fight but it will always be alright

a/n: same as always, but before we start, just advising you that there is some spiciness in this chapter so beware. i hope y'all enjoy, and please give a star if you like it. :)

love, so complicated. one fight equals ghosting the other. talking to the opposite gender results to jealousy or trepidation. at the same time, they still love each other, tears wasted for no reason. you just have to stay confident and make sure not to make a mistake. mistake in meaning, watch your words.

BACKGROUND KNOWLEDGE:

flashback:

"i can talk to anyone i want!" he yells back at me. my heart pace begins to quicken. i could feel my body tremble from second to second. i thought of words but they wouldn't come out, i'm afraid if i say something wrong, he would get madder than he already is.

"i- i know i'm not saying you can't talk with her i'm-"

"I DON'T GIVE A GOD DAMN ABOUT WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY!"

i couldn't hold them anymore. i breakout in emotions, tears. i looked up at him and saw that his face was red and his fists were clenched to the sides. i couldn't think of anything else, but to walk away.

"where are you going?" he asks much calmly.

no reply.

"y/n, Y/N!" his words echoed through my head. i don't even know if i can forgive him for this incident.

end of flashback———————–it has now been 4 weeks since hawk and i had that terrible fight all from me confronting him. he kept calling and texting me but i refused to answer. friends came up to me and told me that he wanted me to meet him or we needed to talk, but i still denied. i missed him oh so terribly much, but i can't just let it go so soon.

i walked to class after a couple run-ins on the same people who keep asking if i was "okay," and replied with the same ole' answer, "no." as i ambled cross to class, i felt someone grab my hips and push me into a dark room filled with cleaning supplies. he began to kiss me and i kissed back purposely knowing who he was.

"jump," hawk says in his deep raspy voice.

i sprung up and he grabbed my thighs. i could smell the astringent heavy deodorant that gave his signature scent. the kiss continued, till he moved down to my neck, planting long sucks and purple marks on each side. he trails the kisses back to my lips and we continue the drill.

one last passionate kiss we separate.

"y/n, i've since that day instantly regretted how i acted towards you and hope for your forgiveness. i've realized that i was already occupied with the most luckiest *hot* girlfriend in the world, that there was no need into speaking with other women without your consent. i love you so much and i mean it."

i couldn't help but smile. i kiss his cheek and give my only, a hug.

"i forgive you, i love you too "eebee.""

a/n: the next couple chapters will be more of eli without the mohawk so stay tuneddd. also HEADS UP, eebee is your nickname for him; eli + baby = eebee. remember, you are loved and i thank you all so much, bye!