Lifeless

(Jisoos Christ that gif is killing me, I don't need him to wreck my bias list. What is lifeuu?)

Mingyu woke up with a wide smile on his face because he was going to be having dinner with Wonwoo tonight. Over the night Mingyu got much better and he couldn't wait to go and cuddle with Wonwoo again. He got out of bed and went downstairs to have breakfast, which he enjoyed, then he went upstairs to brush his teeth and put some clothes on.

He didn't realize how much he slept and it was almost lunch time. Mingyu didn't really care though. It wasn't like he was dying because he had breakfast for lunch. Mingyu went into Mija's room, where she was peacefully reading a book, to ask if she wanted to go the the Jeon's house.

"Mija, I'm going to the Jeon's house. Do you want to come with me or stay here?" Mingyu asked but before he even finished his sentence Mija already put her book away, had her shoes on and was ready to leave. Mingyu chuckled at her excited behaviour and they both left the house.

Wonwoo was laying on his bed in his room when he heard the doorbell ring. He didn't really care who it was at the moment. He was staring at the ceiling, his curtains drawn with no lights on. Wonwoo could see a bit since he has been in that position for a while and his eyes had adjusted to it but he didn't take notice of anything else around him.

His brother came into his room not long ago but Wonwoo didn't budge, his mind was replying everything that happened at his old school. From dating Joowon to the bullying and the part when he would cry from Joowon leaving him. It was all flooding in his mind and he hated every second of it but it was a trance he couldn't stop.

His bedroom door opened and light crept into his room, the figure walked over to his curtains and opened them. Wonwoo flinched a bit at the bright light spreading into his room. The figure laid beside him and Wonwoo could tell from the scent that it was Mingyu.

"What are we staring at?" Mingyu whispered into Wonwoo's ear and Wonwoo hummed in response that could mean a million things.

"Wonwoo what's wrong? Why do you look so sad and lifeless? You should be happy I'm here!" Mingyu said as he propped his head up with his arm. Wonwoo hummed again but this time turned his head to look at Mingyu.

Mingyu gave him a quick peck on the nose then put his arm around Wonwoo. On the outside Wonwoo didn't change from his blank expression but on the inside he was smiling, he loved the little things Mingyu did to make him feel the slightest bit happy.

"Wonwoo~ why don't I see a smile on your face? It's started to make me sad." Mingyu whined and pouted, Wonwoo caressed his cheek and gave him a kiss on the lips but that didn't satisfy Mingyu.

"I'm still not happy, I'll only be happy if you smile." Mingyu said like a child who didn't get the toy he wants. Wonwoo let out a sigh and looked back at the ceiling.

Mingyu gave up for the time being and turned on his Xbox so they could started playing some games together. When Mingyu offered Wonwoo to play he didn't move and it took Mingyu a couple of goes to get Wonwoo to at least hold the controller. Eventually Wonwoo ended up playing with Mingyu but it was very effortless. Wonwoo wasn't in the mood to do anything today.

"Wonwoo you remember that I'm having dinner here right?" Mingyu asked in hopefulness that Wonwoo would reply.

"Yeah." Wonwoo stated, Mingyu smiled and continued the conversation.

"Do you think I'll be allowed to sleep over? I could just get my school uniform and pyjamas from my house later on." Mingyu suggested but Wonwoo shook his head disagreeing.

"I don't want you to."

"Why?"

"Too risky."

"How?"

"It just is!"

Mingyu was shocked at Wonwoo's sudden outburst and Wonwoo turned to look at him with an annoyed expression. Mingyu decided to be quiet and realized Wonwoo  really didn't want him to sleep over. It was weird for Mingyu that he would be like that but he knew it had something to do with Wonwoo getting bullied at school and his past. Mingyu couldn't exactly comfort him and make him feel better because Wonwoo was so against everything he did.

They played the game they were playing for a bit longer until Mingyu got a text from his Mum asking him and Mija to come home so they could get ready properly from the dinner.

"Mum told me to go home, I'll see you soon." Mingyu told Wonwoo, Wonwoo looked at him and gave him a small nod.

Mingyu started to walk out of Wonwoo's room but he got pulled back by Wonwoo and found his lips on his. Mingyu smiled into the kiss and wrapped his arms around Wonwoo's body. They finally pulled away from the kiss and they were staring into each others eyes.

"You can't just leave without giving me a kiss, even if it's for a couple of minutes." Wonwoo said with a slight smile on his face.

Mingyu gave him a smile then got Mija from Bohyuk's room and went back to their house. Mingyu got changed in better clothes and did his hair so it looked perfect, he wanted to be perfect for Wonwoo.

When he was done his parents called him down to they could go to the Jeon's house. They were happily invited in and they were guided to the backyard where they were going to have dinner. Mingyu liked the idea of having dinner outside, it would be peaceful and you could look at the stars. Kind of romantic in a way.

Wonwoo and Bohyuk went outside and Wonwoo was really eager to see Mingyu, he wanted to see how handsome and hot he would look. When Wonwoo finally saw Mingyu he felt like everything about him eased into place, like nothing could destroy or hurt him. When Mingyu saw Wonwoo his heart started pounding furiously, he couldn't ever imagine parting with Wonwoo and if he did, he wouldn't know how he would live properly.

"Hey." Wonwoo said sweetly as he reached Mingyu.

"Hi, why do you look so hot?" Mingyu asked and a blush spread across Wonwoo's face.

"You look way better than me. I'm nothing compared to you." Wonwoo told him while sitting down next to Mingyu.

"Can you guys stop flirting and acting all lovey-dovey? It's disgusting!" Mija complained, both boys laughed at her and Bohyuk decided to tease her but putting his arm around her.

Soon the food came out and everyone started eating while having their own little conversations. Mingyu was telling Wonwoo how he liked the idea of eating outside and how the breeze fells calming, hearing the trees rustle and looking up at the millions of stars in the sky.

Once they were finished dinner, the two boys went to Wonwoo's room to continue playing the game they were playing early. They started competing against each other and it ended up with Wonwoo on top of Mingyu, pinning him to the ground. They shared a few kisses before they heard someone coming up the stairs so they quickly pulled away.

"Mingyu! Your parents are going to go home now and they want you to go with them." Wonwoo's Mum told him and he gave her a nod and said he would be down in a second.

"Bye Wonwoo, I'll see you tomorrow." Mingyu said and gave Wonwoo a quick kiss.

"Bye, oh and I'm sorry for yelling at you before. I wasn't myself." Wonwoo said full of guilt.

"Don't worry about it, I could tell the something was wrong." Mingyu gave Wonwoo a peck on the cheek then went to meet his parents downstairs and left to go home.

Wonwoo turned off the Xbox, closed his door and curtains then changed into his pyjamas. He laid on his bed thinking about the time he had just spent with Mingyu. A smile formed on his face but then he remembered he had school the next day and his smile disappeared.

He opened up the draw next to his desk and carefully let his hand search for the blade he was trying to find. Once he found it he took it out and stared at it. He didn't know if it was a friend because it helped him in ways like relieving stress or a foe because of how much pain it would cause him everytime he looked at it or used it. He let out a sigh and put it back into the draw. He turned the bedside lap off then went to sleep. 

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I sort of want to make a plot twist where Wonwoo never loved Mingyu and all he did was use him for nothing but it wouldn't make sense with half of the story line and Meanie is lifeuu. I have my own evil plans anyway.

I didn't edit this chapter properly. Oops.