Feelings

It's been 2 months since I've seen Dre... "Mike,Angels on line 2." Ally said. I quickly picked up, "hello? " I asked. "Hey Michael its Angel!" She said "Hey what's up? ""Well next Saturday, you can come and see her. But Dr.Taylor wants me to talk to you about something. " She said. "Shoot. " I said. "Well we've been working on self defense with Dre for a while but now we want her to be on guard but not be scared of men, especially her significant other. ...""Okay?""So i guess my question is, where do plan on taking your relationship with Dre, just friends? Dating? " She asked. "Whenever she feels comfortable i would like to date again. " I said."Okay so our favor is we need you to help us get Dre use to you touch, especially if you guys are intimate." She said. " Okay, i can do that. " I said. " So noon saturday? ""Sounds good. " i replied. We ended our phone conversation, I got my schedule and cleared my saturday and notified Will. "Hey mikey. " I heard a high pitched voice say. I cringed at the sound of her voice. "Yes Ashley. " I sighed." Oh I was just seeing if you need any thing, had any needs i could tend to. " She said biting her lip. "Nope. I am perfectly fine. " I said. She walked behind me, rubbing my shoulders. " are you sure? you feel tense." She said rubbing her hands down my chest. "Ashley stop." I said but she started to unbotton my shirt. I pushed her hand away, "I said Stop!" I shouted.She jump back in shock. "M-mikey.....I thought you loved me? " She asked. I gave her a look as if she's crazy, "I never said that, you put that in your head. " "I thought we were a thing? " She said trying to make me feel guilty. Not!"Nope. We're strictly business. It was inappropriate for us to do those things. Pull another stunt like this? Your job will be on the line. " I said. "Is it inappropriate for you and Dre to fuck?" She asked crossing her arms. "Don't bring her into this. Now get out. " I said. ** saturday**I pulled into a parking spot, I then signed into the rehab. Angel came and got me, "good you're wearing sweats and a Tshirt. I was afraid you'd wear your slacks and stuff. Here put this on, so if she kicks you between your legs, it won't hurt. " She said. She led me into the gym, Dre caught a glimpse of me then ran to me. She hugged me tight,"hey. " I smiled. "Hi, i missed you. ' she replied with a little smile. " I missed you too." I replied. "Alright let's get down to business, Dre stand here, Mike stand right here. Okay, so we're gonna start of slow. Michael, i want you to set your hands on her sides. " I did as told. Dre looked nervous, "step closer to her. " She instructed. I stepped closer to her. My body was only a couple centimeters away from hers. "Alright, i want you to take you hands and place them on her shoulders then run your Hand down her arms. Okay great this is going well. Alright, Dre sit down on this chair Michael sit here. Kay now place your hand on her knee. Then run it up her thigh, do that a few times, then go on the inside of her thigh."Dre was shaking, "don't be scared Dre, I'm not here to hurt you. " I said. I slid my hand on the inside if her thigh then slowly slid it up, "Stop! STOP!" She hollered. I pulled my hand away, "I'm sorry." She apologized quickly."Dre don't apologize, this is gonna take time." Angel said. " Wanna try again?" Angel asked. Dre nodded."Talk her Michael as you touch her." Angel said. "But be more basic....""Remember the first day we met." I said smiling. A light smile covered her face. I wrapped my arms around her, "you probably still can't cook, can you?" I giggled. She shook her head as i reach down to her lower back. "Your mom got so mad i took you home that day." I Said. "She did." She replied.I pulled her tight against me, "remember the first time I kissed you?" I asked as my hands then glided over her butt. She nodded, "yeah, and I got scared and went into your tent." She replied. I let my hands rest on her butt. " okay, that's it for today. ThanKS for helping Mike." Angel said.***I laid on her bed with her watching cartoons, she was so excited that she finally got a TV. "Why are you being like this with me? Is it cause you feel bad for me now?" She asked randomly. I sat up facing her, she was being serious! "You don't want me to be nice to you?" I asked."Oh nonono! It's just you made it clear we were to only be business." She said. I stared at her for a few seconds, brushing the hair out of her face. "I do feel bad for you, but I guess it's because I was mad at you then finding you kind of made me realize you never know how much time you have with someone.... and I feel like I need to be here for you. You were my rock through my addiction. And i kind of miss you." I said." So you're really not mad at me anymore?" She said. I shook my head, "I wanna start over." I replied. She looked a little guilty. "Whats wrong?" I asked."Michael, I'm not ready for a relationship, not for a while." She said." I'll wait. "I said simply."You don't h-" "I want to." I replied."Michael this is gonna be a long road. I may never recover mentally from this." She said."And I am going to be there, as your friend, boyfriend, fiance, husband. I'm going to help you. I want to." I said. Tears formed in her eyes she threw her arms around me, hugging me tight. I held her close, i laid a light kiss on her head. "Thank you." She said."No, thank you." I replied