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Absolutely frustrated to the fucking bone.

You miss two days and you got work that looks like they take two weeks to finish. But you got the brains to try and zoom through half of it... Or quarter of it.

KNOCK.KNOCK.

" Yes?" You answer.

" Can I come in?" You groan, dropping your pencil and walked towards the door, opened it only as wide as your body. Wasn't much of a 'you can come in' type.

" Yes?" You ask, again.

" Okay... I'm leaving." Namjoon informs.

" Okay." You push the door close but Namjoon pushes the door back open. " Uh, yes?"

" I want you here all day. Till I come back." He orders. That's not happening, your leaving.

" Okay." You nod, shutting the door and he stops it again. " Oh my- yes, Namjoon? Anything else?"

" No. Just stay here."

" What time will you be back?" Namjoon shrugs.

" Don't know, late maybe." You nod, and closed the door fully shut this time. You slipped on your sandals, and waited till you heard the dorm room shut.

CLANG.

You opened the door, peaking your head out and it's clear. Rushing to the door, grabbing your dorm keys and locked the door. You scurried down the corridors turning right and see him waiting for an elevator. You have to make sure he leaves.

But where does he go dressed all nice?

He had a fresh hair cut, his dark raven hair complimenting his beautiful complexion. A light blue dress shirt tucked into his denim jeans jacket.

Just fully acknowledging him, it's certainly a wow. He's so breathtaking beautiful and handsome. How can one pull off two words in one?

The little tiny butterflies flutter in your stomach, feeling your heart beating faster then what it should actually be at. You look away hiding, trying to ease your breathing. Why are you so nervous staring at him. You live with him and just glancing at him felt nothing.

Maybe you got to look at him from a distance? Or your just over reacting at how godly beautiful he is.

The elevator dings and your snapped back into your 'mission.' You don't go and peak yet, that just gets you caught, you wait till the elevator doors shut.

You walk out fully and he's gone. He's past level three already and is going down to the main lobby of the dorms. She's going the opposite, she's going across the dorms to see through the windows that shows the student parking lot. He parks there all the time.

Now, your sprinting to the other side. There's a right wing and a left wing. Your on the right, you got streets, trees, pastry stores, gift shops, etc. However, on the left wing they got the parking lot that's not bad looking, dumpsters but the area is always clean. It's the sad side.

Out of breath you make it to the window nearly smashing right into it. Fast sprinting leads to hard stops to slow down. You frantically look around through the parking lot, trying to see through squinting.

Your glasses.

" I'm so blind..." You sulk, noticing a little tiny blue blurry person walking to what looks like Namjoons colored car. You squint a little harder and you sighed in relief, it was him. He's really leaving.

" What are we looking at here?" You squealed a little, turning around in shock. Some guy was smiling. " Sorry, I was just curious."

" It's fine... I'm looking for my cat." The male nods, looking around outside, noticing a black and white cat passing by.

" Is it that one?" He points down and you quickly look down noticing a cat walking past. Great timing.

" Y-Yeah, I'll go and get it." Ready to just run back into your dorms knowing you probably won't ever see him again. Besides, your going to call Ten to come over.

" I'll go get it. I got you!" And he's off running into the elevator waving and the doors close. What just happened? You ignored the weird male and walked right back to your dorm, ignoring the fact that someone offered to rescue some cat that wasn't even yours to begin with.

You step inside your dorm room, going into your room, dialing ' Honey 🍯.'

" Hello?"

" Hey, Ten, it's me y-y/n," Ten squeals at the top of his lungs, pulling the phone away from your ear.

" HEYYY! What's up!"

" I was wondering i-if you wanted to come over? My roommate isn't here and then we can go s-shopping like you said?"

" Sure! I'll come by! What's your dorm room number?"

" 69, on the right wing." Ten hums, smiling.

" Okay! See you!" You give your farewells and wait for Ten who will probably come in an hour or so. Might as well, finish up your work while waiting.

Deep breath.

In and Out. Relax.

" Joonie! Hey baby!" And he's up on his feet quicker then ever, his heart beating right out of his chest, hands sweaty.

" H-Hey," Namjoon greets shyly, the female embracing him into her arms, his body going into complete shock.

" Why so stiff baby." She jokingly teases, caressing his cheek. He melts right into her touch, sighing fluttering his eyelids closed. " I missed you."

" And I missed you.." Namjoon whispers, butterflies fluttering in his stomach.

" I only have an hour till I have to go." And he shoots his eyes open, his heart clenching, upset. " I promised to meet up a couple of my friends."

" B-But I haven't seen you since last week... You said we would have all day together." Namjoon sulks, only for the female to roll her eyes, sitting right in the booth.

" Yeah, well I have things to do Namjoon. You said you understood." And sits right across from her, nodding.

" Right... I'm sorry." She chuckles, leaning over kissing his plush lips.

" It's okay! Now, can we order?" Namjoon nods, smiling and she begins to read the menu as she rumbled on about her studies.

But something that Namjoon caught from the women across from him. Was the fresh hickey marks hidden underneath the collar of her shirt.

He felt his heart shatter into millions of pieces.

Speechless.

She's seeing someone else.

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SINCE MANY ARE CURIOUS WHERE NAMJOON BE AT... h-here is like a PeAk of his hidden life.

ALSO UMM, THANKS SO MUCH FOR READING, COMMENTING, AND LIKING.

This book is taboo and i'm sorry 😔 THE MANY READS FOR THIS BOOK IS CRAZY. 78k? that's nearly to 80 and i'm actually pretty scared.

Thank you so much again, taking the time out of your day to read and everything.

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