Entry 9

This isn't gonna be a regular diary entry. I usually start of with a shitload of fuck yous' to everyone.

Only this time, its different.

What I'm about to tell you is pretty fucked up.

Fourth of July I discovered I have the ability to fuck up a whole town.

I did.

That's why I didn't write till almost a year later.

Which is why we didn't blow up fireworks at the academy.

WE WENT TO THE MIDDLE OF FUCKING NOWHERE

The reason things went downhill was because of this..

I was pushed to my limit with emotional force which almost killed us all.

It would have killed us all.

Me and Klaus were excited to pop the fireworks.

The rest of the house didn't trust me for shit.

Dad kept giving me this goddamn look that made me want to yell,

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME ASSHOLE GET THE UMBRELLA OUT OF YOUR ASS"

He just stayed silent. More silent then fucking usual.

Let's face it he rarely even talks to us.

Fuck it. Fuck him. I don't care if he was even a tad goddamn remotely right.

I can already say for myself.

I can be dangerous. This 'gift' is a fucked up thing.

The intercom he had for us went off.

"Well, Reggie's calling." Klaus says as he leaves my bed.

I follow him and immediately Pogo separates me from the rest of them. Diego and Five look at me in fear. Klaus was busy trying to get over his hangover.

"Number eight! This is an enormous task you must be careful not to jeopardize the fate of the academy." He says. At first in my head I was like,

"Dont get your balls in a knot. It's fine. I'm not gonna fuck everyone up EXCEPT Luther. Maybe slight burn on the asscheek to keep him from messing with every stash I fucking own."

Then it got me wondering, how wild am I actually allowed to go?

"Yeah, so what am I actually allowed to do?" He scowls.

"Have fun. The others will be cautious about this. Grace will be there for you all. For medical help"

He already knows we are fucked.

The town we went to was so deserted that we took the helicopter.

I think he said that there wasn't people for miles from where we were.

Luther had carried the crate of fireworks. In large amounts.

"So, just so we're clear. We have to listen to Dad. Be safe." Luther tells me specifically.

All I heard was,

"GO FUCKING NUTS"

"Yeah open the goddamn crate Luther." I tell him me and Klaus ready to just go wild.

There was already a sunset. We were excited to be able to see everything go fucken crazy.

"KLaus get Satan's Asscrack!" He ran and grabbed it. We put all the dangerous ones in a pile.

Satan's Asscrack, Devils Throat, black cats, etc.

Meanwhile, Luther and Alison were going for the subtle but still quick moving firecrackers.

Ben and Vanya were messing with the flower ones that spin on the ground.

Diego, Five, Klaus, and I started popping 100 shell missiles.

We played a game.

Whoever gets pushed into the middle of the lit firework and gets burned, gets shocked.

"ALRIGHT PUSSIES! ITS GAME TIME!" Klaus yells,

"On your mark!" I raise my finger.

"Get set!" I point at the string you have to light.

"GO BITCHES!" I used my electricity to light it and automatically Five was already trying to push Klaus in.

They were shooting up in the air. Mom was sitting underneath a shaded tent she set up for us.

"Hey asshole watch it!" Klaus yells, Diego and him trying to push eachother. He almost gets him in.

"FUCK OFF!" Klaus yells, kicking Five close to it.

His head was near the box.

"HOLY FUCK THAT SHIT IS SCARY" Five says.

I start lighting black cats and use it as a distraction to make it more interesting.

"What the hell Y/n?! You fucker!" Diego yells one popping on his arm.

Five teleports pushing me down towards it.

"You thought you were safe asshole."

It was finally done releasing the missiles. I laugh.

"Better luck next time." I smile, him half on top of me.

He smirks helping me up.

"Okay dipshits, what next?"

"How about we mix a bunch of them together? See what the fuck happens?" Klaus says. We jump up and down excited.

"Hey, you know what the hell Dad said Y/n!" Luther comes in.

"Its fine. Don't get your little panties in a bunch." Klaus mocks him.

"What's the worse that could happen Luther?" Five teases.

"Have fun, you're always so uptight. No wonder you've never had a girlfriend." Diego laughs.

Alison looks at him.

"What's wrong with that?" Ben says.

"Shut up, Diego." I roll my eyes. He puts up his hands in defense.

"So what the hell are we doing waiting?" Five says.

"Are you in? Or not? If not be my guest to just go home and fuck off on the couch all day." He rolls his eyes.

"Fine, but you're all fucking dunb." He nods.

"HELL YEAH!" We all yell and celebrate.

"Are you kids hungry?" Mom asks.

Ben and Vanya go running.

"We're good!" I yell back.

The rest of us huddle.

"Okay, I can try doubling the explosion." I tell them.

"What like a bomb?" Alison asks, I nod.

"EXACTLY" me and Klaus laugh.

"With us at a safe distance." Luther says.

"Sure, whatever." I say.

"Let's put them all together." Five suggests.

"Then double it." Klaus adds.

"I'll put a force field out here for us so we'll be fine. There are no people. No problem." We all nod.

Luther still looks worried.

