2 weeks later

James pov It's been 2 weeks since the accident and I'm not exactly doing great. I talked to Emily and she hates me, she blames me for Riley's death. First I thought that it's no ones fault it's just bad luck but when I really think twice about it, it is my fault. If we didn't break up, she would not have moved. How am I suppose to live with that.

When you lose someone it's Easley to shut everyone out and ignore the world that's going on around you. And that's kinda what I'm doing, I get so caught up in my thoughts that I'm just stuck. As I'm thinking someone knocks on the door, I really don't wanna open the door because i just want to be alone but somehow I find myself walking to the door. I open the door so a small string of light comes in and so I can see the persons face.

J: Emily?E: can you open up the door?J: oh yeah, sorry.

I say and step away from the door offering her to come in.

E: I'm fine out here. Only reason I came was to invite you to the funeral.J: when is it?E: in two weeks.J: it's really happening (I say quiet looking down at the card)E: I assume you will be there with the rest of a troop. And I guess it would be okay if you held a speech.J: I don't think her fiancé would approve of that.E: I don't know but I'm giving you a chance to do it so it's your choice.

Then she turns around and leaves.

I didn't say much more that day, i had a lot on my mind. Emily has this love for just shocking me and making me feel bad. Guess I'll write a speech, but when I com two think of it I don't really know her anymore.

Sorry guys for super short chapter but hope you like it anyways. I just wanted to post something so you still remember the book:)