel guilty!

LISA: wait.... did he hurt you? Did he force you?

Y/N: no he didn't force me.. I was into it... I wanted it and honestly still think about it and I just don't understand why I stopped him like an idiot and made him think he did something wrong when it was me... I was playing games... and he told me not too.... he probably hates me honestly...

LISA: I mean you don't want that life though.... I don't blame you but maybe you should talk to him... I don't know if he would be the type to feel guilty though.. he's a gang leader for god sake.

Y/N: I don't know he just sat at the edge of my bed and looked like he felt so bad.. I don't think he's like the other guys... he really does act so much different... you know Bianca was trying to fuck him and he literally pushed her away and told her no.. the other guys wouldn't have done that.. they woulda been down with it.....

LISA: whaaaat?!?! Yeah that is strange... usually guys jump right on it....  he does seem different though..... so have you not talked to him like at all?

Y/N: no I haven't at all... and how could I at this point ya know? What were you going to tell me?

LISA: well.... it's about Jackson... he ended up at my cousins birthday party because I guess they're friends and.. well one thing lead to another and we kinda messed around... I know that he liked you and I don't know why we did it... I'm sorry!

Y/N: omg why are you sorry ?!?!?! Why would I be upset?! I know he liked me but I look at him strictly as a friend... you both are my best friends and if you guys choose to be or do whatever... I'll always support you both!!!!

LISA: I don't know if we will go anywhere but I wanted you to know... I don't ever want to keep anything from you!

Y/N: oh Lisa, I love you... I know you wouldn't do anything to hurt me and you didn't... if you like him go after him!!!! I actually haven't heard from Jackson in a while but sounds like you've been keeping him busy ha-ha!!!

LISA: i haven't heard from him much lately either.. but I know there's a lot going on with his games and he's been hanging out with the boys a lot!

Y/N: yeah that's true! Ahh it feels good to tell someone else what's been going on....

A/N POVHours later they arrive back at the house and decided to head upstairs...they got to Y/n's room...

LISA: should we get some alcohol from Bianca?

Y/N: yesssss! Let me go ask her!

Y/N POV

I walked to biancas room and knocked on the door....

BIANCA: yes?

Y/N: it's me...

BIANCA: come in girl....

Y/N: heyyyy so I have a question....

BIANCA: mhm and that is? Haha

Y/N: can you give me and Lisa some alcohol ?

BIANCA: are you guys gonna actually stay in your room? Because Dongchul will kill me....

Y/N: I'll stay in my room... I promise!

BIANCA: okay don't make me regret it...

As she handed me a huge bottle of vodka....

Y/N: thank youuuuuu

As I ran out and down the hall to my bedroom squealing....

An hour or so has went by and me and Lisa were whining about Jackson and Jungkook and she brought up the great idea about Instagram stalking.. even though the man was right down stairs with my step dad.... but ya know what? Why the hell not? Drunk me said.... ahhh I'm an idiot...

So I opened Instagram and started scrolling... and seen this..

This girl is so pretty...... and they seem really close....

AHHhH Lisa look at this... they're beautiful.... 

LISA: but you're cuter!!!!!

Y/N: wahhhh stop it... I feel so stupid.. he's so cute.. I'm so jealous... I'm gonna comment....

LISA: NO NO Y/n... don't comment...

Y/N: uhm.... too late, I did it.... And she commented back 😭😭😭

Y/N: Omg... They are a couple.....

LISA: maybe she is just another one of the girls that just drools all over him....

Y/N: oh my gosh.. am I one of those girls now ?!?

LISA: you could never be one of those girls

As she grabs my cheeks and looks me right in the eyes..

LISA: you're a gorgeous force to be reckoned with!

I was crying in her chest.... when my phone dinged...

I grabbed my phone and looked at it...

Lisa grabbed my phone and read it... " oh my gosh y/n, he felt the need to tell you for some reason... that's a good sign "

Y/N: yeah but why....

We were listening to music and decided to drink some more... and starting dancing and having some fun.... but I had to pee so I ran into the bathroom....

JUNGKOOK POV I don't understand why she won't reply back to me but I know she is getting pretty loud upstairs... I have to talk to her.... I snuck away and decided to sneak up to her room... I knocked and came in and it was just another girl sitting there....

LISA: uhhh... uhm.... Y/N!!!!!!!!!

JUNGKOOK: where is she?

LISA: using the bathroom...

As she pointed at the bathroom door... 

Y/N POV

LISA: uhhh... uhm.... Y/N!!!!!!!!!

Y/N: whaaaa?

As I walked out and seen Jungkook standing there... I lost my breath for a second.... 

Y/N: uh... W... What are you... uh doing here?

JUNGKOOK: you wouldn't reply back to me....

Y/N: well, I'm busy....

JUNGKOOK: yeah busy being drunk Ha-Ha...

Y/N: yes... exactly. we're having fun... 

JUNGKOOK: can we talk?

Lisa looked up and was like yeah I'll go downstairs...