"Luther, its gonna be fine. If something happens you have access to one of my stashes once a day. No cost." They all look at me.

"Holy shit, take the deal Luther or I will." Klaus says.

He nods.

We start gathering them together.

We all get comfortable in our lounge chairs under the huge tent.

We eat some food Mom made us.

"I'm not gonna do the force field just yet."

"Why not?" Luther asks.

"I'm gonna do some one by one though. To enjoy it. We don't get out unless we sneak out so might as well chill for a bit." They all nod in agreement.

I start lighting the cherry bombs so that they shoot up into the sky.

We were sitting in rows.

Luther and Alison in the front. Vanya and Ben in the second. The rest of us four in the back.

Diego sat on the far right. Five on my left and Klaus right beside me.

"I fucking love Fourth of July." I say as we all watch the fireworks through the sunroof that's in the tent.

"Me too, I wish I could have invited that guy." Us three look at him.

"What guy?" I forget to light another one.

"Y/n, keep going until we run out of cherry bombs!" Luther tells me.

I light another.

"That guy from Griddy's." He says.

"The guy that got you all butthurt." We all laugh.

"I mean, I didn't mind." He laughs.

"Hey Klaus, you got anything on you?" I ask. He pulls out a thick beautifully rolled blunt.

I hold it.

"Its fucking beautiful." I say pretending to cry. I light it before I light another one.

We do have to hide it from Mom though.

Shes distracted by the fireworks.

I take a big puff and reaper it.

I pass it to Five. He takes a hit trying to reaper it.

I pass it to Klaus he does the same thing.

He passes it to Diego and he just blows it out.

"YOU BROKE THE CYCLE WE HAD A GOOD THING GOING" Klaus whines.

He rolls his eyes. He has an ice pack on for the black cat incident earlier.

"Okay, I think it's time now guys." My body starts trembling.

I kept asking myself,

"What if something actually goes wrong."

I stood up and moved my arms downward starting it deep in the ground so we don't move.

I move my hands upward creating a dome like structure above.

"That is the coolest shit I've seen you do." Klaus says. We look around and it's all crystallized.

I make a small hole in it to light them and use telepathy to make it bigger and stronger.

I breathe in and out.

The voice in my head kept telling me to be smart about this.

I didn't listen.

"What's with all the suspense?" Diego asks.

I shush him.

"You got this." Five says. I nod.

It all happened so fast. At first we thought it was a cool thing.

I use the shock to hit and bring my arms up and it all explodes.

At first, it seemed cool.

Around us all we can see is dirt and gravel. It went on for at least a minute.

Then it cleared up. We all look around and it is now a wasteland.

"Holy shit, was it supposed to do that?" Luther asks. I shake my head.

We all look in fear.

"I love the Fourth of July. I wonder how the towns people are spending their day."  Mom smiles and continues a cross stitch.

Did she not remember all of this?

"Oh my God." We all say.

I clear the force field.

"Guys let's go!" We all run to see if there was a town nearby.

We ran for a bit. Then we saw it.

A sign that had come down in the explosion.

We look around. The town was incinerated.

"I knew this was a bad idea!" Luther yells at me.

"We didnt know this could happen!" Five defends.

"What are we gonna tell Dad?" Vanya asks.

"No need." We turn around and there he is with Pogo.

"We are to never speak of this again!" Dad says.

I killed them.

A whole town.

We went home. Dad wouldn't speak to me.

"Are you okay?" Five asks me.

"I killed people. Innocent people. There is no pity for my selfish shit." I look down.

There is a knock on the door. Its dad.

He took me to a place to control my power. It felt like a dungeon. Taking me there at least once a day.

He put Vanya in here with me. Especially when she threw tantrums.

She doesn't have powers so it doesn't make sense to me.

I remember my ability. Even though he tried using Alison to use her power.

He failed everytime. The only thing he can do is help me control it.

We go up and Dad doesn't want to speak to me still. Its expected.

The ignorant fuck is known for shutting us all out when things get complicated.

When I got up there, Alison apologized again.

Everytime I come back up she apologizes.

"How can I make it up to you?" I look her in the eye.

"Make him forget. I can't live like this." She nods.

"Hey, the old man being an asshole again?" Klaus asks me. He always waited for me to come back up at six am.

He would leave me and Vanya in there for the same time. Three A.M. every night.

Just to move me to the other beds. To study me.

Not anymore.

We made a plan. She had to come with me again since he wanted to try erasing it from my memory.

"Come with me," Alison tells me.

"We have to do this now. I already rumored Luther. He won't remind him about it." I follow her when Dad meets us face to face.

Pogo there too.

"Dad?" Alison asks.

"I heard a rumor, you and Pogo know nothing of what happened last Fourth of July. It didn't happen. We went home everything was okay." They break out of the trance and he looks at us.

"I have work to do. You both go back to bed! Why are you up so late?" He asks.

"We'll go to bed now, Dad" he walks away and so do we.

Looks like I'm back.

Now just try not to fuck yourself over again Y/n.

Happy Fourth of July! ;)