Chapter 31 "Back Home"

Authors note: Aw snap you have to go back. And Ciel has decided, his decision is made. What will Sebastian do, he is crying that's right CRYING for you. Anyways here's chapter 31. I do not own any of the kuroshitsuji characters, I wish I did XD!!___________________________________________

You: S-Sebastian....

Ciel saw everything at your door without you or Sebastian noticing and was shocked. For the first time in his three years being with Sebastian a demon, he saw his butler crying.

Sebastian: ....

You: S-Sebastian... you're...

Sebastian: *pulls away* M-My deepest apologies...

You: You're crying....

Sebastian: *changes the subject* Are you ready?

You: Yeah... So today we go back bring Lobo, save Jake and then when it's time, I go back. Forever. *you fight back your tears*

Sebastian: That is correct.

You: Do you have my inhaler? *sighs*

Sebastian: *takes it out his pocket* Yes..

You: Let's go then *you take it and put it in your pocket* We can't waste anymore time.

Sebastian: Before we do go, you need to drink some tea.

You: What for?

Sebastian: To reverse your cat like features.

You: Oh... Right...

Sebastian: The tea is already made and in the kitchen.

You: Okay...

Sebastian: Once you drink it we shall go.

You: Okay... *you avoid eye contact*

Ciel leaves as you both make your way towards the door. You didn't even notice he was there, you were looking at the ground. Sebastian walks in front of you and leads you to the kitchen. You followed in awkward silence. You both enter the kitchen and Sebastian hands you the tea cup. You just nod and drink it, ignoring the fact that it's burning your tongue.

Sebastian: Be careful it's hot!

You: *finish drinking it* I don't care.... Now let's go.

Sebastian: (y/n) please don't act like this.

You: Look Sebastian, if we pretend this never happened it will be harder for me to leave. Its already painful as it is, I don't want to make it even more painful.

Sebastian: Very well, I understand.

You: Let's just go. The sooner we do this, the sooner we will get it done.

Sebastian: *nods* Follow me.

You: Okay...

Sebastian goes outside and leads you to a cave. You follow him and keep a small distance between you and him. It was a long walk, and it felt even longer since there was awkward silence. As you both walked, your cat ears and cat tail disappeared while your human ears reappeared. Sebastian turns around and noticed this as he smiles remembering the first time he laid eyes on you. You don't notice him looking at you you were too busy looking at the ground.

Sebastian: Here we are. *looks at he cave* We will just walk through and we should soon appear in your world. Roughly near your house, if my calculations are correct.

You: Then let's go. *you start walking*

Sebastian: *grabs your hand* It would be best to hold hands, we could easily be seperated and get lost.

You: Just grab on to my sweater. *you shake him off*

Sebastian: (y/n) I understand you are upset with me but doing this is hurting you. Please it will only be for a moment, it is easy to get lost.

You: Fine. *you grab his hand* There. Now let's go.

Sebastian: *sighs* Very well.

You both walk through the cave and within moments you feel sunlight hit your eyes. You try to block it with your right hand, and then you see houses. You were back home.

You: Huh... My street. *you look at Sebastian* Follow me, I know the way.

Sebastian: By all means be my guest.

You start walking to your house, still holding onto Sebastian's hand. You forgot you were holding his hand, Sebastian however didn't. He smiled as you hold onto his hand and lead him to your house. After a few minutes you arrive at your house. You let go of Sebastian's hand to open the gate and he goes in as you close the gate behind you.

You: Shit my dad is home!! *you see the car parked crooked*

Sebastian: Right... Your father. *tries controlling his anger*

Before you knew it, you were tackled to the ground by Lobo. Lobo hovered over you and licked your face endlessly.

You: Okay! Okay! Hahaha I missed you to! Who's a good Lobo!? Huh! You are! Yes you are! *you pet him*

Sebastian: We have the dog, now let's go.

You: I need to get his collar and leash. They are inside the house. *you gently push Lobo off*

Sebastian: How can you let such an animal touch you like that?

You: Lobo is OHANA!

Lobo growls at Sebastian. Sebastian shoots him a stare that would scare any dog on the block but not Lobo. He just kept growling.

Sebastian: Damn mutt. Tch..

You: It's okay Lobo, he's a friend.

Sebastian: A friend!?

You: Do you want me to say stranger? Cuz he will attack you if he thinks you're a stranger.

Sebastian: *growls lowly under his breath* Let's just go get his things.

You: Both of you play nice. *you kiss Lobo's head* I'll be back okay boy. Now sit and stay.

Lobo sits and stays. Sebastian just leans against the gate next to Lobo.

Sebastian: Do I need to wait outside?

You: If my dad sees you, I am so dead! So stay put, both of you. *you go inside*

Sebastian: Tch... For a mutt you are perfectly trained.

Lobo growls lowly as if he understood Sebastian. You were inside your house and it was a total mess. Empty beer cans and beer bottles everywhere, the dishes were dirty, cockroaches everywhere. It was decently clean on the day you disappeared, but now its just a huge mess.

You: You guys sure missed my cleaning. *you said under your breath* Now where's the leash and collar.

You start looking around for the collar and leash until you hear a familiar drunk voice. You quickly turn around and you face your dad.

Dad: (y/n)?

You: P-papa... I... H-hi?

Dad: Where... Where the pinche puta were you!?!

You: Someone took me. I-I'm sorry.

Dad: Get... Get your ass, over here!

You: N-No...

Dad: *takes his belt off* What... What did you say!?

You: NO!!! I AM TIRED OF YOUR BULLSHIT! LOOK AT YOU! YOU ARE A DRUNKEN MESS!!

Dad: *smacks you across the face with the belt* Don't *hiccup* raise your voice at me!!!