Y/N: no we made a promise to Bianca.. you can't...  we can uhh... let's just go in the bathroom Jungkook.

As I grabbed his wrist.. and pulled him into the bathroom... 

Y/N: so uhh.. what do you wanna talk about...

JUNGKOOK: i just feel weird since... we haven't talked much.... 

As he sat down on the side of the tub... I leaned against the counter... he was looking up at me with those beautiful dark brown eyes.. I had to look away...

Y/N: yeah... uhhh....  why does it matter ? You seem happy?

JUNGKOOK: come on Y/n...  

He looked like he was starting to get angry....

JUNGKOOK: Why are you still playing these childish little games?  I mean don't get me wrong I know you're young but you never acted like this before..... you are really pissing me off. You lead me on... I broke my code to be with you... and then you made me feel like the worst pos on earth... I'm done playing these games...

As he got up and slowly started walking toward the door... I took my leg and blocked him....

Y/N: wait....  

He pushed my leg but then I wrapped it around him some....

JUNGKOOK: what? What are you doing ?

Y/N: yeah you're right. I am being childish.... you didn't actually hurt me... I was just looking for an excuse... to get out of the situation because I don't want to fall deeper in this mess... 

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He turned around and looked at me... and walked until he was right in front of me... as he pushed me up on the counter and put his body in between my legs... standing up... his face leaned down to mine....

JUNGKOOK: I don't want to put you into a deeper mess Y/n....  so let's end this now... 

Y/N: no.... 

As I grabbed his shirt....

JUNGKOOK: what?

Y/N: no... 

I leaned my face upto his and touched my lips on his... and kissed him... at first he didn't kiss back and he tried to push me away... but I grabbed his hands and held them down on the counter with mine and started kissing him again...  at first he was reluctant but then he gave in....  he grabbed my thighs and pushed me back a little on the counter to the point it lifted my thighs up in the air... 

We had to stop for a minute to catch our breaths...

JUNGKOOK: you need to understand something...

As he kissed me again... and gripped my hip.... and pulled his self away again...

Y/N: yea?

JUNGKOOK: I just gave you an out and you didn't take it... 

Y/N: an out?

JUNGKOOK: I gave you a choice to be out of this... to not get involved... but at this point it's not only you involved... I'm involved now... and I'm not gonna just let you walk away so easily again...

Y/N: I understand that Jungkook.

JUNGKOOK: no I don't think you do..... you didn't walk away.. when I told you too two times... I'm not giving you a third chance to walk away... if we do this... right now... you're never getting out of this....

I just kinda laughed at the idea of what he was saying... I was drinking and I wasn't completely sober but I knew exactly what was going on.. and what he was saying but I just didn't take him serious enough....

Y/N: yeah... I get it....

I grabbed his face and started kissing him deeper this time... I started unbuckling his belt.... and then unbutton his pants... he pulled me closer to him.. closer to the edge of the counter..... I had on a huge sweater with panties underneath...  so he started rubbing my clit through my underwear... it created a huge wet spot on my panties....

JUNGKOOK: seems like you're excited for me... but I thought you didn't want this...? Hm...

Y/N: stop talking so much and just touch me already.... 

As I grabbed his bulge and started rubbing my hand up and down it... he started moaning... " y/n... ahhh.. you have to slow down.... " ... I just kept pushing him to the edge until he pulled my panties to the side and shoved himself inside me with no real warning...... 

The way he was staring at me, the eye contact was insane, "You no longer have an out."

He started moving faster and harder...  he put his lips right next to my ear and said "You're mine."

Chills went running down my spine but in the best way. I put my hands on his shoulders, and he lifted me onto him slightly so he could get better access and he went so deep inside of me that I couldn't even think clearly because of how good it felt....  all you could hear is moans... fast breathing.. and skin clapping together...... 

Y/N: J....Jung...oh my gosh... Jungkook...

He pressed his forehead up against mine and it was almost like he was looking into my soul....it's almost like he looked right through me with those dark intriguing eyes.... he slowed his pace down...

JUNGKOOK: i don't want too see you flirt with anyone else ever... you need to remember no one else can ever make you feel like this... like I do....

He picked his pace back up and was going so fast that my legs started shaking and I was trying not to be loud but it was so uncontrollable... "ahhhh... jungkoook... omfg.... don't... stAHP...."

He was moaning and breathing in and out so fast... that his body started shaking.... he looked up at me and smiled.. and looked back down...

Then he grabbed my chin and said "Do you understand?"... and buckled his pants and belt up... washed his hands while I was still trying to get my life together.... and kissed me on the forehead... said "Goodnight kitten.... when I text or call you... I want an answer or I'll come and get it..." and walked out....

I climbed down.. fixed my clothes and cleaned myself up... and walked out... Lisa's face was speechless....

LISA: GIRL... I had to put my AirPods in... y'all are nasty..... (that's so ravens voice) Ha-Ha 😂

And we both started laughing.... 

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