'torn pages and joint lips.'

The group finished eating and Jay and some others were cleaning up, like usual.

Y/n was setting up all the tools they need.

"Who wants to go first?" Y/n asked.

"I'll go!" Jake said.

"Okay come here." Y/n signalled Jake over to her.

"Lift your arms up. I have to measure your chest, waist and shoulder length." Y/n said.

"Okay." Jake obeyed and lifted his hands.

She measured the shoulders. Then she had to kind of wrap her hands around in a hug way to reach the backside.

"Brave aren't we?" Jake teased.

Y/n then pulled the measuring tape, tightening it hard around his waist.

"H-hey!- I can't breathe!" Jake said choking.

Y/n smirked in satisfaction and loosened it.

"Done." She said letting Jake go.

"Who's next?" Y/n asked.

"I'll go." Sunghoon said.

Y/n did the same for him and soon after did Heeseung, Jungwon.

"Next." Y/n said not looking up and just finishing writing the previous measurements.

No one said anything except the guys in the back having a conversation.

"Hey, who's next?" She looked up to see Ni-Ki standing above her.

Y/n scoffed and rolled her eyes.

'Not this dickhead.' She thought annoyed and closed her eyes and sighed.

"Arms up." She ordered him.

He just silently stared at her.

"Put your arms up." Y/n said in a serious tone.

He then obeyed and lifted his arms.

Y/n just silently measured his shoulder length and took down the notes.

She then had to do the hug thing to measure his waist.

She realised what she had to and halted.

"Are you gonna measure or what-" Ni-Ki couldn't finish his sentence.

"Zip it." Y/n cut him off.

The others went a bit more quiet as they felt the tension rising in the room.

"What's going on over there?" Sunghoon whispered to Heeseung.

Heeseung just shrugged and watched. Jungwon overheard them whispering and paused his game on his Nintendo.

Sunoo was on the balcony with Jake and Jay taking pics of the sunset from y/n's balcony.

Jungwon just seen how y/n tensed up and didn't want continue measuring him.

She did it anyway. She quickly wrapped her hands around him in an air hug and pulled the measurement tape through.

She then turned away avoiding eye contact and writing down the answer.

Heeseung and Sunghoon eventually dismissed the whole situation and went for a beer to the kitchen.

Y/n's mind was clouded.

Jungwon seen how she reacted.

"Oh y/n you look a bit pale, how about we swap over hm?" Jungwon said walking over to them both.

Y/n was zoned out and didn't realise someone was talking to her.

Jungwon tapped her softly.

"Here. I'll take over. I'll do the others measurements, you go take a break Nana." Jungwon said rubbing her back gently.

Y/n just nodded and stood up leaving the tape and everything else on the table and she went to her room.

Jungwon watched her walk off and so did Ni-Ki.

"Why-" Ni-Ki got cut off.

"JAY, SUNOO! Come here! I gotta take your measurements!" Jungwon yelled deliberately ignoring Ni-Ki.

Ni-Ki walked off to go to the kitchen aswell.

Or so Jungwon thought.

Y/n was sitting on the floor of her room, beside her bed.

She had her knees up and buried her face in them.

'That smell.. I miss it.' She thought.

'It's so familiar.. it hurts.' She sighed feeling her heart being heavy.

She heard a slight knock on her door.

"Come in.." she said softly trying to sound positive.

She thought it might've been Jungwon so she didn't care.

It wasn't Jungwon.. it was him.

Ni-Ki.

✩

'WHAT. WHAT IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW.' Y/n thought as she realised her and the guy she hates the most are sitting across each other hands burried in their knees, in HER ROOM!

"Listen.. I- we need to talk.." Ni-Ki said.

Y/n was silent.

Ni-Ki just accepted the fact she doesn't like him and continued talking.

"I.. need to be honest with you." Ni-Ki said.

Y/n then stopped being angry and then more eager to listen.

'No way.. is he?' Y/n thought.

"Y/n Nanaki. I'm Nishimura Riki." Ni-Ki said.

Y/n lifted her head and looked Ni-Ki straight into his eyes.

Her eyes started to get glossy.

"What." y/n's couldn't speak properly.

She knew it was him. She knew damn well.

But hearing it come out of him directly made her feel weak. Her heart felt on the verge of bursting.

"You.. broke me. You fucking left! I- I knew it was you from beginning. After I came here they told me your real name and my heart dropped. Do you know how I fucking felt Riki?!" Y/n's voice was becoming shaky and getting higher.

