Chapter 19

We’re laying in the bed just wearing underwear. My head is on Niall’s chest while he plays with my hair. I take his hand and intertwine my fingers with his. 

” It was amazing. ” He whispers.

I can tell he’s smiling. And i’m too. It was really amazing! But even if that moment is perfect, my mind won’t let me have a good time. I keep replaying the moments where I saw the Emma, Liv and Skye. 

” Niall? ” I say, hoping he’s not sleeping yet.

” Yes, babe? ” 

I sit on the bed and he sits next to me, his arm on my waist.

” Do you think it was too fast? ” He asks, turning at me.

” No! ” I laugh a bit and continue. ” Why do you think Liv is Harry’s date and why did she come and presented herself like she don’t know me? ” 

 ” Harry is good looking and much of girls like him, you know. And maybe she didn’t recognized you, babe. I don’t think she’s the one who wrote the hate letters. ” He answers.

” I don’t think she’s with Harry because of him, but because of me, like she’s watching me. And she did recognize me! She was always looking at me with knifes in her eyes. ” I reply.

” Ugh, Avery! Please, stop. We’re just gonna sleep and tomorrow will be a beautiful day! Okay? ” He says, lying down on the bed.

” Okay so now you don’t believe me?! ” I say as I get out of the bed.

” I never said I don’t believe you! I just think you’re overreacting. Come back to bed, love. ” 

” Oh, now i’m overreacting?! ” I put on a pajamas and walk out the room, really pissed off.

I hear Niall following me but I don’t feel like talking to him since he thinks i’m ” overreacting ”.

” Wait! ” I hear him saying behind me.

” Wait for what? It’s not your car that been destroyed, and the hate letters wasn’t destined to you! You don’t understand what i’m living! ” I shout.

” You’re upset, and I understand that! What happened to you is really bad, but I can’t do anything cause you don’t want me to call the police! ” 

” I can settle it by myself. I don’t need police. I don’t need you for that either. ” I say as I walk out the flat, in pajamas.

I hear him running to the room, because he’s still in pajamas. But when he’ll come back, I’ll be gone already. I run away from his apartment building. When i’m far enough, I just walk around, not knowing where to go now. I feel tears falling down on my cheeks like a river.I’m breathless and my feet hurt since I don’t have my shoes on. I sit on the sidewalk, my legs against my chest. I lean my head against my knees with my arms around my legs. I hear steps so I look up, but I don’t have the time to know who’s walking to me that I feel myself falling.