Bad End PT 1

Olivia POV

"I knew....things were too good to be true." I gazed off into the distant sunrise. And Eerie silence as the wind blew my locks standing on the desolate rooftop.

Clicking of shoes could be heard behind me. And I sighed turning around.

"Now don't be like that. Olivia-kun, I gave you time to enjoy yourself."

Mori-san....the leader of the port Mafia and a very familiar face. His dull ruby eyes held amusement yet his smile was nothing but fake. My fate was always in his hands, it didn't matter if I was the queen of the underworld he already knew my greatest flaw.

Family...and how I wouldn't risk the lives of anyone working under me.

"It's a shame really, after a few years I was hoping you would take over after me." His coy voice echoed on the rooftop. "After all I did for you, and you decide to leave."

"Pfft. Take over after you? You only kept me close because Chuuya and the other key members of the mafia respected me. I only joined for my family Mori, now they don't need my help to stand anymore." I huffed putting my hands in my pockets stepping off the ledge of the roof and onto the ground.

Mori-san let out a light chuckle he took a gun out of his pocket and pointed it at me. Our eyes met grey and ruby.

He tilted his head smiling and dropped the gun onto the floor.

"Indeed, I don't require your assistance anymore. It sucks losing your influence in the underworld, but I don't have a choice." He turned on his heel proceeding to walk away while waving. "You can decide what to do with that."

"In other words, you're getting this thorn in your side to eliminate herself?" I smirked. Mori-san turned his head over his shoulder smirking.

"Smart girl, the choice is yours Olivia-kun." He waved exiting the desolate rooftop.

Sly fox...he knows I don't have a choice. Haah...at least he let me enjoy my freedom for a bit.

I walked over picking up the handgun. Placing it in my pocket I decided to lay down taking a nap while watching the sunset on the roof.

"If I do this....Mori-san will keep his promise. As ruthless as he is. He never broke a single promise with me......a caretaker? No more like an annoying father." I chuckled looking at the gun again.

Riku's going to cry...and Tenn is going to want revenge.

Mom is going to be disappointed, and Dad is going to be devastated.

But they'll all be safe..I know I'll make measures to ensure that.

Gaku....A picture of his smiling face flashed through my mind. Being allowed a normal life, spending time at the clinic...Oh how I wish things could of been different. If I could...settle down with you, live a small life with a few kids...a girl can dream right.

A normal girl that is...

"You fucking Idiot." I cracked an eye open seeing a familiar face.

"Chuuya? Did you miss me that much?" I said sarcastically.

"Shut up! Dammit....he sent us on that mission knowing I would hesitate! Played like a pawn as always!" Chuuya frowned and I laughed at his anger.

"Mori Knew from the start. How much of a deadweight you are Chuuya." I got up to sit instead of laying down. "I think it's charming."

Chuuya looked at me frustrated then at himself.

"so...he basically told you to kill yourself."

"Please, it was a parting gift. What are you going to miss me Chuuya~" I teased and he scoffed defensively.

"Hah?! Of course not! Just...it's not pleasing. I won't have someone to bitch at anymore." Chuuya said sitting down on the ground criss cross beside me.

"Hahaha....hey Chuuya...." I said softly he turned to me taken aback. "When all is said and done...can you...watch after them for me." I asked smiling. Chuuya's face went serious then it also softened to a light smile.

"Fine~ just leave all your dirty laundry to me. I owe you that much at least for taking the hit." He said concealing his feelings. But to me it was plain as day. Man I didn't like you Chuuya, but there isn't anyone else I would get to watch my back.

"Thanks."

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"And then Tenn-nii......Nee-Nee are you listening?" Riku's doe eyes were right in front of my face and I blinked a few times before recomposing myself.

"O-oh what were you saying Riku sorry? I must of Zoned out." I said laughing softly. Riku puffed one cheek out backing into his seat and Tenn sipped his tea looking at me unimpressed.

We were spending the day together at a Cafe, after shopping around. The media already knew Tenn and I were siblings so it was just a simple Idol hangout.

"Geez! Nee-Nee you've been spacing out all day today!!" Riku whined.

"Haha, sorry Riku I'm listening now so tell me again please." I asked him Riku raised an eyebrow hesitating.

"Nee-san is something bothering you?" Tenn asked entering the conversation. As expected he is observant not that I've been subtle. Should I tell them...or do I stay silent as always...

"I....It's....It's nothing I was just admiring how big you two grew! My adorable kids~" I smiled pinching and pulling Tenn's cheek. He whined swatting at my hand.

"Nee-san!! Let goooo!!" Tenn said pouty since I was dodging his hand to keep pulling his cheek. "We're not your kids!!"

