37: Fixed

WARNING : Just a small mention of Sexual assault, if you're uncomfortable with the topic then please do not read. ( ignore the paragraph starting with "Wasn't a big deal?")

This chapter contains mature content:

  Waking Up, I had felt so well rested. I looked at the clock to see if I should get ready and get breakfast but it was fucking 4am. I only slept for 2 hours.

I was now awake and couldn't sleep. Going to the bathroom, I had felt dizzy and even tripped. The side of my hip hit the corner of my bed frame really hard but it was nothing too serious, it would be just a bruise. I didn't mind it, I just kept walking to my sink to wash my face.

So, I entered my bathroom and turned the sink on to run the water till it was warm but then there was a few knocks on my door. I already knew who it would be at this point and wasn't planning on opening it either. In this situation, I wasn't going to open the door but I don't know what it was. Something was telling me that I had to open it.

I walked to my door, not opening it but feeling something as I stood there. The person at my door was breathing heavily and I hesitated to turn the knob, but I did. I could feel a matched energy coming from the other side of the door.

"Fred! What in the bloody hell happened to you!"

"I - I didn't know who else to go to...please Snow I know you're good at healing"

"Madam Pompfrey didn't come to mind?"

"Shes - helping someone else"

Outside of my dorm stood Fred but he was covered in blood. He had a small gash on his forehead and blood ran down his face. On his arm between his elbow and shoulder was a slightly bigger cut and so on his chest.

I grabbed his hand to move into my dorm and he winced a little as I did. His eyes were closed as I took a painful look at him, it looked like he just got done being tossed around by Centaurs. "Fred - what happened?" I asked him while he was hissing and wincing as I pulled his bloody shirt up to see the cut.

"Fred... I'm not going to heal you if you're not gonna tell me what happened...". Looking at him in pain had hurt me, his blood was still slightly dripping.

He took a deep breath as I took his shirt off. The cut was on the right side of his torso and above his V-Line so just about on his waist. Fred still ignored me but I just took him to my bathroom and had him lean near my sink where the water was still running.He did try to speak but his throat ached. I quickly grabbed a cloth from my drawer and my wand.

For his forehead injury, I used "Episkey" since it wasn't too serious. The cut on his bicep and waist ran deep and so I used a spell for injuries that were serious like these, "Vulnera Sanentaur". His eyes were closed the whole time since he would squeeze them shut from the pain and recovery.

Again, I felt a pain in my stomach and heart when I was hearing him groan and hiss while I healed and fixed him up. Seeing Fred bleeding and in pain made me tear up, I couldn't help it. I took the cloth and ran it through the hot water that was running. I started with his arm, cleaning the blood that was dripping down to his hand. Fred had opened his eyes when I moved the cloth on his forehead, he was looking at me but I was focused on cleaning the blood.

"What's wrong?" He whispered.

I ignored him just like he was ignoring the reason he was hurt. Fred still had his eyes fixated on me while I moved my hand away and started moved down to the blood near his waist.

"I caught Gabriella and Cormac, shagging at the party in a closet of some sort". Fred whispered slowly.

I looked up in and stared in his eyes, shocked at his words. I felt really bad for Fred, he didn't deserve that and for some reason it seemed like he didn't even care. She had cheated on Fred and they just started going out again. I looked down to avoid eye contact again.

"I asked why you had the cuts. That's all" I told him Even though I wondered what he was feeling for Gabriella now.

Fred tilted my head up to look at his even though he was still a bit weak. I hated the fact that he seen me tearing up at the way he looked.

"Tell me what's wrong" He asked me as he looked upset.

"I just hate seeing you like this...in pain and covered in blood-" I told him as i finished cleaning all the blood and his last cut. I did a cleaning charm on his shirt, gave it to him and when I did, he cupped my jaw but I stepped away from him. I turned away and made my way out the bathroom.

"Well you're all fixed up, you can go now. Dont worry about the blood on the floor I'll clean it"

"Wait I want to tell you what happened"

I crossed my arms and stood near him where he sat on the edge of my bed. We were still very close and if I took one step forward, i would end up standing between his legs.

"I asked George to tell me why they were all in the circle comforting you and he told me about Riddle." I had looked down and away from Fred, still not knowing how he got the cuts but I knew he must've went after Tom.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He scowled.

"I- I just didn't want to. Wasn't a big deal." I replied.

Fred stood up slowly and looked down into my eyes."Wasn't a big deal? Snow he was touching you without your consent! The prick deserved what he got." He then grew upset and seeing how he was so concerned made my heart warm. Fred always been protective. I still stood quiet and he sat down again, I was wondering if I should mention that this wasn't Tom's first time.

