- Deja Vu~ (Extended Version)

After a few days I was able to leave the hospital, but I visit everyday and stay there all day. Jay is still in a comma, it breaks my heart knowing he hasn't woken up. Sometimes I watch him as he sleeps, and wonder if he's dreaming anything. Or what he's dreaming of. My sweet baby, even when he sleeps you can tell how much of an amazing person he is. I wanted to bring along the triplets with me, but I'm not allowed. The guys barely visit, they've been so busy with their job and all. They're having just as a hard time, because of me of course. Their manager hates me. I don't blame anyone who does, look what I've done. At times I get vulnerable and think about leaving without warning. But then I think, what if Jay wakes up and asks for me? Knowing him, he'd pack up everything and leave with our triplets to go hunt for me. And I can't let him do that. But then I wonder, what if he wakes up and doesn't remember a thing? Would it be better if it was to stay that way? Forever?

Jungkook: Noona.. (whispers)

I turned around and immediately got up to hug him, then gently sat back down.

"Jungkook...what are you doing here? Did you guys get a day off? Where are they?"

V: Jin and Jimin went to check on the triplets, the rest are busy. But we're here.

He smiled, I nodded and turned back to face Jay. It's been 3 weeks now and he still hasn't woken up. I have to be as patient as possible, I didn't wake up until after 2 months. So I don't care how long it'll take him.

Jungkook: Noona...do you miss him?

V: tsk..of course she misses him.

I chuckled. "I miss him very much Jungkook.. I swear if I could I'd go back in time and change everything..."

V: He will wake up soon. Hobie is a strong man, his soul is full of hope.

I smiled.

Jungkook: Should we sing for him? That'll help right?

I lightly chuckled at his suggestion.

V: Guess it wouldn't hurt? Ally you with it?

"...of course I am." I said low.

Jungkook: Later though, I'm hungry.

I laughed.

V: thanks for ruining the moment maknae -_-

Jungkook gets up and heads to the door.

Jungkook: You guys want anything?

"No..I'm good."

V: I want a candy bar.

Jungkook nodded and left. I caressed Jay's cheek, and smiled to myself, wondering if he sang to me while I was in a comma.

V: Ally..

"Mm?" I faced him.

V: I-I'm..sorry..

"For what Tae?" I glanced back at Jay.

V: For kissing you...that..n-night..

My smile faded, my heart ached remembering that night.

"I forgive you...just..don't do it again."

V: I love you...

I looked at him. "I love you too.."

V: But not the way I do.

"Probably more then, I love you Tae, I love Jin, Namjoon, Yoongi, Jungkook, Jimin and Jay. You guys are my life, from when I first discovered you guys...to meeting you guys.. to becoming family... I still can't believe it. Never in my life did I imagine I'd be apart of your lives. I'm very grateful. I love you all, just as you all love me. Jay is my husband and father of my kids, you guys are family. I love you all."

I bit my lip to hold in my tears.

V:....I love you. I'm very grateful to have a strong woman like you in my life. Even if you're just my friend but you're more than that...like you said...we're family.

I smiled and hugged him.

Jungkook came back.

Jungkook: Okay Tae I got.. *GASP* HYUNG!

I was startled but I turned around and saw Jay had awaken.

"JAY!" I instantly leaned in to hug him and burst into tears.

V: Omo! HYUNG! YOU'RE AWAKE!

Jungkook: HYUNG!

They both leaned in to give him a hug, he lightly chuckled.

"Baby, you okay? Can you hear me?.." I cupped his face.

He looked at us as he blinked a few times, he kept looking back and forth at us. My heart pounded.

"W-who...where am I?" He said.

I let go and sat up.

"Baby, you're in a hospital..." I said, I went to hold his hand.

He shifted his hand away before I held it, I lightly gasped.

"Who are you?" He said.

My eyes widen and I felt the tears forming. No, this can't be. He has to remember, no. He did not lose memory!

"Jay...it's me..Ally?" I said.

V: Hyung... she's your wife.

"Who are you guys?" He said.

Their eyes widen and I started to cry.

Jungkook: Hobie..it's us..Jungkook and Taehyung? We're your members, your bros.. we're all part of BTS. Bangtan Sonyeondan?

J-Hope: Bangtan? What?

"Jay..."

J-Hope: My name is Hoseok...not Jay.

My heart stung, I got up and held on to V, I can't take this. Is this how he felt when I couldn't remember?

V: She calls you Jay, you're her husband, you guys have triplets.

J-Hope: My triplets! Where are my babies?

I turned to face him, he remembers our triplets but not me?

Jungkook: Jimin is with them, and Jin. They're okay.

J-Hope: Who the fuck is Jimin? And Jin? Who are you people?!

I continued to cry silently.

V: You don't remember now, but it'll come to you soon...hopefully..

