♡ 18

I barely get my shoes off before Sunghoon's hands are back on me. He grips my hips, bringing my back against him, his teeth nibbling at my ear.

"Let's get you washed up." He guides me toward the bathroom, unzipping my skirt and letting it fall as he does. I almost trip as it falls to the ground as I am walking. Sunghoon holds me tightly, picking me up off the floor again, walking quickly to the bathroom.

"What is your hurry?" I ask, as he pulls off my shirt once we are in the bathroom. "Didn't you spend the weekend with someone else? You can't be this horny."

He turns on the shower, before turning back to me, taking off his own shirt. My breath hitches audibly as his muscular chest and arms flex as he discards the shirt.

"You underestimate my sex drive." He smirks and my heart sinks. Does that mean he did sleep with her? He said earlier she is just a friend, but that's how he would describe me, too, isn't it? Does he have sex with all of his friends?

He kisses behind my ear, making his way to my jawbone, before completely skipping my neck, kissing the top of my chest. At first I am confused and then I realize, he isn't kissing anywhere Heeseung had.

Heeseung. Should I be in Sunghoon's apartment, letting him touch me like this, when I had been close to Heeseung tonight? But I can't seem to focus on that as Sunghoon's fingers lightly run over the top of my panties.

"I am surprised you wore these." He says, hooking his finger around them and tugging them down. "Weren't you planning a big night with Heeseung?"

"No..."

"Isn't what it looked like." Sunghoon stands back up after I step out of them, looking down at me. "His hands were all over you." His tone was short again, his eyes flashing with anger for a moment. I am confused. Didn't he just say he slept with someone else and he wanted to go back to how things were?

"What are you doing right now?" I ask.

"What does it feel like I am doing?" He asks, unhooking my bra and pulling it off of me. He guides me toward the shower, before he starts to unbuckle his pants.

"You seem angry." I say, taking a step back. "You said you wanted to go back to how things were. You gave me a stuffed animal, remember?"

"Yeah," he nods, running a hand through his hair. "And I do."

"Then why are you bringing this up?"

"It is a fact you were trying to sleep with Heeseung tonight." He replies, pulling me into the shower. "That, or you were trying to make me jealous."

"I was under the impression you couldn't get jealous, because you only wanted our partnership. Have your feelings changed?"

"No." He says too quickly, his hands moving me back against the wall as the hot water pours over us. "And just so you know, the moment you left he probably went off to find someone else. He's probably with her right now."

"Why are you doing this?"

"I don't want you to get your hopes up about tonight." He shrugs. "Heeseung was probably too lazy to try and get someone he's actually attracted to, so he took the easy low hanging fruit."

Ouch. He has me naked in the shower and yet, he chooses to continue to verbally attack me.

"You know what, Sunghoon," I say, pushing his hands away from me. "Maybe you should find that porn you were watching the other day or call Youngji. Because I am not in the mood for you tonight."

I go to step out of the shower, but he wraps his arm around my waist, pulling me against him, resting his forehead on my shoulder.

"Please don't go." He whispers.

"I'm not going to stand here and let you speak to me this way."

"I am not trying to hurt you, Peaches." He replies. "I want you to see he is a player. He doesn't care about you and will only end up hurting you."

"And I should continue fucking you? A man who is blackmailing me?" I shake my head. "And Heeseung is only a player, because he hasn't found someone he truly cares about yet."

I feel Sunghoon's hands tighten into fists at my stomach as he lets out a shaky breath.

"And you think that someone is you?" He asks. "Like tonight made him wake up and see you differently? If that were the case he would have run after you at the club, but instead I came. He would have called you by now. Do you have any missed calls? No. He doesn't fucking want you."

"Unlike you, right? Who at least wants this from me?" Tears were stinging my eyes now, but I didn't want him to know how much his words were hurting me. "I should be grateful that someone wants to fuck me at least, right?"

"That's not..."

"Just leave me alone, Sunghoon." I push out of his arms, grabbing my clothes. I put my bra on.

"Peaches, wait..."

"Don't call me that." I back away as I pull on my shirt. "Fuck you, Sunghoon. Find someone else to torment, because I am done."

"Torment? Is that what our relationship has been for you?"

"What else would you call blackmailing someone?" I ask, leaving the bathroom, the shower still running. He should turn that off.

"Don't come back, begging me to fuck you when you precious Heesung turns out to be exactly how I said."

"You are so full of yourself." I laugh, grabbing my skirt and pulling it on. I am aware that my underwear in still in the bathroom, but I am not going back. I hurry to the door, sliding on my shoes, picking up the stuffed penguin. "I would never beg you to fuck me."

"We will see." He shakes his head and I chunk the penguin at him before storming out of the door.

I angrily push the button for the elevator, pulling my phone out, my hands shaking. I don't have any missed calls or texts.

By the time I get off the elevator, Sunghoon is waiting on me, keys in hand. His hair is still dripping wet and he's wearing his indoor slippers, but he is clothed. I try to ignore him as I walk past him, but he catches my arm.

"I will take you to Sohyun's or to your dorm. It's late and you don't need to be getting into a car with a stranger."

"Better than with you."

"Y/n, let me give you a ride." He says, as I jerk my arm away, storming out of the building. He follows.

"Y/n!" Sunoo calls out from his car. I had texted him in the elevator, knowing he was getting off work about now. That was fast. He lives two minutes away, he must have been almost home. He looks at Sunghoon and then back to me. "Are you good?"

"Fine." I assure him and cast a look at Sunghoon. "I don't need you." And I hurry to get into Sunoo's car, knowing I am going to have to tell him everything.