"After George told me, I stormed out to find that son of a Bitch. Once I found him, I beat the living crap out of him and all he did was throw shit at me like a pussy. He threw a glass bottle and grabbed a sharp piece to cut me with it."

"Fred you didn't have to do that- Grey and Ced kicked him out for me"

"No I had to do it. You don't understand Snow. I had to teach him a fucking lesson" he said while looking at my face like I was dumb or not understanding his thoughts.

"So why huh? Why'd you do it? You spent all night trying to make me jealous with Gaby and look where that got you. Now all of a sudden you care about me and what Tom did so you go and almost kill the boy."

I spat back at him. I didn't regret any of my words either, Fred fell quiet at everything I said while I was angry at him. He made the situation even bigger than it was before. I could see him become frustrated while I grew concerned.

"Why did you do it Fred."

"Just forget it. I'll leave" he said while getting up. I pushed him down by his shoulders so he would stay seated.

Growing Mad, I started to yell at him. Just like Amelia said, when he cares about me he sure has an odd way of showing it.

"No I'm not going to forget it. Why? Why did you go to him? Why do you all of a sudden care? Why are you here in my dorm and not in the hospital wing? Fred why-"

"Because- I.."

"BECAUSE WHAT FRED!" I yelled out at him and starting to tear up again from being overwhelmed and so irritated.

"Because ... I just can't see myself without you Snow. I care about you, more than you know" he spat.

For some reason, his words hit me hard. But it wasn't the answer I was looking for. Fred was tearing up a little from the pain in his throat and the healing cuts but no tears actually fell. I walked forward and gave him a hug.

His head was under my chest on my stomach as I hugged him and ran my fingers through his hair. Fred had looked up to see if it was ok and I nodded, so his arms wrapped around the back of my legs but when he touched my hip it had hurt.

"Ah..Ow-""What-? Holy fuck you have a huge bruise"Fred saw the mark from when I fell earlier and it was on my hip to the side. He seen it go higher and he was lifting up the shirt I was wearing to get a better look at it.

"Fred wait stop- I'm not ...I'm not wearing any ..uh"

"Oh I see. Commando right?"

I slapped his shoulder and he chuckled. But he was right. "Nothing I haven't seen before, I'll just pretend nothing is there. Only if it's ok with you" So I nodded my head giving him permission.

Fred lifted up my shirt and I was definitely exposed. The bruise was very huge like he said, it went up all the way to my waist but i couldn't even feel the pain before. On top of that, Fred was really bad at pretending. "You smell so fucking good""Freddie- oh my ...the bruise"

Fred had his eyes away from my bruise and had it on the piercing that was still on me. He was now breathing heavily while looking at my body and I noticed him looking flushed."May I?" while looking at my bruise he asked for permission to touch it. "Yes, but don't push to hard""That's what she said. Sorry - I had too"

He rolled up the top of my shirt and i stopped it right under my breast which he rolled his eyes at. Even though we've seen each other bare and naked, it was just a little awkward for me. My main fucking private part was right in his face. Fred placed his hands on my bruise and began to massage it. His fingertips softly grazed along my bum. Fred was being gently but it still hurt.

"Uh Fuck" I said while tilting my head back at the pain."Does that feel okay?" He asked."Yeah, just keep rubbing it""That's what she- ok nevermind"

He kept massaging the bruise and I was groaning at the pain that felt good. If I have to be honest, a shirtless Fred massaging my hip did turn me on. "Oh, that feels good" I whispered when he took his thumb and rubbed in the center of my mark. "God Snow-" he replied but stopped his sentence.

"Fred- just use episkey it's fine... I can't - uh I can't""You can't what""I'm not telling you""Why not?"

"You're turning me on and that's weird ... you're literally massaging my bruise and I'm naked."

All he did was smile and pull me closer to him. I tried to lie but I couldn't find myself too. My hands were still holding my rolled up shirt, Fred took his hands and pulled my waist closer to his face. He was now kissing and sucking near my navel and the piercing.

"You've been wanting to do that all day Huh?" I smiled as I was breathing heavily.

"Oh you have no idea" he growled back.

I took the chance to just lift my shirt all the way off, and Fred watched me too, he then stood up and kissed me roughly and hungrily. I touched his chest and he groaned in my mouth since I accidentally touched where the cut was. As we were still making out, i unzipped his trousers and helped him pull them down along with his boxers. He was so hard already, I could see I wasn't the only one turned on. I was going to get him off first but he pulled me back up.

"I want to take care of you, just like you did me" he moaned softly

Fred picked me up and my legs were wrapped around his waist. He held me up by my arse and I wrapped my arms around his neck, so close that our bare chest were smushed together. I was sucking and kissing his neck as he turned around and laid me on my back to my bed.

