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SINCE THERE WAS A BIT CONFUSION to the LAST CHAPTER

'7 months before' is AFTER she left Namjoon. A re-cap of her life through those 7 months. you feel? then, it went to her current present. with the agencies.

SHE LEFT NAMJOON & MY BOYS 7 MONTHS AGO YUH FEEL?

If ANY QUESTIONS just ask, i don't bite.

unless you want me to. ;)

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This is it! This is a huge opportunity you took and your sure you'd do amazing. That this will give you an extra boost to become better at what you love to do. Just take pictures. Enjoy ones self hobbies and likes.

" You have everything set WAP?" Soojin asks, just as she enters into your apartment or used to be. You've gotta fly across the country. Which you haven't done in so long. Life in Brazil was different, amazing. And you've grown to love it.

" I said stop calling me that Jinnie." You sigh annoyingly, pulling up your luggage onto the bed, putting in a few small things.

" It's perfect for you! Or Angel in disguise! I know you've got a WAP because girl, I know you be having these men SCREAMING!!" Your face heated up like fire. It spread across your entire face to your EARS. This can't be happening. Not this, NOT THIS CONVERSATION.

" Awh, silent now are we WAP? Girl, I know. AND how else I know?" Soojin teasingly questions, laying down on your bed, back against the mattress staring up at you. " Because when we go out partying I loose you because I go party. BUT when I spot you I see you always take control of everything."

" Little Miss Angel is Dominant." This can't be happening. Not now. Your going to kill her. Why is she so observant. How can she know. Maybe bluffing?

" I'm not anything of that sort." You manage to say, sounding firm.

" We're— Well, we WERE fucking roommates and the days you thought I wouldn't come home I heard you get your little action on, oooo~" She wiggles her fingers, teasingly laughing as she watches the color of your face to neck change colors into a vibrant red.

" Can-Can we just hurry and go!" Huffing annoyingly and in embarrassment you zip up your luggage very aggressively and yank it to the floor. " I'm finished!" And you walk away with your luggage rolling behind you marching right towards the door.

Soojin can only bust out in giggles. Your off guard reactions are always the best and highlight of her life.

Sad that you'll be leaving for quite some time.

Maybe forever.

DESTINATION: AIRPORT 📍

" So, this is it WAP. You've spread your bat like wings and are now flying off to another part of the world without your Hot Sidekick." 

" If anything I'm fucking GLAD!" Soojin scoffs, and you in return sarcastically laugh like some hyena catching others attention. You didn't care for the attention as it slowly became something you didn't care for.

Cracking a slight smile both girls hug each other, holding each other closely. They've been through a lot, been there for one another. She's the best person you've ever met. She was like you. She enjoys the quiet company of herself.

Now she's just loud and never shuts up. But she's the best and you'll definitely miss her with your whole heart. She's helped you in ways you didn't think you need. She was constantly uplifting your emotional self. Giving you a great boost of good morning messages, compliments and that's enough to get your day started. And if it was ever shit, she'll turn it into the best shitty day. She was your daily support system. And you thanked her everyday for it.

She's such a sweetheart. Like a huge tub of warm hot chocolate with s'mores on the side.

"You'll do amazing baby. And this company will become even more richer with you in it." They giggle together, rubbing one another's back, as they rested the side of their face on each other's shoulders. "You be safe and stay away from trouble. Okay?"

" Trouble finds me. Not the other way around..." And that was certainly true. Trouble has always seem to follow you around like bad luck.

Not too long ago one of your crew members were to beat your ass to the floor when her position was passed onto you. And you didn't even know ahead of time. It was just thrown at you while filling up your cup of water ready to go back into the red room and focus on making your shots beautiful. And next thing you know hot coffee was thrown at you getting smashed against the wall besides you, missing you. It was crazy..

" But I'll let you know if anything." Pulling away you smiled, giving her arms a little squeeze. " You take care of yourself okay? Call me if anything. I may be thousand and thousands of miles away but I'll come back if anything. Okay?" Soojin slightly tears, nodding with a heartbroken smile. She's going to miss her best friend. A lot. Wiping her tears with your thumbs and pecking her forehead delicately. A sign of friendship, adoration, comfort, and affection.

It doesn't matter how long you've known someone. It matters how they both understand each other deep down to their hearts and soul. Crave for some sort of true affection, loyalty. Even in friendship. And they found that in each other. Like another half.

" No matter what. I'm a call away." Soojin nods, sniffling a little and hugs you one last time. Holding you just for a moment before for letting go. But there's something Soojin has been hiding for so long.

That she was fighting insider her for a while.

A CONFESSION.

" Y/n... I have something to tell you." Soojin exhales, twiddling with her fingers, swallowing thickly, feeling her pulse quicken, her heart growing bigger as it began to beat quickly.

" What's up?" You reply.

" I've lik-" She stops herself, swallowing her tongue. "l've been watering the cactus you bought me." She lies. But it made you smile. In reality the cactus died with the lack of water and sunlight. Too much sun and it turned yellow. Cool, she thought.

" That's great! Taking care of a plant is like a baby. Yet, it's beautiful watching it grow as every day goes by. The beauty within nature. And it's really relaxing too....So, continue doing it." You smile, patting her on the shoulder. " I should get going or else none of us will ever leave." You smile, and Soojin nods sadly.

She couldn't do it. She thought she could but she couldn't. One day she will but for now she's grateful for the beautiful friendship she has with you.

One last 'bye' not 'goodbye' because there's no goodbyes. Only 'see you later alligator.'

You walked towards security and you were set to go on the other side of the airport. Soojin was right across and they waved bye at each other high in the sky noticing each other giggling from afar.

You sigh happily yet sadly and took in a deep breath with a determined smile. Another turn in the page of the book for you. New page for a new chapter in your life. And you headed towards the gate never looking back only crushing Soojins hopes.

Hoping you would look back at her one last time before disappearing beyond the gates.

" I love you..." She whispers, only herself to hear the words, as they get lost in the taps and clicks of shoes of the many people walking throughout the airport. Soojin wipes her fallen tear and smiles walking towards the exit of the airport.

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I wanted to give insight of her meaningful friendship she has with Soojin. I hope y'all don't mind it...  Just giving you an insight in the main characters life as well.

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EDIT : 9/8/20

The book has NOT ended and to give y'all a heads up it'll be chapter

S E V E N T Y

NOW, pls... stop saying it ended & being diSApPOinTed of the EnDing when it hasn't ended—

sorry, it was just really IRKING me.

Still Love YALL.