Jungkook: I'm gonna call the guys, let them know Hobie woke up.

J-Hope: It's Hoseok!

"...don't shout.." I mumbled.

He looked at me with such disturbance.

V: Hyung...

J-Hope: What happened to me? Why does my head hurt so much? Why do I feel sore and weak? Where are my babies!

"I'll go get the doctor."

I walked down the hall and got the doctor, then we walked back.

Doctor: Hoseok! Glad to finally see you awake, I was concerned that you may be asleep longer than your wife did.

Jay glanced at me confused then back at the doctor. The doctor looked through his file and checked the monitor.

Doctor: Okay, you're in stable condition. But I recommend you stay for at least 2 more days.

J-Hope: What happened to me?

Doctor: Yes. I will ask a few questions and you tell me what you know. Arasso?

Jay nodded.

Doctor: What's your name?

J-Hope: Jung Ho Seok.

Doctor: Okay, at least he knows his name. Alright now...do you remember the last thing you did. Are you aware you're apart of a group? BTS? With 6 other men.

J-Hope: N-no...I don't.

Jungkook: He'll remember right doc?

Doctor: Are you aware you're married to that young woman there?

He glanced at me then shook his head no.

Doctor: Do you remember having triplets?

J-Hope: Yes! Where are they?

Doctor: They're okay...but.. you know you have triplets but you can't remember you're married? Who do you think is the mother?

J-Hope: Hyorin.

Everyone: HYORIN?!

"Jay.." I mumbled.

V: Hyorin? Really hyung.

J-Hope: What? I love her.

I let out a light yelp as I covered my lips, not only does he not remember me. He thinks he's in love with Hyorin.

Doctor: Hoseok. You are not in any sort of relationship with Hyorin. The mother of your kids is her, Ally.

J-Hope: That isn't right?

"Yes it is...Jay. I love you.. I can show you pictures and videos to prove it. I'll show you I do, please babe..remember.. remember what we have."

J-Hope: ...I want to see my babies.

Jungkook: Aish...Ally it'll be okay. He'll remember.

Someone walked into the room, it was Hyorin holding some flowers and balloons.

J-Hope: Hyorin!

Hyorin: Hobie!

She walked towards him and leaned in for a hug. Seeing him embrace her really hurt me.

J-Hope: Honey are the triplets alright?

Hyorin: Honey? Wait..what?

V: He thinks you're the mother of his triplets.

Her eyes widen and looked at Jay.

Hyorin: Hobie..I'm not the mother?... in fact we're not in a relationship or anything. We're good friends. She. Is your wife. It's her Hobie...not me.

She turned around and smiled.

I looked away from her gaze. I'm mad.

J-Hope: But..I don't..

V: You don't remember shit right now. So shut the fuck up and stop assuming bullshit!

"Tae..shh."

J-Hope: wha..

Doctor: I'm gonna ask everyone to leave. He just woke up so you can't blame him. Screaming at each other won't help either. Please leave, Ally? You can come back tomorrow.

I nod, grab my purse and leave without another word. Taehyung and Jungkook followed behind me. The walk to the elevator was silent until the doors open up.

Jane: Ally! Where are you going? Is Hobie okay?

"Who cares?" I said coldly.

V: We'll explain.

Jungkook: yeah..

Jane was confused but listened.

We stopped by a Cafe and sat at a table. I slurped on my bubble tea and the boys explained.

Jane: He said that!?

"Yeah."

V: Hyung will remember.

Jungkook: At least he remembers your triplets?

"Mhm."

Jane: You don't look so happy..Ally.. Jay's awake!

I rolled my eyes. "He doesn't remember me. He loves Hyorin. I'm leaving."

Everyone: No!

"Whatever. I'm not listening. I'm leaving, it's better this way. He can stay with the triplets."

V: You can't just walk out like that on him.

"It wouldn't matter since he doesn't fucking remember. Right?"

Jungkook: Noona..

"I'm sorry. But.. I can't do this anymore. I'm leaving."

Jane: If you leave, then there would be no point in everything you went through.

"Everything I went through? I went through hell and back with him. Don't you see? It's fucking faith! He doesn't remember squat, so I can leave and go my own way. Everyone will be happy!" I cried.

Jungkook: But..what about us? Your babies?

"I trust you guys can take care of them.. I'm sorry but I'm not changing my mind. I'm leaving."

V: you're talking stupid. Hobie went through the most when you were asleep. What the fuck?

"I'm sorry. But I can't deal with it anymore."

Jungkook: Okay! Noona..at least give him a few days. Or a month. He could remember.

I guess I should.

"Okay...he has a month. I'm gonna help him to remember,you guys too."

Everyone: Of course.

I smiled.

Okay Jay, I was just kidding I would never leave you, I'm gonna do everything it takes so you can regain your memory. I love you and our triplets ♡

> To be continued..