He then started smashing his lips into mine. Then he trailed his tongue down to my neck, and started slowly moving his mouth and tongue done to my breast.

"Fuck Freddie I missed you so much" I moaned loudly as I watched him.

"I missed you too Snow" he managed to say while sucking on my breast before moving locations.

Fred was sucking on my nipples and I let out soft moans, then he made a trail of sucking and sloppy kisses all the way down to my core. When he passed my piercing, he smiled and kissed it. I had gasped and whimpered as chills coursed up on my entire body.

"Fuuck Snow, you're sooo wet". Fred licked his lips and grabbed the back of my knees while pulling me closer to his face. My legs were now bent and open more, Fred was kissing my inner thighs leaving me with chills and shivers down my spine.

"I can't wait to taste your come in my mouth" he moaned while teasing my wet folds

"Fuuuuck well I'm not gonna last long with you" I moaned. I had gasped sharply as he licked my folds open, finally letting his mouth on the throbbing spot.Fred was now sucking slowly on my clit as his finger was softly moving up and down of my entrance.

"Up" he said, while moving away from me. I propped myself up on my forearms and gave him a confused look as I was breathing heavily just by a few of his previous movements.

"I want you to sit on my face"

My eyes widened at his response, I never done it before and I sure was scared. "Fred I've never - I'm gonna suffocate you or something, maybe even break you. I like weigh a -"

"I want you come on my face, it wasn't a question love"

So, I was nervous but I trusted him. Fred lifted me off the bed so he can move back on the spot that I was. Since I was on top now, I straddled him and just started to attach my lips onto his. Fred placed his hands on my arse and was sliding me up. I placed my hands on my headboard and Freds head was now  right under my core. He took his hands and wrapped them around my thighs, my legs were closed but open enough for him. He gave me a sweet innocent smile before he got to work.

"You're so fucking sexy at this angle Snow. You should start sitting on my face more" Fred added.

Wasting no time at all, he was licking all up and down starting from my clit to my entrance."Fuuuck Fred oh my- yessss"He was sucking so nicely that I let multiple moans from my mouth escape. He was moaning into my body as well and I was close to my release."Keep going... please don't stop"  I told him.

"Mhmm Snow you taste so good"

That's when it hit me, If I was going to try out new things, I might as well up it a notch. I backed up away from Fred's face and he was breathing heavily."The hell Snow? You ask me not to stop just so you can stop yourself ?""I reaaaally want to try something with you""What did you have in mind Darling?" He smiled.

I moved off of him to slightly turn around, he was still laying down flat. My back was now facing his face as i straddled his chest. Now, My wet core was on his chest as I started to stroke him.

"Ohhh I see. You're so fucking hot"

Fred pulled my ankles back so I'd lay flat on top of him. My wet core in his face again as my mouth was now on his tip. I stroked him and sucked his tip as he held my arse up to suck my clit.

"Fucccck keep doing that oh my god-" I moaned"Shit Snow... Just the tip yesss" he moaned back.

This new position we were trying had me so on and I wasn't going to last at all. Fred then inserted two fingers inside of me while sucking on my clit. With his free hand, he would stroke my back sliding down my arch. Chills arrived all on my spine and body."Ima- I'm gonna come" I moaned.

"Ohhh shit. Come all over my mouth baby" he moaned while I felt his tongue slide up and down.

Without another word, I moaned loudly as I came and Fred tilted his head back after. But he didn't get off yet. I was relaxed and comfortable so I moved my head closer to his erection and I stroked him faster. My saliva was sliding down from his tip and now making his dick wet and glisten.

"Holy shit you're sooooo fucking good. I missed- fuuuck I missed that" I was stroking him in a twisting motion and sucking his tip.

"Freddie you're sooo big" moaning loudly as I felt myself getting wet again.

"Bloody hell I'm gonna- I'm gonna cum" he yelled while the back of his head hit flat on the pillow.

"Then cum so I can swallow all of it" I demanded seductively.

I was now bobbing my head up and down him, I felt him twitching in my mouth as I was moaning on him just how he likes it. "I'm fucking coming holy shit- fuck fuck..." and he did, All in my mouth and I swallowed his warm cum.

We were both exhausted so we decided that head was ok and had us settled in for the night. I got up off him and grabbed my shirt to put it back on and I gave him his boxers. I moved to the side of my bed thinking maybe he didn't want to cuddle.

"You're so daft, it's hilarious" he said while pulling me into his arms. And right after that moment I was dozing off while he was rubbing my back.

As I was falling asleep, he mumbled a full sentence that I couldn't make out. But I heard the last words he said and fell asleep to them, to tired to reply or even form words.

"I love you, Snow"

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