𝙵𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍

https://youtu.be/bFJvsIi05Dc

𝙹𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚔𝚘𝚘𝚔'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅

I can't help but tease y/n. I know she likes me, and it's fun just to watch her squirm when I'm around. I know she's only seventeen but what's the harm in teasing her?  During dinner she wouldn't stop looking over at me and my date, I only invited this girl here for that very reason. I didn't know for sure that she liked me until she liked my picture " by accident ".  I went back and sat down at the table with Seeyin, she was a nice girl but I didn't feel a connection with her like I do with y/n.

𝚈/𝙽'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅I walked back into the dining room... And the doorbell dinged and no one else seemed to care so I went to open the door and it was Jackson.

𝙹𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚔𝚘𝚘𝚔'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅I watched Y/n as she walked toward the door and some younger guy walked in and he was smiley and flirtatious with her... it made my blood boil.... I won't be able to snatch her up until she's 18 but I might miss out on my opportunity... especially with guys looking like him coming around... FUCK!

𝚈/𝙽'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅

Jackson: hey have anytime to hangout or talk?

Y/N: uhm sure come in for a second while I put on some shoes and tell Dongchul we are going on a walk!

Jackson: okay I'll wait. (As he smiled)

Y/N: Dongchul is it okay if I go on a walk with Jackson?

Dongchul: yeah that's fine.

Y/N: thanks!

As I was about to turn around to walk back to the door I caught a glance of Jungkook's face and he looked very cold in the face. He wasn't happy about something.

Jackson: ladies first. ( as he opened the door)

Y/N: thanks ha ha... so what's going on?

I was hoping that this conversation would not go in the direction I had imagined it would. I do not wants to cause to harm to Jackson. He is my best friend, and I truly appreciate and love him. I don't want to hurt his feelings!

Jackson: well.. you just wanna jump right on in huh ? ( as he put his hand on the back of his neck)

I could tell he was super nervous so I knew what was going to happen next.

Jackson: I was just wondering if you wanted to go to the movies with me and my other friends tomorrow?

Y/N: uhm.. you came all the way here to ask me that? Ha uhm you could have just texted me ya know? But sure yes I'll come.

Jackson: well maybe it was my excuse to see you and get away from my mom for awhile...and I can pick you up!

Y/N: that sounds cool. Is your dad letting you take the car more often?

Jackson: yeah, he's actually been pretty cool.

𝕁𝕌ℕ𝔾𝕂𝕆𝕆𝕂'𝕊 ℙ𝕆𝕍

Since Seeyin was getting along with Bianca, She was cool with me informing her that I needed to go outside and get some air for a bit. By the front door, I was leaning against the side of a post. I was feeling uneasy because Y/n was taking so long.

 I have no idea why I'm even allowing this to actually effect me. I heard some light muttering and laughter as I remained here for ten more minutes. Y/N and her little boyfriend were talking. I stayed quiet because they couldn't see me from where they were standing.

Y/N: that was fun... thanks for coming over!

Jackson: it's my pleasure.

As I started to walk back up the walk way Jackson yelled out to me.

Jackson: y/n actually I had something else to talk to you about...

Y/N: oh.. uhm what about ?

Jackson: you.... you know that I.. uh... that I like you?

Y/N: Jackson...

Jackson: I just think we would be good together and for each other.

I went back inside after having heard the boy confess to Y/N because I knew what was going to happen next.

Y/N: You are one of my closest friends, Jackson, and I couldn't imagine my life without you. That's why I don't think we could ever work out together, not in that way.

Jackson: yeah... but ?

Y/N: However, you're aware that's not what I'm searching for. You also know that I don't want to get involved with anyone right now because I'm trying to get out of here! I am deeply sorry...

Jackson: Yes, I am aware, but I assumed things would evolve and become more than they currently are.

Y/N: I'm sorry... I just can't offer more than my friendship.....

Jackson: your friendship is plenty.. I'm sorry for making you feel pressured or irritated.

Y/N: no that's not it at all! I'm glad you feel comfortable enough to tell me your feelings. I just don't want to break your heart.

Jackson: yea I get it... I'm sorry... I'm gonna get going.. I'll text you tomorrow..

Y/N: okay... goodnight...

I told my stepdad I was back and that I was going to bed for the night. All I needed to to do now is move some laundry to the dryer. When I approached my door after returning upstairs, I discovered Jungkook sitting there, looking intently at me with those dark brown eyes. "What are you doing in my room?" I asked him as I entered, not understanding why he was here, and what he wanted.

Jungkook: I..uh..

I started walking toward him.... and was asking him to leave...

Y/N: Can you just leave, please.

Then he captured me and swept me onto his lap, pinning one leg on each side of his.

Y/N: Jungkook...What are you doing?

My heart was pounding at the speed of light, and I understood precisely what he was doing. His heart hammered in his chest, and I could feel it. He purely peered deeply into my eyes without responding to my question. His hands started to migrate slowly down my back, but before he reached my butt, he quickly retreated.

Jungkook: I'm sorry... We can't do this.

On my bed, he tosses me over until he was bent over top of me. He had me pinned beneath him. He gazed into my eyes for a minute, then proceeded to give me a kiss on the cheek before getting up to leave. I lay there unsure of how to react to what he had just done, but I did know I managed to enjoy it. What was going on with me?