Pain

This was only my 3rd no....maybe my 5th....no it was my 4th... wait it might be my 7th....god damn it! I was only suppose to have 2 drinks and now I'm on my 7th. How the fuck was i suppose to get home.... I guess i have to call my mom ...again. ....."Mom....""I need you to come get me again...""I know. Im sorry. ""I'm at club 21....thank you." I said.I went out side and waited for her to come get me.**" when are you gonna grow up?" She snapped." Mom I'm sorry." I said." This is the third damn time Audrey! And it's a damn week day! Why in the hell are you going to the club on a week day?" She shouted." please stop yelling."I said." You know, you're gonna go to the club by yourself one day and something bad is going to happen to you and no one's gonna be there to save you! ""Mom your being dramatic. "I laughed feeling the alcohol run through my body."Why are you doing this to yourself." She asked shaking her head."I'm young and i wanna have funnn!" I laughed throwing my hands in the air. My mom just shook her head....***"I need another batch of song Audrey." Michael said."I just gave you some yesterday?!" I said. " And i need more. " He said."Well i don't have anymore. " I snapped."Your problem, not mine. Figure it out." He said."No, write your own damn songs." I argued."Its not my damn job!" He snapped."And I'm not some machine that can just write songs out my ass!" I shouted."I'm just gonna let Will deal with your ass." He said."Is that how you deal with your problems? Have someone else take care of them? How mature Michael...." i replied."Who the hell do you think you're talking to?" He snapped again."Obviously you!" I shouted."Would you two stop arguing."Trey shouted.Michael just walked off."Man all you two do is argue." Trey said."Well its like all he wants me to do is write songs all day. I can't just shit out songs. They take time." I said stressed out." Dre you have been slacking off a bit. What's going on? " He said"Nothing it's just a hard time right now and he's just making it worst." I said." Dre you know you can talk to me." He said with much sincerity."I know Trey...I'm fine. I'll be okay." I said." if you say so." He said then leaving.I wasn't okay....as days passed i knew I developed a problem. I couldn't go a day with out at least stopping by a bar and having one drink. It seemed to be the only thing that made my days better. After work I went to a bar and grill and just ordered myself a scotch. " are you driving home Audrey?" The bartender asked. I nodded."Well that's all I can serve you then." She said." that okay. Thats all I needed. Here's your money, keep the change. See yah tomorrow." I said then chugging my scotch then leaving."Mom I'm home. " I hollered. " Hey sweetie. How was. ..." she stopped then sniffing the air" what?" I asked backing away from her as she walked closer to me."You went to the bar again, didn't you." She said sternly. I just stayed quiet. " answer me Audrey Anne. Did you go to the bar again?" She asked."I had one drink mom, one. That's it." I said putting my hands up in defense. "Audrey do you have a drinking problem?" She asked concerned."Mom! No! I dont! " I hollered walking off."You can't just drink your sorrow away." She said"I'm not mom. Drop it!" I shouted angrily slamming my door.**MICHAEL'SPOV ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ "She drives me fucking insane." I said."Somethings going on with her Mike. Her mom has been calling me asking when did Dre leave work. Apparently she doesn't come home till late." Wesley said. " where do you think she's going? ""I know exactly where she's going. The bar. " He said. "Really, she was never much of a drinker before. " I said. " like 2 or 3 times in Florida Ally and I had to pick her up from a club because she was so drunk. I think she has a drinking problem." Wesley stated.I was taken back by his last statement. "Drinking problem? No i don't think so, she's smarter than that. " I said. "I don't know man, her mom thinks she has one too....but everytime someone trys to talk to her but blocks them out. The only people she'll talk to is trey and will." He said. " nah, maybe you all are thinking to much about. I think I'd be able to tell if she had a drinking problem." I did scratching my chin. "Really because she didnt realize you had a drug addiction till the doctor's told her you ODed. These things are sneaky Michael. You out of all people should know that. "