- Ally POV (Extended Version)

Jay wasn't joking when he said he had a gift for me back at home. I was "punished" if ya know what I mean. *-* . Hehe. We fight often but what's a relationship without arguments? Exactly nothing. Sometimes he gets me upset when he tickles me, yeah I know. I'm overly sensitive but I can't help my funny bone. I'm crazy... to think I was considering in moving to N.Y all because of that fucking kiss. Who does she think she is?! I'm definitely no longer a fan of hers anymore. Next time I see her I'll show her who's the queen of Jays heart, and if I have to get physical then so be it. God I hate that she kissed him. The thought of it gets me so angry. Jay walked in and lay beside me on the bed.

"Open wide!" He fed me a strawberry.

"Mmm. It's good.."

He chuckled. "I know."

"What are the others doing?"

"They went to practice."

"What are you doing here?"

"I took the day off.. I wanna spend time with you babe."

I awed and gave him a kiss. "You didn't have to..."

"Of course I had to... here." He fed me another strawberry.

"Hey I gotta ask ya something.." he said.

I raised an eyebrow.

"Did you and Taemin talk about anything last night? Did he console you? Or uh.. how'd he calm you down? I mean..you're pretty hard to tame. Heh."

I thought about last night..

-flashback-

"What do you mean staying here was a bad idea?" He said.

"Ugh! I'll explain later just drive.."

He stood silent until we got to his place, he walked in and sat me on the couch. He offered me a glass of water, I took a few sips before I spoke. I explained what happened.

"It was probably a misunderstanding." He said.

"You should've seen him. He looked like he enjoyed it.."

"He was in shock maybe? He loves you, he did a good job showing it off to all his fans."

He's right. But Jay is so stupid! Letting Hyorin kiss him.

"Still! They kissed!"

"Let him explain in the morning.. get some rest."

He walked me to the guest room, it's so nice here, big and spacious with my own huge bathroom! Wow.

"Make yourself at home." He said.

He closed the door and I took a shower then changed into Pjs. I stepped out to the balcony and watched the waves hit the shore. This is so pretty, so calming. Why does Jay have to be famous god? Why couldnt he be a normal person..hm.. either way he'd be an outstanding person. He's crazy talented and so bright. He gives me hope ^^... although right now I'm not so hopeful. What if I have to deal with this type of shit all the time? Can I go through with it? I've gone through way worse though...but this..this actually feels more worse than the past. Relax Ally, you're just upset right now. I hope he has a good explanation. I hope he tells me it was all her. I hope I hope I hope I hope! I slided the door shut and walked downstairs, Taemin was making hot chocolate.

"Hey...you want some? You okay now?"

I nodded and took the mug he handed me. He poured me hot chocolate, I took a sip.

"Mm! This taste..different? Did you add something?"

"Hazel nut."

"Aahh.. it's delicious."

He smiled as he took a sip. It was quiet for a moment.

"Do you guys often argue like this?" He said.

"Psh..like 24/7. On the phone, in person, through text. It's ...frustrating..but I love him. Ugh..I wish I can get back at him but what will that solve?"

"You wanna get back at him?"

"Yeah like pay back yanno?"

He dropped his mug and came towards me, I was startled as he grabbed me from my arms and kissed me. My eyes widen, he released me and went back to his seat. I stood there in total shock at what just happened.

"Y-you..k-kissed.."

"I kissed you. Now you two are even."

"Why'd you do that?! It didn't solve anything!"

"Well, do you feel like you got back at him?"

For a second I thought about it..in fact I do feel even with Jay but...I feel so bad..

"Now I have a guilty conscience!"

"He doesn't have to know."

"No! I swore I'm never keeping a secret from him again."

He chuckled. "Goodnight Ally." He left to his room. I sighed. And went back to my guest room and locked the door. I ran my hands through my hair, I can't believe this. He kissed me? But it didn't mean anything, I guess he just needed me to calm down or something. I'm gonna tell Jay. He better not get upset, ugh who am I kidding? He'll definitely be upset.

-end of flashback-

"Babe?" Jay said.

"Huh?...ha..there's something I have to tell you..."

"What?" He sat up.

I took a deep breath. "We...kinda..kissed?"

He got up from the bed. "What?!"

"Calm down! I can explain."

"Yeah, now it's your turn."

"Okay..so I was saying how I wanted to get even with you..but then he just suddenly kissed me! I swear it meant nothing! He just felt like it would help but...yeah....."

He was furious.

"I knew he wasn't trustworthy! Thats why he gave me thay grin...I'm going over."

"No!" I got up and blocked the doorway.

"Move Ally." He said.

"Jay...now you know how I feel...don't do anything stupid."

"He kissed you!"

"And Hyorin kissed you!"

"-_- you're so mean."

"So are you!"

"If you wanted to get even you could've beated me to death or something."

"He kissed me, Jay"

"So what.. we're gonna be going back and forth with this shit?"

"No...it's not like that. I didn't wanna keep it a secret from you. We're done with secrets. Remember?"

"Please move outta my way. I need to use the bathroom, and get ready."

"For what?"

"We're going out today. I planned something, hurry before I change my mind."

I let him leave the room. I sighed. What if this is a back and forth type of thing? I'd fucking hate that. I shrugged my shoulders and got ready, Jay came back and did the same. The whole time we didn't say anything to each other, I'm sorry Jay...

"Ready?" He said.

I nodded. He held my hand as we got into the car. And we were off.

"Where are we going?"

"To a boat."

"A boat? Are we going fishing!"

"No."

I stopped talking since he was giving an attitude. We arrived and we got on a mini sized ship. It was so pretty and clean, I saw a table in the center.

"We're having lunch on a boat!?"

He nodded and escorted me to sit. I sat down as he poured me some whine. The boat began and he sat across from me. I opened up my plate and saw a nice fresh red lobster. We began to eat and I was talking a lot about how beautiful this is and how nice it was of him to do this. But he didn't say a word. -_-

"You know..if you're not gonna say anything then I don't know why we're here."

"..........he kissed you."

"You're still going on about that? I'm kinda getting over the fact Hyorin kissed you..."

"You guys were all alone..and he kissed you. I should've gone to get you instead of waiting."

"Jay you were alone with Hyorin as well...I'm sorry that happened but..just let it go?"

"How could I let that go?"

"Easy."

"No Ally..it's not easy. I'm only allowed to kiss you!"

"And I'm only allowed to kiss you!"

"Ugh!" He dropped his fork and left.

I understand he's upset but he's acting like he didn't get kissed or anything. I followed him into the ship.

"Jay. I'm sorry."

His back side faced me.

"It didn't mean anything right?"

"No. The kiss was nothing." I said.

He turned around came towards me and kissed me, I cupped his face and kissed him back. Then he picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him. We started to breath heavy as he kissed my neck. We helped each other undress and soon I was pinned to the wall. His fingers interlocked with mine as he thrusted deeply into me. Light moans filled up the small space. Everything was hot. Soon I came, and he came with me, I slowly slided to the floor as did he. We were laying there naked.

"We just fucked in a boat.." I said.

He chuckled. "I know...isn't it great?"

"Yeah...nice way..to take out ..stress.."

We took a few moments to catch our breaths.

"You hurt me.." I said.

"How?"

"You went too deep.." I bit my lip.

He laughed. "You'll be fine."

"Truce?"

He looked at me then kissed me. "Truce."

We dressed then went back out and continued enjoying our lunch. Our relationship is like a rollercoaster. A rollercoaster I never wanna get off. I love him and I'm bound to spend the rest of my life with him. He's perfect and just...god I just love him more than life itself.

> To be continued..