Her eyes started watering.

"Y/n. I know. I know I fucking messed up. There's nothing I could do to make it up to you. But I have a reason." Ni-Ki said.

"What? What was the fucking reason Riki?! You just wanted to make me feel like shit? You just wanted to fucking destroy my feelings? Let me hear it!" Y/n got angrier. She was now on her knees next to him.

"You left me the day that was most important for me!" Y/n was about to burst out crying.

"I hate to drop the trauma on you but you leave me no choice." Ni-Ki sighed.

Y/n perked a brow, still upset.

"Both of my parents got into a huge car crash and lost both of their memories." Ni-Ki finally snapped and his voice became serious.

Y/n got silent and her eyes were on Ni-Ki. Her tears were still built up in her eyes.

"I-.. I didn't want to leave. I just couldn't fucking breathe properly after finding out both of them could die. I lost my shit after the festival and got colder towards everyone. After my parents were awake, the doctors told me they couldn't remember anything about me. But they remembered everything else." Ni-Ki said in a hurt tone.

Y/n just stared at him with a hypnotised expression, listening to everything that he was saying.

"I couldn't eat. I couldn't dance, or play basketball. I was broken." Ni-Ki said.

"My parents got sent to therapy trying to help them regain some of their memories. And I got sent off to Korea because I couldn't stand being around them." Ni-Ki said.

"Both of my sisters (Konon and Sola) were fine. Because my parents didn't forget them. But for some reason it was only me." Ni-Ki said.

"I tried killing myself the night before I was meant to fly to Korea. That's when the final decision to move happened. I was only 15." Ni-Ki said as his voice became sadder everytime he spoke.

The tears that were in y/n's eyes streamed down her face as she blinked.

Ni-Ki finally looked straight at y/n.

"I'm sorry, Kina. I'm so fucking sorry." Ni-Ki said.

Y/n just started crying.

"H..hey! Why are you crying stupid? It's all in the past now.." Ni-ki said patting her head.

Y/n stopped crying after a couple of minutes.

Ni-ki was sat next to her as she was kneeling and sitting. They were quite close as he moved closer to her because she was crying.

They just sat in silence for a little.

"Riki?" Y/n said softly looking at him.

"Yeah?" He said softly looking at her.

Their eyes locked.

"I loved you." Y/n said.

"I loved you too." Ni-Ki replied.

Both of their eyes had slight tears in them and they were just staring into each other in that darkened room.

Y/n stood up and went over to a bookshelf.

She took out a journal. She opened it and took out what looked like torn pages of a diary.

"Here. These are the pages you couldn't read." Y/n handed them over to Ni-Ki.

Ni-Ki read them one by one. He then felt his cheeks heat up. They were all about how much she liked Riki.

Then the last entry was there aswell. On how heartbroken she was.

"I- was gonna tell you during the fireworks that night. But, you left." Y/n said looking away.

"I know. I'm sorry. I was going to confess aswell. But I ruined it." Ni-Ki said also looking away.

"I had no idea what you thought about me Riki." Y/n said still looking away.

Ni-Ki looked up at her.

"I mean- you teased me all the time but then- you kissed me in the classroom and-!" Y/n said.

"Did you.. hate the kiss?" Ni-Ki asked.

Y/n looked up at him again and they locked eyes once more. There was this lightning feeling as they looked at each other everytime.

"I.. didn't hate it.. actually I would go back to it.." y/n mumbled the last part. She then quickly looked away.

Ni-Ki heard it.

He was leaning in to give her a kiss on the cheek to tease her as she was looking away.

"Hey Riki-" y/n turned around to face him.

Their lips met.

'Huh? HUH?' Both of them thought in sync.

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𝐈𝐓'𝐒 𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐃!

𝐍𝐨 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐬!.. 𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐰..

𝐍𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐜𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲! ( ' ▽ ' )

𝐈𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚:

✩ 𝐕𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐄!!! (𝐈𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞)(╥_╥)

✩ 𝐋𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐟 𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬.

✩  𝐅𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐮𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 (>ᴗ•)

✩ 𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬        ➪ 𝐌𝐲 𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞'𝐬 𝐚 𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫 - 𝐁𝐞𝐨𝐦𝐠𝐲𝐮 𝐅𝐅       ➪ 𝐈 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐞 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠 - 𝐇𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐣𝐢𝐧 𝐅𝐅

𝐈 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬!

- 𝐋𝐞𝐤𝐬𝐚 💕