"Hehe...I don't mind being Nee-nee's kid~ but Nee-Nee doesn't spoil me like Tenn-nii." Riku pouted making Tenn and I laugh.

"Pfft"

I looked at the table we were pretty much done with our food so I stood up. "Let's go for a walk since we're done here. I'm sure you two need to walk off those giant pancakes you just ate." I said taking my wallet out I swiftly paid for the meal by calling over a waiter nearby.

"H-hey!"

"Mou nee-nee!" Riku and Tenn whined. "We were going to pay..." Riku sighed in defeat after I swiped my card.

"Sorry boys~ but I've been playing this game longer than both of you fufu." I said victorious.

"At least let us buy you something later." Tenn said and I nodded. His pride must of been pretty hurt.

We decided to walk along the river bank as the sun began to set. The sky was a beautiful color from orange to purples and pinks. Tenn and Riku were talking to each other about their Idol work as I gazed at the river.

It was peaceful...if things could stay like this...it would be perfect. If things could be a little more normal...maybe if I actually went through all my years at school. Our family didn't struggle financially and I never made contact with the port Mafia or underground world. Things could of been really different.

Seeing a viewing area I walked over to the railings and leaned looking out to the Zero arena. Tenn and Riku have been performing there often...they were both big celebrities now. I wouldn't say how I raised them was right....but they sure did make me so proud.

"Nee-san?"

"Nee-Nee."

The twins came up one on each side of me. I backed up from the railing looking at both of them.

They would be just fine...it's not just us against the world anymore.

They have many people surrounding them now, and fans they care dearly about.

Even if I was gone...these two would make it through anything... I raised them to be strong...

Smiling I raised my hand and pat them both on the head. I brought our foreheads together.

"Riku....Tenn....never forget. That family will always stick together no matter what. No matter what challenges you two go through from here on out. Just know you have each other...mom as strict as she is and dad.

Tenn you might have reservations...and guilt about going back to our parents. But don't, at the end of the day...the same blood flows through our veins. Don't be ashamed or guilty of it, be proud. Live holding your head up high no matter what anyone says even yourself." I released them giving both of them pecks on the forehead. "You two don't know how fucking proud I am of you. You did things better than I ever could have." I smiled backing up from the two of them.

"I love you both...more than anything in this world...You two..my adorable little brothers, mom and dad too. There's nothing I wouldn't do....." I said determined, Tenn looked at me skeptical and Riku looked at me confused. "Hahaha! Sorry about saying something so cheesy..I guess the sunset got me a little sentimental." I switched the topic. Tenn still looked at me skeptical, but Riku let out a sigh.

"Geez nee-nee you're talking like you're going to disappear or something." Riku whined. "But you are dating Yaotome-san so I guess that wouldn't be possible." He pondered.

"Yeah Riku is right, Gaku is a total simp for Nee-san ." Tenn also sighed.

Holding my hands behind me I clenched my fist. I don't have any regrets....

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Later that day, the three of us returned home. Riku and Tenn walked me back to the clinic and they went home together. More like Tenn didn't want to let Riku walk back to his dorm alone.

I got changed and decided to dial Gaku....I know it's a bad idea. It makes things harder for me...

"Hello? What's up beautiful?" Gaku's smooth voice rang from the phone.

"Hey, just...wanted to hear your voice..am I being a bother?" I asked hesitantly. I hear shuffling from the phone and then a door closing.

"No, not at all. Tenn came home earlier so we just finished eating. That brat, doesn't even try to hide what he had been doing with Nanase sheesh." Gaku's irritated voice made me chuckle. "So what's wrong? You sound a little dejected."

"Oh...you can tell? Well I guess I am. There's just......well I think it's better if I told you tomorrow." I internally slapped myself. I can't tell Gaku. It would destroy him...and I didn't want to break his heart either....

"Hey, you know you can tell me anything." He said in a serious tone.

"I know, I'll tell you tomorrow. A client just walked in sorry. It's an emergency." I lied. I hear silence then Gaku sighed.

"Fine, goodnight. Sleep early I love you." He said into the phone.

"Yeah, got it. Love you Gaku...I really do......" My time with you was my guilty pleasure. Final memories....for myself to keep. I hung up the call and stood up.

Taking the gun out of my bag I sighed...I wrote a few final letters and left them on my desk before walking out of the clinic and locking up.

I didn't want to traumatize anyone by making them see my corpse...

Getting on my bike I put my hood up and sped away.

As much as I know what I wish could happen. What I wish the future could be.

The sins of my past will never leave me. I live day in and day out with the lives I took. I must do what has to be done.

My existence is a danger to those I love the most...and fixing this. Is my duty.