*49*

I am so confused. Just yesterday, we were perfect! But since this morning, everything has been different with everyone and I don't know why.

I felt a tear run down my face. I quickly wiped it away and held my composure together. I took a couple deep breaths and relaxed. I kept telling myself to stop overthinking everything and to relax and just have fun.

"Ok, I'm back, sorry," Joe nodded, taking a deep breath.

We finished our meal and Joe held my hand as we went to walk around the nightlife for a bit.

"Joe, what's wrong?" I said, a little fustrated.

He kept dropping my hand and then holding it again. Pretty much, every little thing he was doing was unusual for him and to be honest, now I was just getting concerned.

"F.uck," He cursed under his breath, "Minx, just wait."

"Wait for what?! Joe, I'm f.ucking confused, and concerned," I said quietly.

"Trust me," He said, taking a deep breath and holding my hand again, "Trust me, baby."

Joe gave me a small kiss on the cheek and a reassuring smile. I nodded, still not totally confident in what Joe is hiding from me, but decided to trust him anyway.

"Stay here, hold on," Joe nodded, smiling.

"Uh, okay?"

I stood there on my own until Joe came back.

"Okay, Minxie. I know that you're sick and tired of me doing this all today. But trust me, I love you so much and last night, f.uck, last night. Like, it was amazing and I realised how much I love you."

"Joe, it's really okay," I nodded.

"Well, okay, and this is really out of the blue, but I think- no, I know this is right. Uhm..."

"What?"

Joe got down on one-knee.

"W-will you marry me?"

What the he.ll?

"Um..." I stuttered in shock.

"Minxie?"

I couldn't make out any words, but I nodded.

"Really?!" Joe smiled.

"Mhm, yeah!" I smiled as Joe slid the ring on my finger.

Joe got up to give me a kiss.

"I thought you never wanted to get married?!" I laughed into the kiss.

"I didn't, but now I do."

"This is so random, and quick, but I love it," I smiled.

"We've never really done anything by the right rules," Joe laughed lightly.

"True," I grinned.

I cuddled my head onto Joe's neck and his shoulder.

"Mm, I love you," Joe grinned.

"Aw congratulations!" I heard from behind us.

I turned around and saw Zoe, Alfie, Caspar, Oli, my mum, and James.

"Honey! Look at you!" My mum fussed giving Joe and I a hug.

"Oh my God, what just happened?" I laughed.

They all gave us hugs.

"You two knew?!" I said to Caspar and Zoe.

"Yeah, but I couldn't say anything!" Caspar laughed.

"I know!" Zoe agreed.

"Congratulations darling," James smiled, giving me a hug.

"He was so nervous," Oli laughed, giving me a hug after James, "All sweaty and freaking out!"

"Now it's so obvious to me, but I never would have guessed!" I laughed.

Joe gave me another kiss and pinched my bum whenever no one was looking.

"We're engaged?!" I whispered.

"F.uckin' h.ell, we move fast. But I love you," Joe mumbled in my ear.

My mum and James said congratulations again before they headed home and promised to call tomorrow. The rest of us went to Joe and Caspar's flat to hang out for the evening.

"I can't believe it!" I laughed, looking at the ring.

"What have I f.ucking done?!" Joe laughed, joking and giving me a kiss.

"Hey!" I laughed, playfully slapping Joe's arm.

I'm engaged. F.ucking engaged. How did this happen? Oh my God, we're moving fast.

"Stop second guessing yourself," Joe whispered.

"Are we moving too fast?" I whispered.

Everyone was chatting away and didn't notice Joe and I whispering to each other.

"We don't have to get married anytime soon, don't worry so much," Joe smiled, "I just want everyone to know you're mine."

"Oh God," I giggled, shaking my head.

I looked at my ring again. It's gorgeous.

After looking at the clock, I realised just how late it already was. Zoe and Alfie gave us all hugs and a final congratulations, before heading out. Oli did the same before going back to his flat.

"I'm going to bed, congratulations again," Caspar said, giving me a hug.

"Goodnight," Joe said to Caspar as he headed downstairs.

Caspar went downstairs and went to bed and Joe and I sat on the sofa together.

"Can I upload the vlog from today, or do you not want to tell the internet yet?" Joe asked.

"You can post about it," I smiled.

"I'm so happy," Joe smiled, giving me a kiss.

We went downstairs to his room and Joe pulled up his day's vlog on his laptop and started editing it as I laid next to him watching.

"Oh my gosh, you look so nervous," I giggled, watching his vlog.

"You have no idea... I was freaking out. I was so afraid you would say no."

His vlog consisted of him going with Zoe to go pick up the ring and make sure everything was good. A lot of it was him freaking out and being nervous. Then during our dinner Zoe had Joe's camera and was filming herself and everyone when they were talking about how excited they all were for this to happen. It then started filming us walking up to where Joe proposed, but it was from a distance.

"You look so sad," Joe laughed as Zoe had filmed when Joe told me to stay where I was and he went off really quick.

"I was. I was so confused," I smiled.

The vlog was entertaining. Right before the proposal Joe ran up to Zoe and she gave him a small pep talk because he was so nervous.

Then, it was the proposal, Zoe had zoomed in and it showed us as Joe got on one knee. As I nodded my head, you could hear everyone cheer as they ran out to see us.

"So you're okay if I upload this?" Joe asked.

"Yeah," I shrugged, looking at my ring again.

"Wait, I haven't finished the vlog. S.hit," Joe mumbled as he grabbed his camera.

"Thanks for watching! Hit the thumbs up button below if you enjoyed it and... Yeah. Oh, I'm not a daily vlogger!" Joe said into the camera.

"Yes you are," I smirked.

"Shut up," Joe smirked leaning in to give me a kiss right as he shut off the camera.

He added that to the end of his video and then uploaded it to YouTube.

"Well now it's online!" Joe huffed.

"Oh God," I laughed.

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