It wasn't any normal belt, it was a hard belt that had a heavy metal buckle with a truck on it. And what's worse was that the metal buckle hit your face. You screamed in pain and fell to the floor. Lobo's ears twitched and ran to the door followed by Sebastian who wondered why Lobo was running. Lobo scratched the door and started barking and whining. Sebastian was confused at Lobo's actions until he heard you scream. Without a second thought he knocked the door down as Lobo ran inside. At this point your dad was kicking you nonstop, and you were curled up in a ball, bleeding from your face, crying in the process. Lobo lunged on your dad and bit his arm. Sebastian ran over to you and helped you up. Your dad screamed in pain trying to shake Lobo off, and he did. He grabbed Lobo and threw him against the wall. Your eyes widened when you heard Lobo yelping in pain, whining loudly. Your dad was walking towards you to hit you but Sebastian steps in front of you. Your dad was about to throw a punch until Lobo lunges on him again, despite the fact he was hurt. Sebastian was surprised that Lobo was still fighting regardless of his injuries.

You: LOBO!!! PAPA DON'T HURT HIM PLEASE!!!

Dad: PINCHE PUTO!!! *punches Lobo*

Sebastian hated seeing you like this and he kicked your dad's face while pulling Lobo away. He then put Lobo on the couch to rest and looks at you.

Sebastian: Please stay here with... Uh... Lobo and wait until I'm done.

You nod and hug Lobo as Sebastian walks towards your drunk dad. He picks your dad up by the throat and squeezes.

Sebastian: You should never! EVER! LAY A SINGLE FINGER ON YOUR DAUGHTER! DO YOU UNDERSTAND!?!? *his eyes glowed demonic pink* WHAT KIND OF FATHER ABUSES HIS DAUGHTER!? YOU MAKE ME SICK! *throws him against the wall*

Your eyes widen at Sebastian's rage. You hold Lobo close trying to comfort him. Your father was knocked out instantly when he hit the wall. Sebastian breathes heavily from expressing such anger and walks towards you.

Sebastian: Are you alright? Does it hurt that badly? Where did he hit you? *he wipes the blood off your face with his pocket cloth*

You: *wince a little* I'm fine, it's Lobo who's hurt the most. *you cry and hold him tightly* I told you Lobo to stay outside! Baka! Baka!

Sebastian: We should take him back fast.

You nod and get up as Sebastian picks Lobo up.

You: I just need to get a few things then we can go. *you limp to your room*

Sebastian: Very well. *looks at Lobo* Damn mutt. *sighs* At least you managed to help her.

You go to your room, you grab your emergency backpack and stuff it with your clothes and two inhalers. You grab the leash and collar and stuff it in. Then you close and carry it outside to the living room. Sebastian looks at you confused to why you are carrying a backpack.

You: There.

Sebastian: Why are you carrying a bag? *suspicious*

You: Lobo's bed is in here, he needs to rest in his bed or else he will keep moving, and I have my medicine in here. *you lie*

Sebastian: *having a hard time to detect your lie* Very well let's go. *goes outside while carrying Lobo*

You: So we go back the way we came? *you follow him outside*

Sebastian: Yes, I'll just say the words and we will appear in the cave.

You: So the cave is the main entrance and to get back we need to say the ancient words?

Sebastian: There are two main entrances however we only know the entrance in my world, not yours so to get back I must say the words.

You: Okay? What are the words?

Sebastian: Watashitachi no senzo no na no shita ni [ 私たちの先祖の名の下に ] {Under our ancestor's name} Fuka-sa to futatsu no sekai no ma no doa o ake [ 深さと二つの世界の間のドアを開け ] {Open the depth and the door between the two worlds}

You grab onto Sebastian's coat and within moments, in a blink of an eye you appear in the cave, holding on to Sebastian's coat. Sebastian smiled seeing you grab his coat.

Sebastian: Let's go heal those wounds of yours, and your dog's. *starts walking out the cave with you following*

You: Right! *you follow him, limping all the way back* Um... Sebastian...

Sebastian: Yes?

You: ... Never mind.

Sebastian: As you wish.

After a while you make it back to the manor. Sebastian opens the door and let's you in first. You enter and head upstairs and Sebastian follows. You open the door to your room and Sebastian walks in aying Lobo on your bed.

Sebastian: I'll go get the first aid kit. *turns around to leave*

You: Sebastian...

Sebastian: Yes? *turns around to look at you*

You: Arigato. *you hug him* Arigato for everything. *you hug him a bit tighter*

Sebastian: *smiles warmly and hugs you back pulling you close* No thanks needed love. *kisses you deeply*

You melt right into the kiss, it wasn't a rough kiss or a sloppy kiss. It was passionate kiss, you felt loved again. You wanted this to last longer, but you pull away. Tears were rolling down your cheeks and you bury your face on his chest. Sebastian rubs your back and comforts you. You cry, and cry, finally deciding to just let your emotions go. You were tired of holding everything back. You just wanted to release all those held back emotions. You sobbed on his chest. Sebastian just says comforting words.

Sebastian: It's alright, just let it out. No need to hold back anymore.

You: A-Arigato S-Sebastian...

Sebastian: I love you (y/n) never forget that.

You: I won't, I won't... I love you too!... Promise me Sebastian, that you won't let this damage you. Promise me!

Sebastian: I promise, my (y/n).

You smile weakly and pull away from the hug. Sebastian leaves to get the first aid kit as you sit on the bed and hug Lobo who was now unconscious.

You: Thank you Lobo. And thank you Sebastian.__________________________________________________Authors note: Yo yo yo so what do you think XD you and Sebastian are working things out so that's good. Now its time to save Jake! So yeah stay tuned!